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- XV.
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-
- Though Anna had obstinately and with exasperation contradicted
- Vronsky- when he told her their position was impossible, and persuaded
- her to lay open everything to her husband- at the bottom of her
- heart she regarded her own position as false and dishonorable, and she
- longed with her whole soul to change it. On the way home from the
- races she had told her husband the truth in a moment of excitement,
- and in spite of the agony she had suffered in doing so, she was glad
- of it. After her husband had left her, she told herself that she was
- glad, that now everything was made clear, and at least there would
- be no more lying and deception. It seemed to her beyond doubt that her
- position was now made clear forever. It might be bad, this new
- position, but it would be clear; there would be no indefiniteness or
- falsehood about it. The pain she had caused herself and her husband in
- uttering those words would be rewarded now by everything being made
- clear, she thought. That evening she saw Vronsky, but she did not tell
- him of what had passed between her and her husband, though, to make
- the position clear, it was necessary to tell him.
-
- When she woke up next morning the first thing that rose to her
- mind was what she had said to her husband, and those words seemed to
- her so awful that she could not conceive now how she could have
- brought herself to utter those strange, coarse words, and could not
- imagine what would come of it. But the words were spoken, and Alexei
- Alexandrovich had gone away without saying anything. "I saw Vronsky
- and did not tell him. At the very instant he was going away I would
- have turned him back and told him, but I changed my mind, because it
- was strange that I had not told him the first minute. Why was it I
- wanted to tell him and didn't?" And in answer to this question a
- burning blush of shame spread over her face. She knew what had kept
- her from it, she knew that she had been ashamed. Her position, which
- had seemed to her simplified the night before, suddenly struck her now
- as not only not simple, but as absolutely hopeless. She felt terrified
- at the disgrace, of which she had not even thought before. Directly
- she thought of what her husband would do, the most terrible ideas came
- to her mind. She had a vision of being turned out of the house, of her
- shame being proclaimed to all the world. She asked herself where she
- should go when she was turned out of the house, and she could not find
- an answer.
-
- When she thought of Vronsky, it seemed to her that he did not love
- her, that he was already beginning to be tired of her, that she
- could not offer herself to him, and she felt bitter against him for
- it. It seemed to her that the words that she had spoken to her
- husband, and had continually repeated in her imagination, she had said
- to everyone, and everyone had heard them. She could not bring
- herself to look those of her own household in the face. She could
- not bring herself to call her maid, and still less go downstairs and
- see her son and his governess.
-
- The maid, who had been listening at her door for a long while,
- came into her room of her own accord. Anna glanced inquiringly into
- her face, and blushed with a scared look. The maid begged her pardon
- for coming in, saying that she had fancied the bell rang. She
- brought her clothes and a note. The note was from Betsy. Betsy
- reminded her that Liza Merkalova and Baroness Stoltz were coming to
- play croquet with her that morning with their adorers, Kaluzhsky and
- old Stremov. "Come, if only as a study in characters. I shall expect
- you," she finished.
-
- Anna read the note and heaved a deep sigh.
-
- "Nothing- I need nothing," she said to Annushka, who was rearranging
- the bottles and brushes on the dressing table. "You may go. I'll dress
- at once and come down. I need nothing, nothing."
-
- Annushka went out, but Anna did not begin dressing, and sat in the
- same position, her head and hands hanging listlessly, and every now
- and then she shivered all over, was apparently about to make some
- gesture, utter some word, and sank back into lifelessness again. She
- repeated continually, "My God! my God!" But neither "God" nor "my" had
- any meaning to her. The idea of seeking help in her difficulty in
- religion was as remote from her as seeking help from Alexei
- Alexandrovich himself, although she had never had doubts of the
- faith in which she had been brought up. She knew that the support of
- religion was possible only upon condition of renouncing what made up
- for her the whole meaning of life. She was not simply miserable, she
- began to feel alarm at the new spiritual condition, never
- experienced before, in which she found herself. She felt as though
- everything were beginning to be double in her soul, just as objects
- sometimes appear double to overtired eyes. She hardly knew at times
- what it was she feared, and what she hoped for. Whether she feared
- or desired what had happened, or what was going to happen, and exactly
- what she longed for, she could not have said.
-
- "Ah, what am I doing!" she said to herself, feeling a sudden
- thrill of pain in both sides of her head. When she came to herself,
- she saw that she was holding her hair in both hands, each side of
- her temples, and she was pressing them. She jumped up, and began
- walking about.
-
- "The coffee is ready, and mademoiselle and Seriozha are waiting,"
- said Annushka, coming back again and finding Anna in the same
- position.
-
- "Seriozha? What about Seriozha?" Anna asked, with sudden
- eagerness, recollecting her son's existence for the first time that
- morning.
-
- "He's been naughty, I think," answered Annushka with a smile.
-
- "In what way?"
-
- "Some peaches were lying on the table in the corner room. I think he
- ate one of them on the sly."
-
- The recollection of her son suddenly roused Anna from the helpless
- condition in which she found herself. She recalled the partly sincere,
- though greatly exaggerated, role of the mother living for her child,
- which she had taken up of late years, and she felt with joy that in
- the plight in which she found herself she had a dominion independent
- of any position she would be placed in by her relations to her husband
- or to Vronsky. This dominion was her son. In whatever position she
- might be placed, she could not abandon her son. Her husband might
- put her to shame and turn her out, Vronsky might grow cold to her
- and go on living his own life apart (she thought of him again with
- bitterness and reproach); she could not leave her son. She had an
- aim in life. And she must act; act to secure the position of her
- son, so that he might not be taken from her. Quickly indeed, as
- quickly as possible, she must take action before he was taken from
- her. She must take her son and go away. Here was the one thing she had
- to do now. She must be calm, and get out of this insufferable
- position. The thought of immediate action binding her to her son, of
- going away somewhere with him, gave her this calming.
-
- She dressed quickly, went downstairs, and with resolute steps walked
- into the drawing room, where she found, as usual, waiting for her, the
- coffee, Seriozha, and his governess. Seriozha, all in white, with
- his back and head bent, was standing at a table under a looking glass,
- and with an expression of intense concentration which she knew well,
- and in which he resembled his father, he was doing something to the
- flowers he carried.
-
- The governess had a particularly severe expression. Seriozha
- screamed shrilly, as he often did, "Ah, mamma!" and stopped,
- hesitating whether to go to greet his mother and put down the flowers,
- or to finish making the wreath and go with the flowers.
-
- The governess, after saying good morning, began a long and
- detailed account of Seriozha's naughtiness, but Anna did not hear her;
- she was considering whether she would take her with her or not. "No, I
- won't take her," she decided. "I'll go alone with my son."
-
- "Yes, it's very wrong," said Anna, and taking her son by the
- shoulder she looked at him, not severely, but with a timid glance that
- bewildered and delighted the boy, and she kissed him. "Leave him to
- me," she said to the astonished governess, and without letting go of
- her son, she sat down at the table, where coffee was set ready for
- her.
-
- "Mamma! I... I didn't..." he said, trying to make out from her
- expression what was in store for him in regard to the peaches.
-
- "Seriozha," she said, as soon as the governess had left the room,
- "that was wrong, but you'll never do it again, will you?... You love
- me?"
-
- She felt that the tears were coming into her eyes. "Can I help
- loving him?" she said to herself, looking deeply into his scared and
- at the same time delighted eyes. "And can he ever join his father in
- punishing me? Is it possible he will not feel for me?" Tears were
- already flowing down her face, and to hide them she got up abruptly
- and almost ran out on the terrace.
-
- After the thundershowers of the last few days, cold, bright
- weather had set in. The air was cold in the bright sun that filtered
- through the freshly washed leaves.
-
- She shivered, both from the cold and from the inward horror which
- had clutched her with fresh force in the open air.
-
- "Run along, run along to Mariette," she said to Seriozha, who had
- followed her out, and she began walking up and down on the straw
- matting of the terrace. "Can it be that they won't forgive me, won't
- understand how it all could not have been otherwise?" she said to
- herself.
-
- Standing still, and looking at the tops of the aspen trees waving in
- the wind, with their freshly washed, brightly shining leaves in the
- cold sunshine, she knew that they would not forgive her, that everyone
- and everything would be merciless to her now as was that sky, that
- green. And again she felt that everything was doubling in her soul. "I
- mustn't, mustn't think," she said to herself. "I must get ready. To go
- where? When? Whom to take with me? Yes- to Moscow, by the evening
- train. Annushka and Seriozha, and only the most necessary things.
- But first I must write to them both." She went quickly indoors into
- her boudoir, sat down at the table, and wrote to her husband:
-
- "After what has happened I cannot remain any longer in your house. I
- am going away, and taking my son with me. I don't know the law; and so
- I don't know with which of the parents the son should remain; but I
- take him with me because I cannot live without him. Be generous, leave
- him to me."
-
- Up to this point she wrote rapidly and naturally, but the appeal
- to his generosity, a quality she did not recognize in him, and the
- necessity of winding up the letter with something touching, pulled her
- up.
-
- "Of my fault and my remorse I cannot speak, because..."
-
- She stopped again, finding no connection in her ideas. "No," she
- said to herself, "there's no need of anything," and tearing up the
- letter, she wrote it again, leaving out the allusion to generosity,
- and sealed it up.
-
- Another letter had to be written to Vronsky. "I have told my
- husband," she wrote, and she sat a long while unable to write more. It
- was so coarse, so unfeminine. "And what more am I to write him?" she
- said to herself. Again a flush of shame spread over her face; she
- recalled his composure, and a feeling of anger against him impelled
- her to tear the sheet with the phrase she had written into tiny
- bits. "No need of anything," she said to herself, and closing her
- blotting case she went upstairs, told the governess and the servants
- that she was going that day to Moscow, and at once set to work to pack
- up her things.
-
- XVI.
-
-
- All the rooms of the summer villa were full of porters, gardeners,
- and footmen, going to and fro carrying out things. Cupboards and
- chests were open; twice they had to run to a store for cord; pieces of
- newspaper were cluttering the floor. Two trunks, some bags and
- strapped-up plaids had been carried down into the hall. The carriage
- and two hired cabs were waiting at the steps. Anna, forgetting her
- inward agitation in the work of packing, was standing at a table in
- her boudoir, packing her traveling bag, when Annushka called her
- attention to the clatter of some carriage driving up. Anna looked
- out of the window and saw Alexei Alexandrovich's messenger on the
- steps, ringing at the front doorbell.
-
- "Run and find out what it is," she said, and, with a calm sense of
- being prepared for anything, she sat down in a low chair, folding
- her hands on her knees. A footman brought in a thick packet directed
- in Alexei Alexandrovich's hand.
-
- "The messenger has orders to wait for an answer," he said.
-
- "Very well," she said, and as soon as he had left the room she
- tore open the letter with trembling fingers. A packet of unfolded
- banknotes done up with a band fell out of it. She extricated the
- letter and began reading it from the end. "Preparations shall be
- made for your arrival here... I attach particular significance to
- compliance...." she read. She ran through it backward, read it all
- through, and once more read the letter all through again, from the
- beginning. When she had finished, she felt that she was cold all over,
- and that a fearful calamity, such as she had not expected, had burst
- upon her.
-
- In the morning she had regretted that she had spoken to her husband,
- and wished for nothing so much as that those words might be
- unspoken. And here this letter regarded them as unspoken, and gave her
- what she had wanted. But now this letter seemed to her more awful than
- anything she had been able to conceive.
-
- "He's right!" she said. "Of course, he's always right; he's a
- Christian, he's generous! Yes, vile, base creature! And no one
- understands it except me, and no one ever will; and I can't explain
- it. They say he's so religious, so high-principled, so upright, so
- clever; but they don't see what I've seen. They don't know how he
- has crushed my life for eight years, crushed everything that was
- living in me- he has not once even thought that I'm a live woman who
- must have love. They don't know how at every step he's humiliated
- me, and been just as pleased with himself. Haven't I striven-
- striven with all my strength- to find something to give meaning to
- my life? Haven't I struggled to love him, to love my son when I
- could not love my husband? But the time came when I knew that I
- couldn't cheat myself any longer, that I was alive, that I was not
- to blame, that God has made me so that I must love and live. And now
- what does he do? If he'd killed me, if he'd killed him, I could have
- borne anything, I could have forgiven anything; but, no, he..."
-
- "How was it I didn't guess what he would do? He's doing just
- what's natural to his mean character. He'll keep himself in the right,
- while he'll drive me, in my ruin, still lower, still to worse ruin..."
-
- "'You can conjecture what awaits you and your son,'" she recalled
- a part of his letter. "That's a threat to take away my child, and most
- likely according to their stupid law he can. But I know very well
- why he says it. He doesn't believe even in my love for my child, or he
- despises it (just as he always used to ridicule it). He despises
- that feeling in me, but he knows that I won't abandon my child, that I
- can't abandon my child, that there could be no life for me without
- my child, even with him whom I love; but that if I abandoned my
- child and ran away from him, I should be acting like the most
- infamous, basest of women. He knows that, and knows that I am
- incapable of doing that."
-
- "Our life must go on as it has done in the past," she recalled
- another sentence in his letter. "That life was miserable enough in the
- old days; it has been awful of late. What will it be now? And he knows
- all that; he knows that I can't repent breathing, repent loving; he
- knows that it can lead to nothing but lying and deceit; but he wants
- to go on torturing me. I know him; I know that he's at home and is
- happy in deceit, like a fish swimming in the water. No, I won't give
- him that happiness. I'll break through the spider's web of lies in
- which he wants to catch me, come what may. Anything's better than
- lying and deceit."
-
- "But how? My God! my God! Was ever a woman so miserable as I am?..."
-
- "No; I will break through it, I will break through it!" she cried,
- jumping up and keeping back her tears. And she went to the writing
- table to write him another letter. But at the bottom of her heart
- she felt that she was not strong enough to break through anything,
- that she was not strong enough to get out of her old position, however
- false and dishonorable it might be.
-
- She sat down at the writing table, but instead of writing she
- clasped her hands on the table, and, laying her head on them, burst
- into tears, with sobs and heaving breast, like a child crying. She was
- weeping because her dream of her position being made clear and
- definite had been annihilated forever. She knew beforehand that
- everything would go on in the old way, and far worse, indeed, than
- in the old way. She felt that her position in the world she enjoyed,
- and which had seemed to her of so little consequence in the morning,
- was now precious to her, that she would not have the strength to
- exchange it for the shameful position of a woman who has abandoned
- husband and child to join her lover; that however much she might
- struggle, she could not be stronger than herself. She would never know
- freedom in love, but would remain forever a guilty wife, with the
- menace of detection hanging over her at every instant; deceiving her
- husband for the sake of a shameful connection with a man living
- apart and away from her, whose life she could never share. She knew
- that this was how it would be, and at the same time it was so awful
- that she could not even conceive what it would end in. And she cried
- without restraint, as children cry when they are punished.
-
- The sound of a footman's steps forced her to rouse herself, and,
- hiding her face from him, she pretended to be writing.
-
- "The messenger asks if there's any answer," the footman informed
- her.
-
- "Any answer? Yes," said Anna. "Let him wait. I'll ring."
-
- "What can I write?" she thought. "What can I decide upon alone? What
- do I know? What do I want? What is there I care for?" Again she felt
- that her soul was beginning to double. She was terrified again at this
- feeling, and clutched at the first pretext for doing something which
- might divert her thoughts from herself. "I ought to see Alexei" (so
- she called Vronsky in her thoughts); "no one but he can tell me what I
- ought to do. I'll go to Betsy's, perhaps I shall see him there," she
- said to herself, completely forgetting that, when she had told him the
- day before that she was not going to Princess Tverskaia's he had
- said that in that case he should not go either. She went up to the
- table, wrote to her husband: "I have received your letter.- A.";
- and, ringing the bell, gave it to the footman.
-
- "We are not going," she said to Annushka, as she came in.
-
- "Not going at all?"
-
- "No; don't unpack till tomorrow, and let the carriage wait. I'm
- going to the Princess."
-
- "Which dress am I to get ready?"
-
- XVII.
-
-
- The croquet party to which the Princess Tverskaia had invited Anna
- was to consist of two ladies and their adorers. These two ladies
- were the chief representatives of a select new Peterburg circle,
- nicknamed, in imitation of some imitation, les sept merveilles du
- monde. These ladies belonged to a circle which, though of the
- highest society, was utterly hostile to that in which Anna moved.
- Moreover, old Stremov, one of the most influential people in
- Peterburg, and the admirer of Liza Merkalova, was Alexei
- Alexandrovich's enemy in the political world. From all these
- considerations Anna had not meant to go, and the hints in Princess
- Tverskaia's note referred to her refusal. But now Anna was eager to
- go, in the hope of seeing Vronsky.
-
- Anna arrived at Princess Tverskaia's earlier than the other guests.
-
- At the very moment of her entry, Vronsky's footman, with his side
- whiskers combed out, and looking like a Kammerjunker, went in too.
- He stopped at the door, and, taking off his cap, let her pass. Anna
- recognized him, and only then recalled that Vronsky had told her the
- day before that he would not come. Most likely he was sending a note
- to say so.
-
- As she took off her outer garment in the hall, she heard the footman
- say, rolling his r's even like a Kammerjunker: "From the Count for the
- Princess," as he handed over the note.
-
- She longed to question him as to where his master was. She longed to
- turn back and send him a letter to come and see her, or to go
- herself to see him. But none of the three courses was possible.
- Already she heard bells ringing ahead of her to announce her
- arrival, and Princess Tverskaia's footman was standing at the open
- door waiting for her to pass into the inner rooms.
-
- "The Princess is in the garden; she will be informed immediately.
- Would you be pleased to walk into the garden?" announced another
- footman in another room.
-
- The position of uncertainty, of indecision, was still the same as at
- home- worse, in fact, since it was impossible to take any step,
- impossible to see Vronsky, and she had to remain here among outsiders,
- in company so uncongenial to her present mood. But she was wearing a
- dress that she knew suited her. She was not alone; all around was that
- luxurious setting of idleness that she was used to, and she felt
- less wretched than at home. She was not forced to think what she had
- to do. Everything would be done of itself. On meeting Betsy coming
- toward her in a white gown that struck her by its elegance, Anna
- smiled to her just as she always did. Princess Tverskaia was walking
- with Tushkevich and a young lady, a relation, who, to the great joy of
- her parents in the provinces, was spending the summer with the
- fashionable Princess.
-
- There was probably something unusual about Anna, for Betsy noticed
- it at once.
-
- "I slept badly," answered Anna, looking intently at the footman
- who came to meet them, and, as she supposed, brought Vronsky's note.
-
- "How glad I am you've come!" said Betsy. "I'm tired, and was just
- longing to have some tea before they come. You might go," she turned
- to Tushkevich, "with Masha, and try the croquet ground over there,
- where they've been clipping it. We shall have time to talk a little
- over tea, we'll have a cozy chat, eh?" she said in English to Anna,
- with a smile, pressing the hand which held a parasol.
-
- "Yes, especially as I can't stay very long with you. I'm forced to
- go on to old Madame Vrede. I've been promising to go for a century,"
- said Anna, to whom lying, alien as it was to her nature, had become
- not merely simple and natural in society, but a positive source of
- satisfaction. Why she said this, which she had not thought of a second
- before, she could not have explained. She had said it simply from
- the reflection that as Vronsky would not be here, she had better
- secure her own freedom, and try to see him somehow. But why she had
- spoken of old Hoffraulein Vrede, whom she had to go and see, as she
- had to see many other people, she could not have explained; and yet,
- as it afterward turned out, had she cudgeled her brains for the most
- cunning subterfuge to meet Vronsky, she could have thought of
- nothing better.
-
- "No. I'm not going to let you go for anything," answered Betsy,
- looking intently into Anna's face. "Really, if I were not fond of you,
- I should feel offended. One would think you were afraid my society
- would compromise you.- Tea in the small dining room, please," she
- said, half closing her eyes, as she always did when addressing the
- footman.
-
- Taking the note from him, she read it.
-
- "Alexei is playing us false," she said in French; "he writes that he
- can't come," she added, in a tone as simple and natural as though it
- could never enter her head that Vronsky could mean anything more to
- Anna than a game of croquet. Anna knew that Betsy knew everything,
- but, hearing how she spoke of Vronsky before her, she almost felt
- persuaded for a minute that she knew nothing.
-
- "Ah!" said Anna indifferently, as though not greatly interested in
- the matter; and she went on, smiling: "How can you or your friends
- compromise anyone?"
-
- This playing with words, this hiding of a secret, had a great
- fascination for Anna, as, indeed, it has for all women. And it was not
- the necessity of concealment, not the purpose for which the
- concealment was contrived, but the process of concealment itself which
- attracted her.
-
- "I can't be more catholic than the Pope," she said. "Stremov and
- Liza Merkalova- why, they're the cream of the cream of society.
- Besides, they're received everywhere, and I"- she laid special
- stress on the I- "have never been strict and intolerant. It's simply
- that I haven't the time."
-
- "No; you don't care, perhaps, to meet Stremov? Let him and Alexei
- Alexandrovich tilt at each other in the Committee- that's no affair of
- ours. But, in society, he's the most amiable man I know, and an ardent
- croquet player. You shall see. And, in spite of his absurd position as
- Liza's lovesick swain at his age, you ought to see how he carries
- off the absurd position. He's very nice. Don't you know Sappho Stoltz?
- Oh, that's a new type- quite new!"
-
- Betsy went on with all this chatter, yet, at the same time, from her
- good-humored, shrewd glance, Anna felt that she partly guessed her
- plight, and was hatching something for her benefit. They were in the
- little boudoir.
-
- "I must write to Alexei, though," and Betsy sat down to the table,
- scribbled a few lines, and put the note in an envelope. "I'm telling
- him to come to dinner. I've one lady extra to dinner with me, and no
- man to take her in. Look what I've said- will that persuade him?
- Excuse me, I must leave you for a minute. Would you seal it up,
- please, and send it off? she said from the door; "I have to give
- some directions."
-
- Without a moment's hesitation, Anna sat down to the table with
- Betsy's letter, and, without reading it, wrote below: "It's
- essential for me to see you. Come to the Vrede garden. I shall be
- there at six o'clock." She sealed it up, and, Betsy coming back, in
- her presence handed the note for transmittal.
-
- At tea, which was brought them on a little tea table in the cool
- little drawing room, a cozy chat promised by Princess Tverskaia before
- the arrival of her visitors really did come off between the two women.
- They criticized the people they were expecting, and the conversation
- fell upon Liza Merkalova.
-
- "She's very sweet, and I always liked her," said Anna.
-
- "You ought to like her. She raves about you. Yesterday she came up
- to me after the races and was in despair at not finding you. She
- says you're a real heroine of romance, and that if she were a man
- she would do all sorts of mad things for your sake. Stremov says she
- does that as it is."
-
- "But do tell me, please- I never could make it out," said Anna,
- after being silent for some time, speaking in a tone that showed she
- was not asking an idle question, but that what she was asking was of
- greater importance to her than it should have been, "do tell me,
- please: what are her relations with Prince Kaluzhsky- Mishka, as
- he's called? I've met them so little. What does it mean?"
-
- Betsy smiled with her eyes, and looked intently at Anna.
-
- "It's a new mode," she said. "They've all adopted that mode. They've
- flung their caps over the windmills. But there are ways and ways of
- flinging them."
-
- "Yes, but precisely what are her relations with Kaluzhsky?"
-
- Betsy broke into unexpectedly mirthful and irrepressible laughter, a
- thing which rarely happened with her.
-
- "You're encroaching on Princess Miaghkaia's special domain now.
- That's the question of an enfant terrible," and Betsy obviously
- tried to restrain herself, but could not, and went off into peals of
- that infectious laughter peculiar to people who do not laugh often.
- "You'd better ask them," she brought out, between tears of laughter.
-
- "No; you laugh," said Anna, laughing too, in spite of herself,
- "but I never could understand it. I can't understand the husband's
- role in it."
-
- "The husband? Liza Merkalova's husband carries her shawl, and is
- always ready to be of use. But no one cares to inquire about what is
- really going on. You know, in decent society one doesn't talk or think
- even of certain details of the toilet. That's how it is in this case."
-
- "Will you be at Madame Rolandaky's fete?" asked Anna, to change
- the conversation.
-
- "I don't think so," answered Betsy, and, without looking at her
- friend, she began filling the little transparent cups with fragrant
- tea. Putting a cup before Anna, she took out a thin cigarette, and,
- fitting it into a silver holder, she lighted it. "It's like this,
- you see: I'm in a fortunate position," she began, quite serious now,
- as she took up her cup. "I understand you, and I understand Liza. Liza
- now is one of those naive natures that, like children, don't know
- what's good and what's bad. Anyway, she didn't comprehend it when
- she was very young. And now she's aware that the lack of comprehension
- suits her. Now, perhaps, she doesn't know on purpose," said Betsy,
- with a subtle smile. "But, anyway, it suits her. The very same
- thing, don't you see, may be looked at tragically, and turned into
- misery, or it may be looked at simply, and even humorously. Possibly
- you are inclined to look at things too tragically."
-
- "How I should like to know other people just as I know myself!" said
- Anna, seriously and dreamily. "Am I worse than other people, or
- better? I think I'm worse."
-
- "Enfant terrible, enfant terrible!" repeated Betsy. "But here they
- are."
-
- XVIII.
-
-
- They heard the sound of steps and a man's voice, then a woman's
- voice and laughter, and immediately thereafter there walked in the
- expected guests: Sappho Stoltz, and a young man beaming with excess of
- health, the so-called Vaska. It was evident that ample supplies of
- beefsteak, truffles, and Burgundy were profitable for his health.
- Vaska bowed to the two ladies, and glanced at them, but only for one
- second. He walked after Sappho into the drawing room, and followed her
- about as though he were chained to her, keeping his sparkling eyes
- fixed on her as though he wanted to eat her. Sappho Stoltz was a
- blonde beauty with black eyes. She walked with smart little steps in
- high-heeled shoes, and shook hands with the ladies vigorously, like
- a man.
-
- Anna had never met this new star of fashion, and was struck by her
- beauty, the exaggerated extreme to which her dress was carried, and
- the boldness of her manners. On her head there was such an echafaudage
- of soft, golden hair- her own and false mixed- that her head was equal
- in size to the elegantly rounded bust, of which so much was exposed in
- front. The impulsive abruptness of her movements was such that at
- every step the lines of her knees and the upper part of her legs
- were distinctly marked under her dress, and the question involuntarily
- rose in one's mind where in the undulating, piled-up mountain of
- material at the back the real body of the woman, so small and slender,
- so naked in front, and so hidden behind and below, really came to an
- end.
-
- Betsy made haste to introduce her to Anna.
-
- "Only fancy, we all but ran over two soldiers," she began telling
- them at once, using her eyes, smiling and twitching away her train,
- which she at first threw too much to one side. "I drove here with
- Vaska... Ah, to be sure, you don't know each other." And, mentioning
- his surname, she introduced the young man, and, reddening, broke
- into a ringing laugh at her mistake- that is, at her having called him
- Vaska before a stranger. Vaska bowed once more to Anna, but he said
- nothing to her. He addressed Sappho: "You've lost your bet. We got
- here first. Pay up," said he, smiling.
-
- Sappho laughed still more festively.
-
- "Not just now," said she.
-
- "It's all one, I'll have it later."
-
- "Very well, very well. Oh, yes," she turned suddenly to Princess
- Betsy: "I am a nice person... I positively forgot it.... I've
- brought you a visitor. And here he comes."
-
- The unexpected young visitor, whom Sappho had brought with her,
- and whom she had forgotten, was, however, a personage of such
- consequence that, in spite of his youth, both the ladies rose on his
- entrance.
-
- He was a new admirer of Sappho's. Like Vaska, he now dogged her
- footsteps.
-
- Soon after Prince Kaluzhsky arrived, and Liza Merkalova with
- Stremov. Liza Merkalova was a thin brunette, with an Oriental, languid
- type of face, and charming- as everyone used to say- ineffable eyes.
- The tone of her dark dress (Anna immediately observed and
- appreciated the fact) was in perfect harmony with her style of beauty.
- Liza was as soft and loose as Sappho was tight and shackled.
-
- But to Anna's taste Liza was far more attractive. Betsy had said
- to Anna that she had adopted the pose of an unsophisticated child, but
- when Anna saw her she felt this was not the truth. She really was
- unsophisticated, spoiled, yet a sweet and irresponsible woman. It is
- true that her tone was the same as Sappho's; that, like Sappho, she
- had two men, one young and one old, tacked on to her, and devouring
- her with their eyes. But there was something in her higher than her
- surroundings. There was in her the glow of the real diamond among
- paste. This glow shone out in her charming, truly ineffable eyes.
- The weary, and at the same time passionate, glance of those eyes,
- encircled by dark rings, impressed one by its perfect sincerity.
- Everyone looking into those eyes fancied he knew her wholly, and,
- knowing her, could not but love her. At the sight of Anna, her whole
- face lighted up at once with a smile of delight.
-
- "Ah, how glad I am to see you!" she said, going up to her.
- "Yesterday, at the races, I wanted just to get to you, but you'd
- gone away. I did so want to see you, especially yesterday. Wasn't it
- awful?" she said, looking at Anna with eyes that seemed to lay bare
- all her soul.
-
- "Yes; I had no idea it would be so thrilling," said Anna, blushing.
-
- The company got up at this moment to go into the garden.
-
- "I'm not going," said Liza, smiling and settling herself close to
- Anna. "You won't go either, will you? Who wants to play croquet?"
-
- "Oh, I like it," said Anna.
-
- "There, how do you manage never to be bored by things? One has but
- to look at you, to be joyful. You're alive, but I'm bored."
-
- "How can you be bored? Why, you live among the merriest people in
- Peterburg," said Anna.
-
- "Possibly the people who are not of our set are even more bored; but
- we are not amused ourselves- I certainly am not, but awfully,
- awfully bored."
-
- Sappho, smoking a cigarette, went off into the garden with the two
- young men. Betsy and Stremov remained at the tea table.
-
- "You bored?" said Betsy. "Sappho says they enjoyed themselves
- tremendously at your house last night."
-
- "Ah, how dreary it all was!" said Liza Merkalova. "We all drove back
- to my place after the races. And always the same people, always the
- same. Always the same thing. We lounged about on sofas all the
- evening. What's enjoyable about that? No; do tell me how you manage
- never to be bored?" she said, addressing Anna again. "One has but to
- look at you and one sees a woman who may be happy or unhappy, but
- who isn't bored. Tell me- how do you do it?"
-
- "I do nothing," answered Anna, blushing at these searching
- questions.
-
- "That's the best way," Stremov put in.
-
- Stremov was a man of fifty, partly gray, but still vigorous in
- appearance, very ugly, but with a characteristic and intelligent face.
- Liza Merkalova was his wife's niece, and he spent all his leisure
- hours with her. On meeting Anna Karenina, since he was Alexei
- Alexandrovich's enemy in the government, he tried, like a shrewd man
- and a man of the world, to be particularly cordial with her, the
- wife of his enemy.
-
- "Nothing," he put in with a subtle smile, "that's the very best way.
- I told you long ago," he said, turning to Liza Merkalova, "that, in
- order not to be bored, you mustn't think you're going to be bored.
- Just as you mustn't be afraid of not being able to fall asleep, if
- you're afraid of sleeplessness. That's precisely what Anna
- Arkadyevna has just said."
-
- "I should be very glad if I had said it, for it's not only clever
- but true," said Anna, smiling.
-
- "No, do tell me why it is one can't go to sleep, and one can't
- help being bored?"
-
- "To sleep well one should work, and to enjoy oneself one should also
- work."
-
- "What am I to work for when my work is of no use to anybody? And I
- can't, and won't, knowingly make a pretense at it."
-
- "You're incorrigible," said Stremov, without looking at her, and
- he spoke again to Anna.
-
- As he rarely met Anna, he could say nothing but banalities to her,
- but he said those banalities, when was she returning to Peterburg, and
- how fond Countess Lidia Ivanovna was of her- with an expression
- which suggested that he longed with his whole soul to please her,
- and show his regard for her- and even more than that.
-
- Tushkevich came in, announcing that the party were awaiting the
- other players to begin croquet.
-
- "No, don't go away, please don't," pleaded Liza Merkalova, hearing
- that Anna was going. Stremov joined in her entreaties.
-
- "It's too violent a transition," he said, "to go from such company
- to old Madame Vrede. And, besides, you will only give her a chance for
- talking scandal, while here you will arouse other feelings, of the
- finest and directly opposed to scandal," he said to her.
-
- Anna pondered for an instant in uncertainty. This shrewd man's
- flattering words, the naive, childlike affection shown her by Liza
- Merkalova, and all the worldly atmosphere she was used to- it was
- all so easy, while that which was in store for her was so difficult,
- that she was for a minute in uncertainty: should she remain, should
- she put off a little longer the painful moment of explanation? But,
- remembering what was in store for her when she would be alone at home,
- if she did not come to some decision; remembering that gesture-
- terrible even in memory- when she had clutched her hair in both hands,
- she said good-by and went away.
-
- XIX.
-
-
- In spite of Vronsky's apparently frivolous life in society, he was a
- man who hated disorder. In early youth, in the Corps of Pages, he
- had experienced the humiliation of a refusal, when he had tried, being
- in difficulties, to borrow money, and since then he had never once put
- himself in the same position again.
-
- In order to keep his affairs in some sort of order, he was wont,
- about five times a year (more or less frequently, according to
- circumstances), to shut himself up alone and put all his affairs
- into definite shape. This he would call his day of washing up or faire
- la lessive.
-
- On waking up late in the morning after the races, Vronsky put on a
- white linen coat, and, without shaving or taking his bath, he
- distributed about the table money, bills, and letters, and set to
- work. Petritsky, who knew he was ill-tempered on such occasions, on
- waking up and seeing his comrade at the writing table, quietly dressed
- and went out without getting in his way.
-
- Every man who knows to the minutest details all the complexity of
- the conditions surrounding him, cannot help imagining that the
- complexity of these conditions, and the difficulty of making them
- clear, is something exceptional and personal, peculiar to himself, and
- never supposes that others are surrounded by just as complicated an
- array of personal affairs as he is. So indeed it seemed to Vronsky.
- And not without inward pride, and not without reason, he thought
- that any other man would long ago have been in difficulties, and would
- have been forced to some dishonorable course, if he had found
- himself in such a difficult position. But Vronsky felt that now
- especially it was essential for him to clear up and define his
- position if he were to avoid getting into difficulties.
-
- What Vronsky attacked first, as being the easiest, was his pecuniary
- position. Writing out on note paper in his minute handwriting all that
- he owed, he added up the amount and found that his debts amounted to
- seventeen thousand and some odd hundreds, which he left out for the
- sake of clearness. Reckoning up his cash and the balance in his
- bankbook, he found that he had left one thousand eight hundred
- roubles, and nothing coming in before the New Year. Reckoning over
- again his list of debts, Vronsky copied it, dividing it into three
- classes. In the first class he put the debts which he would have to
- pay at once, or for which he must in any case have the money ready
- so that on demand for payment there would not be a moment's delay in
- paying. Such debts amounted to about four thousand: one thousand
- five hundred for a horse, and two thousand five hundred as surety
- for a young comrade, Venevsky, who had lost that sum to a
- cardsharper in Vronsky's presence. Vronsky had wanted to pay the money
- at the time (he had that amount then), but Venevsky and Iashvin had
- insisted that they would pay and not Vronsky, who had not played. So
- far, so good; but Vronsky knew that in this dirty business, though his
- only share in it was undertaking by word of mouth to be surety for
- Venevsky, it was absolutely necessary for him to have the two thousand
- five hundred roubles, so as to be able to fling it at the cheat, and
- have no more words with him. And so, for this first and most important
- division, he must have four thousand roubles. The second class-
- eight thousand roubles- consisted of less important debts. These
- were principally accounts owing in connection with his race horses, to
- the purveyor of oats and hay, the Englishman, the saddler, and so
- on. He would have to pay some two thousand roubles on these debts too,
- in order to be quite free from anxiety. The last class of debts- to
- shops, to hotels, to his tailor- were such as need not be
- considered. So that he needed at least six thousand roubles, and he
- only had one thousand eight hundred for current expenses. For a man
- with one hundred thousand roubles of revenue, which was what
- everyone fixed as Vronsky's income, such debts, one would suppose,
- could hardly be embarrassing; but the fact was that he was far from
- having one hundred thousand. His father's immense property, which
- alone yielded a yearly income of two hundred thousand, was left
- undivided between the brothers. At the time when the elder brother,
- with a mass of debts, had married Princess Varia Chirkova, the
- daughter of a Dekabrist without any fortune whatever, Alexei had given
- up to his elder brother almost the whole income from his father's
- estate, reserving for himself only twenty-five thousand a year from
- it. Alexei had said at the time to his brother that the sum would be
- sufficient for him until he married, which he would probably never do.
- And his brother, who was in command of one of the most expensive
- regiments, and was only just married, could not decline the gift.
- His mother, who had her own separate property, had allowed Alexei
- every year twenty thousand in addition to the twenty-five thousand
- he had reserved, and Alexei had spent it all. Of late his mother,
- incensed with him on account of his love affair and his leaving
- Moscow, had given up sending him the money. And, in consequence of
- this, Vronsky, who had been in the habit of living on the scale of
- forty-five thousand a year, having only received twenty thousand
- that year, now found himself in difficulties. To get out of these
- difficulties, he could not apply to his mother for money. Her last
- letter, which he had received the day before, had particularly
- exasperated him by the hints it contained that she was quite ready
- to help him to succeed in the world and in the army, but not to lead a
- life which scandalized all good society. His mother's attempt to buy
- him stung him to the quick and made him feel colder than ever toward
- her. But he could not draw back from the generous word when it was
- once uttered, even though he felt now, vaguely foreseeing certain
- eventualities in his liaison with Madame Karenina, that his generous
- word had been spoken thoughtlessly, and that, even though he were
- not married, he might need all the hundred thousand of income. But
- it was impossible to draw back. He had only to recall his brother's
- wife, to remember how that sweet, delightful Varia sought, at every
- convenient opportunity, to remind him that she remembered his
- generosity and appreciated it, to grasp the impossibility of taking
- back his gift. It was as impossible as beating a woman, or stealing,
- or lying. One thing only could and ought to be done, and Vronsky
- determined upon it without an instant's hesitation: to borrow money
- from a moneylender, ten thousand roubles, a proceeding which presented
- no difficulty; to cut down his expenses generally, and to sell his
- race horses. Resolving on this, he promptly wrote a note to Rolandaky,
- who had more than once sent to him with offers to buy horses from him.
- Then he sent for the Englishman and the moneylender, and divided
- what money he had according to the accounts he intended to pay. Having
- finished this business, he wrote a cold and cutting answer to his
- mother. Then he took out of his notebook three notes of Anna's, read
- them again, burned them, and, remembering their conversation on the
- previous day, he sank into deep thought.
-
- XX.
-
-
- Vronsky's life was particularly happy in that he had a code of
- principles, which defined with unfailing certitude what he ought and
- what he ought not to do. This code of principles covered only a very
- small circle of contingencies, but then the principles were never
- doubtful, and Vronsky, as he never went outside that circle, had never
- had a moment's hesitation about doing what he ought to do. These
- principles laid down as invariable rules: that one must pay a
- cardsharper, but need not pay a tailor; that one must never tell a lie
- to a man, but one may to a woman; that one must never cheat anyone,
- but one may a husband; that one must never pardon an insult, but one
- may give one and so on. These principles were possibly not
- reasonable and not good, but they were of unfailing certainty, and, so
- long as he adhered to them, Vronsky felt that his heart was at peace
- and he could hold his head up. But of late, in regard to his relations
- with Anna, Vronsky had begun to feel that his code of principles did
- not fully cover all possible contingencies, and to foresee in the
- future difficulties and perplexities for which he could find no
- guiding clue.
-
- His present relation to Anna and to her husband was to his mind
- clear and simple. It was clearly and precisely defined in the code
- of principles by which he was guided.
-
- She was an honorable woman who had bestowed her love upon him, and
- he loved her, and therefore she was in his eyes a woman who had a
- right to the same respect, or even more, than a lawful wife. He
- would have had his hand chopped off before he would have allowed
- himself by a word, by a hint, to humiliate her, or even to fall
- short of the fullest respect a woman could look for.
-
- His attitude toward society, too, was clear. Everyone might know,
- might suspect it, but no one might dare to speak of it. If any did
- speak, he was ready to force all who might do so to be silent and to
- respect the nonexistent honor of the woman he loved.
-
- His attitude to the husband was the clearest of all. From the moment
- that Anna loved Vronsky, he had regarded his own right over her as the
- one thing unassailable. Her husband was simply a superfluous and
- tiresome person. No doubt he was in a pitiable position, but how could
- that be helped? The one thing the husband had a right to was to demand
- satisfaction with a weapon in his hand, and Vronsky was prepared for
- this at any minute.
-
- But of late new inner relations had arisen between her and him,
- which frightened Vronsky by their indefiniteness. Only the day
- before she had told him that she was with child. And he felt that this
- fact, and what she expected of him, called for something not fully
- defined in that code of principles by which he had hitherto steered
- his course in life. And he had been indeed caught unawares, and, at
- the first moment when she spoke to him of her position, his heart
- had prompted him to beg her to leave her husband. He had said that,
- but now, thinking things over he saw clearly that it would be better
- to manage avoiding that; and at the same time, as he told himself
- this, he was afraid whether such an avoidance were not wrong.
-
- "If I told her to leave her husband, it would mean uniting her
- life with mine; am I prepared for that? How can I take her away now,
- when I have no money? Supposing I could arrange... But how can I
- take her away while I'm in the service? If I say it, I ought to be
- prepared to do it; that is, I ought to have the money and to retire
- from the army."
-
- And he grew thoughtful. The question whether to retire from the
- service or not brought him to the other, and perhaps the chief
- though hidden, interest of his life, of which none knew but he.
-
- Ambition was the old dream of his youth and childhood, a dream which
- he did not confess even to himself, though it was so strong that now
- this passion was even doing battle with his love. His first steps in
- the world and in the service had been successful, but two years before
- he had made a great mistake. Anxious to show his independence, and for
- the sake of advancement, he had refused a post that had been offered
- him, hoping that this refusal would heighten his value; but it
- turned out that he had been too bold, and he was passed over. And
- having, whether he liked or not, taken up for himself the position
- of an independent man, he carried it off with great tact and good
- sense, behaving as though he bore no grudge against anyone, nor
- regarding himself as injured in any way, and caring for nothing but to
- be left alone since he was enjoying himself. In reality he had
- ceased to enjoy himself as long ago as the year before, when he had
- gone to Moscow. He felt that this independent attitude of a man who
- might have done anything, but cared to do nothing, was already
- beginning to pall, that many people were beginning to fancy that he
- was not really capable of anything but being a straightforward,
- good-natured fellow. His connection with Madame Karenina, by
- creating so much sensation and attracting general attention, had given
- him a fresh distinction, which had soothed his gnawing worm of
- ambition for a while; but a week ago that worm had been roused up
- again with fresh force. The friend of his childhood, a man of the same
- set, of the same coterie, his comrade in the Corps of Pages,
- Serpukhovskoy, who had left school with him, and had been his rival in
- class, in gymnastics, in their scrapes and their dreams of glory,
- had come back a few days before from Central Asia, where he had gained
- two steps up in rank, and an order rarely bestowed upon generals so
- young.
-
- As soon as he arrived in Peterburg, people began to talk about him
- as a newly risen star of the first magnitude. A schoolfellow of
- Vronsky's and of the same age, he was a general and was expecting a
- command which might have influence on the course of political
- events; while Vronsky, though he was independent and brilliant, and
- beloved by a charming woman, was simply a cavalry captain who was
- readily allowed to be as independent as ever he liked. "Of course, I
- don't envy Serpukhovskoy and never could envy him; but his advancement
- shows me that one has only to watch one's opportunity, and the
- career of a man like me may be very rapidly made. Three years ago he
- was in just the same position as I am. If I retire, I burn my ships.
- If I remain in the army, I lose nothing. She said herself she did
- not wish to change her position. And with her love I cannot feel
- envious of Serpukhovskoy." And, slowly twirling his mustaches, he
- got up from the table and walked about the room. His eyes shone
- particularly brightly, and he felt in that firm, calm, and happy frame
- of mind which always came after he had thoroughly faced his
- position. Everything was straight and clear, just as after former days
- of striking balances. He shaved, took a cold bath, dressed, and went
- out.
-
- XXI.
-
-
- "I've come to fetch you. Your lessive lasted a good time today,"
- said Petritsky. "Well, is it over?"
-
- "It's over," answered Vronsky, smiling with his eyes only, and
- twirling the tips of his mustaches as circumspectly as though after
- the perfect order into which his affairs had been brought any overbold
- or rapid movement might disturb it.
-
- "You're always just as if you'd come out of a bath after it," said
- Petritsky. "I've come from Gritzka" (that was what they called the
- colonel);- "you're expected there."
-
- Vronsky, without answering, looked at his comrade, thinking of
- something else.
-
- "Yes; is that music at his place?" he said, listening to the
- familiar bass sounds of trumpets, of polkas and waltzes, floating
- across to him. "What's the fete?"
-
- "Serpukhovskoy's come."
-
- "Aha!" said Vronsky. "Why, I didn't know."
-
- The smile in his eyes gleamed more brightly than ever.
-
- Having once made up his mind that he was happy in his love, that
- he sacrificed his ambition to it- at any rate, having taken up this
- role- Vronsky was incapable of feeling either envious of
- Serpukhovskoy, or vexed at him for not having come to him first upon
- coming to the regiment. Serpukhovskoy was a good friend, and he was
- delighted he had come.
-
- "Ah, I'm very glad!"
-
- The colonel, Demin, had taken a large country house. The whole party
- was on the wide lower balcony. In the courtyard the first objects that
- met Vronsky's eyes were a band of singers in short white linen
- jackets, standing near a barrel of vodka, and the robust, good-humored
- figure of the colonel surrounded by officers. He had gone out as far
- as the first step of the balcony and was loudly shouting to drown
- out the band playing an Offenbach quadrille, waving his arms and
- giving some orders to a few soldiers standing on one side. A group
- of soldiers, a quartermaster, and several subalterns came up to the
- balcony with Vronsky. The colonel returned to the table, went out
- again on the steps with a tumbler in his hand, and proposed the toast,
- "To the health of our former comrade, the gallant general, Prince
- Serpukhovskoy. Hurrah!"
-
- The colonel was followed by Serpukhovskoy, who came out on the steps
- smiling, with a glass in his hand.
-
- "You always get younger, Bondarenko," he said to the rosy-cheeked,
- smart-looking sergeant standing just before him, still
- youngish-looking though doing his second term of service.
-
- It was three years since Vronsky had seen Serpukhovskoy. He looked
- more robust, had let his whiskers grow, but was still the same
- graceful creature, whose face and figure were even more striking
- from their fineness and nobility than their beauty. The only change
- Vronsky detected in him was that subdued, continual beaming which
- settles on the faces of men who are successful and are sure of the
- recognition of their success by everyone. Vronsky knew that radiant
- air, and immediately observed it in Serpukhovskoy.
-
- As Serpukhovskoy came down the steps he saw Vronsky. A smile of
- pleasure lighted up his face. He tossed his head upward and waved
- the glass in his hand, greeting Vronsky, and showing him by the
- gesture that he could not come to him before kissing the sergeant
- who stood craning forward his lips ready to be kissed.
-
- "Here he is!" shouted the colonel. "Iashvin told me you were in
- one of your gloomy tempers."
-
- Serpukhovskoy kissed the moist, fresh lips of the brave sergeant,
- and, wiping his mouth with his handkerchief, walked up to Vronsky.
-
- "How glad I am!" he said, squeezing his hand and drawing him to
- one side.
-
- "You look after him," the colonel shouted to Iashvin, pointing to
- Vronsky; and he went down below to the soldiers.
-
- "Why weren't you at the races yesterday? I expected to see you
- there," said Vronsky, scrutinizing Serpukhovskoy.
-
- "I did go, but late. I beg your pardon," he added, and turned to the
- adjutant: "Please have this distributed from me, each man as much as
- it comes to."
-
- And he hurriedly took three notes for a hundred roubles each from
- his pocketbook, and blushed.
-
- "Vronsky! Have a bite or a drink?" asked Iashvin. "Hi, something for
- the Count to eat! There- drink that."
-
- The spree at the colonel's lasted a long while.
-
- There was a great deal of drinking. They swung Serpukhovskoy and
- tossed him in the air. Then they did the same to the colonel. Then, to
- the accompaniment of the band, the colonel himself danced with
- Petritsky. Then the colonel, who began to show signs of weakening, sat
- down on a bench in the courtyard and began demonstrating to Iashvin
- the superiority of Russia over Prussia, especially in cavalry
- attack, and there was a lull in the revelry for a moment.
- Serpukhovskoy went into the house to the bathroom to wash his hands
- and found Vronsky there- Vronsky was sousing his head with water. He
- had taken off his coat and put his red hairy neck under the tap, and
- was rubbing it and his head with his hands. When he had finished,
- Vronsky sat down by Serpukhovskoy. They both sat down in the
- bathroom on a lounge, and a conversation began which was very
- interesting to both of them.
-
- "I've always been hearing about you through my wife," said
- Serpukhovskoy. "I'm glad you've been seeing her pretty often."
-
- "She's friendly with Varia, and they're the only women in
- Peterburg I care about seeing," answered Vronsky, smiling. He smiled
- because he foresaw the topic the conversation would turn to, and he
- was glad of it.
-
- "The only ones?" Serpukhovskoy queried, smiling.
-
- "Yes; and I heard news of you, but not only through your wife," said
- Vronsky, checking Serpukhovskoy's hint by assuming a stern expression.
- "I was greatly delighted to hear of your success, but not a bit
- surprised. I expected even more."
-
- Serpukhovskoy smiled. Such an opinion of him was obviously agreeable
- to him, and he did not think it necessary to conceal it.
-
- "Well, I, on the contrary, expected less- I'll own up frankly. But
- I'm glad, very glad. I'm ambitious- that's my weakness, and I
- confess to it."
-
- "Perhaps you wouldn't confess to it if you hadn't been
- successful," said Vronsky.
-
- "I don't suppose so," said Serpukhovskoy, smiling again. "I won't
- say life wouldn't be worth living without it, but it would be dull. Of
- course I may be mistaken, but I fancy I have a certain capacity for
- the line I've chosen, and that if there is to be power of any sort
- in my hands, it will be better than in the hands of a good many people
- I know," said Serpukhovskoy, with beaming consciousness of success;
- "and so the nearer I get to it, the better pleased I am."
-
- "Perhaps that is true for you, but not for everyone. I used to think
- so too, but now I see and think life worth living not only for that."
-
- "There it comes! there it comes!" said Serpukhovskoy laughing. "Ever
- since I heard about you, about your refusal, I began... Of course, I
- approved of what you did. But there are ways of doing everything.
- And I think your action was good in itself, but you didn't do it in
- quite the way you should have done."
-
- "What's done can't be undone, and you know I never go back on what
- I've done. And, besides, I'm very well off."
-
- "Very well off- for the time. But you're not satisfied with that.
- I wouldn't say this to your brother. He's a charming child, like our
- host here. There he goes!" he added, listening to the roar of a
- "hurrah!"- "and he's happy; that does not satisfy you."
-
- "I didn't say it did."
-
- "Yes, but that's not the only thing. Such men as you are wanted."
-
- "By whom?"
-
- "By whom? By society, by Russia. Russia needs men, she needs a
- party, or else everything goes and will go to the dogs."
-
- "How do you mean? Bertenev's party against the Russian communists?"
-
- "No," said Serpukhovskoy, frowning with vexation at being
- suspected of such an absurdity. "Tout ca est une blague. That has
- always been, and always will be. There are no communists. But
- intriguing people have to invent a noxious, dangerous party. It's an
- old trick. No, what's wanted is a powerful party of independent men,
- like you and me."
-
- "But why so?" Vronsky mentioned a few men who were in power. "Why
- aren't they independent men?"
-
- "Simply because they have not, or have not had from birth, an
- independent fortune, they've not had a name, they weren't born close
- to the sun as we were. They can be bought either by money or by favor.
- And they have to find a support for themselves in inventing a trend.
- And they bring forward some notion, some trend that they don't believe
- in, that does harm; and the whole policy is really only a means to a
- house at the expense of the crown and so much income. Cela n'est pas
- plus fin que ca, when you get a peep at their cards. I may be inferior
- to them, more stupid perhaps, though I don't see why I should be
- inferior to them. But you and I have one important, certain
- advantage over them, in being more difficult to buy. And such men
- are more needed than ever."
-
- Vronsky listened attentively, but he was not so much interested by
- the meaning of the words as by the attitude of Serpukhovskoy, who
- was already contemplating a struggle with the existing powers, and
- already had his likes and dislikes in that world, while his own
- interest in his service did not go beyond the interests of his
- squadron. Vronsky felt, too, how powerful Serpukhovskoy might become
- through his unmistakable faculty for thinking things out and for
- taking things in, through his intelligence and gift of eloquence, so
- rarely met with in the world in which he moved. And, ashamed as he was
- of the feeling, he felt envious.
-
- "Still I haven't the one thing of paramount importance for that," he
- answered; "I haven't the desire for power. I had it once, but it's
- gone."
-
- "Excuse me, that's not true," said Serpukhovskoy smiling.
-
- "Yes, it's true, it's true- now to be truthful!" Vronsky added.
-
- "Yes, it's true now, that's another thing; but that now won't last
- forever."
-
- "Perhaps," answered Vronsky.
-
- "You say perhaps," Serpukhovskoy went on, as though guessing his
- thoughts, "but I say for certain. And that's what I wanted to see
- you for. Your action was just what it should have been. I see that,
- but you ought not to persevere in it. I only ask you to give me
- carte blanche. I'm not going to offer you my protection.... Though,
- indeed, why shouldn't I protect you?- you've protected me often
- enough! I should hope our friendship rises above all that sort of
- thing. Yes," he said, smiling to him as tenderly as a woman, "give
- me carte blanche, retire from the regiment, and I'll get you in
- imperceptibly."
-
- "But you must understand that I want nothing," said Vronsky, "except
- to leave things just as they were."
-
- Serpukhovskoy got up and stood facing him.
-
- "You said, leave things just as they were. I understand what that
- means. But listen: we're the same age, you've known a greater number
- of women perhaps than I have." Serpukhovskoy's smile and gestures told
- Vronsky that he mustn't be afraid, that he would be tender and careful
- in touching the sore place. "But I'm married, and believe me, in
- getting to know one's wife thoroughly, if one loves her, as someone
- has said, one gets to know all women better than if one knew thousands
- of them."
-
- "We're coming directly!" Vronsky shouted to an officer, who looked
- into the room and called them to the colonel.
-
- Vronsky was longing now to hear Serpukhovskoy to the end, and know
- what he would say to him.
-
- "And here's my opinion for you. Women are the chief stumbling
- block in a man's career. It's hard to love a woman and do anything.
- There's only one way of having love conveniently without its being a
- hindrance- that's marriage. Now, how am I to tell you what I mean?"
- said Serpukhovskoy, who liked similes. "Wait, wait a minute! Yes, just
- as you can only carry a fardeau yet do something with your hands
- when the fardeau is tied on your back- and that's marriage. And that's
- what I felt when I was married. My hands were suddenly set free. But
- if you drag that fardeau about with you without marriage, your hands
- will always be so full that you can do nothing. Look at Mazankov, at
- Krupov. They've ruined their careers for the sake of women."
-
- "What women!" said Vronsky, recalling the Frenchwoman and the
- actress with whom the two men he had mentioned were connected.
-
- "The firmer the woman's footing in society, the worse it is.
- That's much the same as not merely carrying the fardeau in your
- arms, but tearing it away from someone else."
-
- "You have never loved," Vronsky said softly, looking straight before
- him and thinking of Anna.
-
- "Perhaps. But you remember what I've said to you. And another thing-
- women are all more materialistic than men. We make something immense
- out of love, but they are always terre-a-terre."
-
- "Directly, directly!" he cried to a footman who came in. But the
- footman had not come to call them again, as he supposed. The footman
- brought Vronsky a note.
-
- "A man brought it from Princess Tverskaia."
-
- Vronsky opened the letter, and flushed crimson.
-
- "My head's begun to ache; I'm going home," he said to Serpukhovskoy.
-
- "Oh, good-by then. You give me carte blanche!"
-
- "We'll talk about it later on; I'll look you up in Peterburg."
-
- XXII.
-
-
- It was six o'clock already, and so, in order to be there quickly,
- and at the same time not to drive with his own horses, known to
- everyone, Vronsky got into Iashvin's hackney coach and told the
- coachman to drive as quickly as possible. It was a roomy,
- old-fashioned coach, with seats for four. He sat in one corner,
- stretched his legs out on the front seat, and sank into deep thought.
-
- A vague sense of the clearness to which his affairs had been
- brought, a vague recollection of the friendliness and flattery of
- Serpukhovskoy, who had considered him a man who was needed, and,
- most of all, the anticipation of the meeting before him- all blended
- into a general, joyous sense of life. This feeling was so strong
- that he could not help smiling. He dropped his legs, crossed one leg
- over the other knee, and, taking it in his hand, felt the springy
- muscle of the calf, where it had been grazed the day before by his
- fall, and, leaning back he drew several deep breaths.
-
- "I'm happy, very happy!" he said to himself. He had often before had
- this sense of physical joy in his own body, but he had never felt so
- fond of himself, of his own body, as at that moment. He enjoyed the
- slight ache in his strong leg, he enjoyed the muscular sensation of
- movement in his chest as he breathed. The bright, cold August day,
- which had made Anna feel so hopeless, seemed to him keenly
- stimulating, and refreshed his face and neck that still tingled from
- the cold water. The scent of brilliantine on his mustaches struck
- him as particularly pleasant in the fresh air. Everything he saw
- from the carriage window, everything in that cold pure air, in the
- pale light of the sunset, was as fresh, and gay, and strong as he
- was himself: the roofs of the houses shining in the rays of the
- setting sun, the sharp outlines of fences and angles of buildings, the
- figures of passers-by and carriages that met him now and then, the
- motionless green of the trees and grass, the fields with evenly
- drawn furrows of potatoes, and the slanting shadows that fell from the
- houses, and trees, and bushes, and even from the rows of potatoes-
- everything was bright like a pretty landscape freshly painted and
- varnished.
-
- "Get on, get on!" he said to the driver, putting his head out of the
- window, and pulling a three-rouble note out of his pocket he handed it
- to the man as he looked round. The driver's hand fumbled with
- something at the lamp, the whip cracked, and the coach rolled
- rapidly along the smooth highroad.
-
- "I want nothing, nothing but this happiness," he thought, staring at
- the bone button of the bell in the space between the windows, and
- picturing to himself Anna just as he had seen her last time. "And as I
- go on, I love her more and more. Here's the garden of the Vrede's
- crown villa. Whereabouts will she be? Where? How? Why did she fix on
- this place to meet me, and why does she write in Betsy's letter?" he
- thought, now for the first time wondering at it. But there was now
- no time for wonder. He called to the driver to stop before reaching
- the avenue, and opening the door, jumped out of the carriage as it was
- moving, and went up the avenue that led to the house. There was no one
- in the avenue; but, looking round to the right, he caught sight of
- her. Her face was hidden by a veil, but he drank in with glad eyes the
- special movement in walking, peculiar to her alone, the slope of her
- shoulders, and the setting of her head, and at once a sort of electric
- shock ran all over him. With fresh force he felt conscious of himself,
- from the springy movements of his legs to the movements of his lungs
- as he breathed, and something set his lips twitching.
-
- Joining him, she pressed his hand tightly.
-
- "You're not angry because I sent for you? I absolutely had to see
- you," she said; and the serious and set line of her lips, which he saw
- under the veil, transformed his mood at once.
-
- "I angry? But how have you come- where?"
-
- "Never mind," she said, laying her hand on his arm, "come along, I
- must talk to you."
-
- He saw that something had happened, and that the interview would not
- be a joyous one. In her presence he had no will of his own: without
- knowing the grounds of her distress, he already felt the same distress
- unconsciously passing over him.
-
- "What is it? What?" he asked her, squeezing her hand with his elbow,
- and trying to read her thoughts in her face.
-
- She walked on a few steps in silence, gathering up her courage; then
- suddenly she stopped.
-
- "I did not tell you yesterday," she began, breathing quickly and
- painfully, "that coming home with Alexei Alexandrovich I told him
- everything... told him I could not be his wife, that... and told him
- everything."
-
- He heard her, unconsciously bending his whole figure down to her
- as though hoping in this way to soften the hardness of her position
- for her. But directly she had said this he suddenly drew himself up,
- and a proud and hard expression came over his face.
-
- "Yes, yes, that's better, a thousand times better! I know how
- painful it was," he said. But she was not listening to his words-
- she was reading his thoughts from the expression of his face. She
- could not guess that that arose from the first idea that presented
- itself to Vronsky- that a duel was now inevitable. The idea of a
- duel had never crossed her mind, and so she put a different
- interpretation on this passing expression of hardness.
-
- When she got her husband's letter, she knew then at the bottom of
- her heart that everything would go on in the old way, that she would
- not have the strength of will to forego her position, to abandon her
- son, and to join her lover. The morning spent at Princess
- Tverskaia's had confirmed her still more in this. But this interview
- was still of the utmost gravity for her. She hoped that this interview
- would transform her position, and save her. If on hearing this news he
- were to say to her resolutely, passionately, without an instant's
- wavering: "Throw up everything and come with me! she would give up her
- son and go away with him. But this news had not produced on him the
- effect she had expected; he simply seemed resentful of some affront.
-
- "It was not in the least painful for me. It happened of itself," she
- said irritably, "and see..." She pulled her husband's letter out of
- her glove.
-
- "I understand, I understand," he interrupted her, taking the letter,
- but not reading it, and trying to soothe her. "The one thing I
- longed for, the one thing I prayed for, was to cut short this
- position, so as to devote my life to your happiness."
-
- "Why do you tell me that?" she said. "Do you suppose I can doubt it?
- If I doubted..."
-
- "Who's that coming?" said Vronsky suddenly, pointing to two ladies
- walking toward them. "Perhaps they know us!" and he hurriedly turned
- off, drawing her after him into a side path.
-
- "Oh, I don't care!" she said. Her lips were quivering. And he
- fancied that her eyes looked with strange fury at him from under her
- veil. "I tell you that's not the point- I can't doubt that; but see
- what he writes me. Read it." She stood still again.
-
- Again, just as at the first moment of hearing of her rupture with
- her husband, Vronsky, on reading the letter, was unconsciously carried
- away by the natural sensation aroused in him by his own relation to
- the injured husband. Now, while he held his letter in his hands, he
- could not help picturing the challenge, which he would most likely
- find at home today or tomorrow, and the duel itself, in which, with
- the same cold and haughty expression that his face was assuming at
- this moment, he would await the injured husband's shot, after having
- himself fired into the air. And at that instant there flashed across
- his mind the thought of what Serpukhovskoy had just said to him, and
- what he had himself been thinking in the morning- that it was better
- not to bind himself; and he knew that he could not tell her this
- thought.
-
- Having read the letter, he raised his eyes to her, and there was
- no firmness in them. She saw at once that he had been thinking about
- it before by himself. She knew that whatever he might say to her, he
- would not say all he thought. And she knew that her last hope had
- failed her. This was not what she had been looking for.
-
- "You see the sort of man he is," she said, with a shaking voice;
- "he..."
-
- "Forgive me, but I rejoice at it," Vronsky interrupted. "For God's
- sake, let me finish!" he added, his eyes imploring her to give him
- time to explain his words. "I rejoice, because things cannot, cannot
- possibly remain as he supposes."
-
- "Why can't they?" Anna said, restraining her tears, and obviously
- attaching no sort of consequence to what he said. She felt that her
- fate was sealed.
-
- Vronsky meant that after the duel- inevitable, he thought- things
- could not go on as before, but he said something different.
-
- "It can't go on. I hope that now you will leave him. I hope"- he was
- confused, and reddened- "that you will let me arrange and plan our
- life. Tomorrow..." he was beginning.
-
- She did not let him go on.
-
- "But my child!" she shrieked. "You see what he writes! I should have
- to leave him, and I can't and won't do that."
-
- "But, for God's sake, which is better? To leave your child, or
- keep up this degrading situation?"
-
- "To whom is it degrading?"
-
- "To all, and most of all to you."
-
- "You say degrading... Don't say that. These words have no meaning
- for me," she said in a shaking voice. She did not want him now to
- say what was untrue. She had nothing left her but his love, and she
- wanted to love him. "Don't you understand that from the day I loved
- you everything has changed for me? For me there is one thing, and
- one thing only- your love. If that's mine, I feel so exalted, so
- strong, that nothing can be degrading to me. I am proud of my
- position, because... proud of being... proud..." She could not say
- what she was proud of. Tears of shame and despair choked her
- utterance. She stood still and sobbed.
-
- He felt, too, something swelling in his throat and twitching in
- his nose, and for the first time in his life he felt on the point of
- weeping. He could not have said exactly what it was touched him so; he
- felt sorry for her, and he felt he could not help her, and with that
- he knew that he was to blame for her wretchedness, and that he had
- done something wrong.
-
- "Isn't a divorce possible?" he said feebly. She shook her head,
- without answering. "Couldn't you take your son, and still leave him?
-
- "Yes; but it all depends on him. Now I must go to him," she said
- shortly. Her presentiment that all would again go on in the old way
- had not deceived her.
-
- "On Tuesday I shall be in Peterburg, and everything can be settled."
-
- "Yes," she said. "But don't let us talk any more of it."
-
- Anna's carriage, which she had sent away, and ordered to come back
- to the little gate of the Vrede garden, drove up. Anna said good-by to
- Vronsky, and drove home.
-
- XXIII.
-
-
- On Monday there was the usual session of the Commission of the 2nd
- of June. Alexei Alexandrovich walked into the hall where the session
- was held, greeted the members and the president, as usual, and sat
- down in his place, putting his hand on the papers laid ready before
- him. Among those papers lay the necessary evidence and a rough outline
- of the speech he intended to make. But he did not really need these
- documents. He remembered every point, and did not think it necessary
- to go over in his memory what he would say. He knew that when the time
- came, and when he saw his enemy facing him, and studiously endeavoring
- to assume an expression of indifference, his speech would flow of
- itself better than he could prepare it now. He felt that the import of
- his speech was of such magnitude that every word of it would have
- weight. Meantime, as he listened to the usual report, he had the
- most innocent and inoffensive air. No one, looking at his white hands,
- with their swollen veins and long fingers, so softly stroking the
- edges of the white paper that lay before him, and at the air of
- weariness with which his head drooped on one side, would have
- suspected that in a few minutes a torrent of words would flow from his
- lips that would arouse a fearful storm, set the members shouting and
- attacking one another, and force the president to call for order. When
- the report was over, Alexei Alexandrovich announced in his subdued,
- delicate voice that he had several points to bring before the
- meeting in regard to the organization of the native tribes. All
- attention was turned upon him. Alexei Alexandrovich cleared his
- throat, and, without looking at his opponent, but selecting, as he
- always did while he was delivering his speeches, the first person
- sitting opposite him, an inoffensive little old man, who never had
- an opinion of any sort in the Commission, began to expound his
- views. When he reached the point about the basic and organic law,
- his opponent jumped up and began to protest. Stremov, who was also a
- member of the Commission, and was also stung to the quick, began
- defending himself, and an altogether stormy session followed; but
- Alexei Alexandrovich triumphed, and his motion was carried, three
- new commissions were appointed, and the next day, in a certain
- Peterburg circle, nothing else was talked of but this session.
- Alexei Alexandrovich's success had been even greater than he had
- anticipated.
-
- Next morning, Tuesday, Alexei Alexandrovich, on awaking, recollected
- with pleasure his triumph of the previous day, and he could not help
- smiling, though he tried to appear indifferent, when the head clerk,
- anxious to flatter him, informed him of the rumors that had reached
- him concerning what had happened in the Commission.
-
- Absorbed in business with the head clerk, Alexei Alexandrovich had
- completely forgotten that it was Tuesday, the day fixed by him for the
- return of Anna Arkadyevna, and he was surprised and received a shock
- of annoyance when a servant came in to inform him of her arrival.
-
- Anna had arrived in Peterburg early in the morning; the carriage had
- been sent to meet her in accordance with her telegram, and so Alexei
- Alexandrovich might have known of her arrival. But, when she
- arrived, he did not meet her. She was told that he had not yet gone
- out, but was busy with the head clerk. She sent word to her husband
- that she had come, went to her own room, and occupied herself in
- sorting out her things, expecting he would come to her. But an hour
- passed; he did not come. She went into the dining room on the
- pretext of giving some directions, and spoke loudly on purpose,
- expecting him to come out there; but he did not come, though she heard
- him go to the door of his study as he parted from the head clerk.
- She knew that he should before long go out to his office as usual, and
- she wanted to see him before that, so that their attitude to one
- another might be defined.
-
- She walked across the drawing room and went resolutely to him.
- When she went into his study he was in official uniform, obviously
- ready to go out, sitting at a little table on which he rested his
- elbows, looking dejectedly before him. She saw him before he saw
- her, and she knew that he was thinking of her.
-
- On seeing her, he would have risen, but changed his mind, then his
- face flushed hotly- a thing Anna had never seen before, and he got
- up quickly and went to meet her, looking not at her eyes, but above
- them, at her forehead and hair. He went up to her, took her by the
- hand, and asked her to sit down.
-
- "I am very glad you have come," he said, sitting down beside her,
- and, obviously wishing to say something, he stuttered. Several times
- he attempted to speak, but stopped. In spite of the fact, that in
- preparing herself for meeting him, she had schooled herself to despise
- and accuse him, she did not know what to say to him, and she felt pity
- for him. And so the silence lasted rather long: "Is Seriozha quite
- well?" he said, and, without waiting for an answer, he added: "I
- shan't be dining at home today, and I must go out directly."
-
- "I had thought of going to Moscow," she said.
-
- "No, you did quite, quite right to come," he said, and was silent
- again.
-
- Seeing that he was powerless to begin the conversation, she began
- herself.
-
- "Alexei Alexandrovich," she said, looking at him and without
- dropping her eyes under his persistent gaze at her hair, "I'm a guilty
- woman, I'm a bad woman, yet I am the same as I was, as I told you
- then, and I have come to tell you that I can change nothing."
-
- "I haven't asked you about that," he said, all at once, resolutely
- and with hatred looking her straight in the face; "that was as I had
- supposed." Under the influence of anger he apparently regained
- complete possession of all his faculties. "But as I told you then, and
- have written to you," he said in a thin, shrill voice, "I repeat
- now, that I am not bound to know this. I ignore it. Not all wives
- are so kind as you, to be in such a hurry to communicate such
- agreeable news to their husbands." He laid special emphasis on the
- word "agreeable." "I shall ignore it so long as the world knows
- nothing of it, so long as my name is not disgraced. And so I simply
- inform you that our relations must be just as they have always been,
- and that only in the event of your compromising yourself I shall be
- obliged to take steps to secure my honor."
-
- "But our relations cannot be the same as always," Anna began in a
- timid voice, looking at him with dismay.
-
- When she saw once more those composed gestures, heard that shrill,
- childlike and sarcastic voice, her aversion for him extinguished her
- pity for him, and she felt only afraid; but at all costs she wanted to
- make clear her position.
-
- "I cannot be your wife while I..." she began.
-
- He laughed a cold and malignant laugh.
-
- "The manner of life you have chosen is reflected, I suppose, in your
- ideas. I have so much of both respect and contempt- I respect your
- past and despise your present- that I was far from the
- interpretation you put on my words."
-
- Anna sighed and bowed her head.
-
- "Though indeed I fail to comprehend how, with the independence you
- show," he went on, getting hot, "announcing your infidelity to your
- husband and seeing nothing reprehensible in it, apparently, you can
- see anything reprehensible in performing a wife's duties in relation
- to your husband."
-
- "Alexei Alexandrovich! What is it you want of me?"
-
- "I want never to meet that man here, and I want you to conduct
- yourself so that neither society, nor the servants, could possibly
- reproach you.... I want you not to see him. That's not much, I
- think. And in return you will enjoy all the privileges of a faithful
- wife without fulfilling her duties. That's all I have to say to you.
- Now it's time for me to go. I'm not dining at home." He got up and
- moved toward the door.
-
- Anna got up too. Bowing in silence, he let her pass before him.
-
- XXIV.
-
-
- The night spent by Levin on the haycock did not pass without an
- effect upon him. The way in which he had been managing his land
- revolted him and lost all attraction for him. In spite of the
- magnificent harvest, never had there been (or, at least, it had
- never seemed so to him) so many hindrances and so many quarrels
- between him and the peasants as that year, and the origin of these
- failures and this hostility was now perfectly comprehensible to him.
- The delight he had experienced in the work itself, and the
- consequent greater intimacy with the peasants, the envy he felt of
- them, of their life, the desire to adopt that life, which had been
- to him that night not a dream but an intention, the execution of which
- he had thought out in detail- all this had so transformed his view
- of the farming of the land as he had managed it, that he could not
- take his former interest in it, and could not help seeing that
- unpleasant relation between him and the workpeople which was the
- foundation of it all. The herd of improved cows such as Pava, the
- whole land plowed over and enriched, the nine level fields
- surrounded with willow fences, the ninety dessiatinas heavily manured,
- drill plows, and all the rest of it- it was all splendid, if only
- the work had been done by himself, or by himself and his comrades,
- by people in sympathy with him. But he saw clearly now (his work on
- a book of agriculture, in which the chief element in husbandry was
- to have been the laborer, greatly assisted him in this) that the
- sort of farming he was carrying on was nothing but a cruel and
- stubborn struggle between him and the laborers, in which there was
- on one side- his side- a continual intense effort to change everything
- to a pattern he considered better; on the other side, the natural
- order of things. And in this struggle he saw that, with immense
- expenditure of force on his side, and with no effort or even intention
- on the other side, the sole attainment was that the work did not go to
- the liking of either side, and that splendid tools, splendid cattle
- and land were spoiled with no good to anyone. Worst of all, the energy
- expended on this work was not merely wasted. He could not help feeling
- now, since the meaning of his system had become clear to him, that the
- aim of his energy was a most unworthy one. In reality, what was the
- struggle about? He was struggling for every groat (and he could not
- help it, for he had only to relax his efforts, and he would not have
- had the money to pay his laborers' wages), while they were only
- struggling to be able to do their work easily and agreeably- that is
- to say, as they were used to doing it. It was for his interests that
- every laborer should work as hard as possible, and that while doing so
- he should keep his wits about him, so as to try not to break the
- winnowing machines, the horse rakes, the threshing machines, that he
- should attend to what he was doing. What the laborer wanted was to
- work as pleasantly as possible, with rests, and, above all, carelessly
- and heedlessly, without thinking. That summer Levin saw this at
- every step. He sent the men to mow some clover for hay, picking out
- the worst patches where the clover was overgrown with grass and
- weeds and of no use for seed; again and again they mowed his best
- dessiatinas of seed clover, justifying themselves by the pretext
- that the bailiff had told them to, and trying to pacify him with the
- assurance that it would make splendid hay; but he knew that it was
- because those dessiatinas were so much easier to mow. He sent out a
- hay machine for pitching the hay- it was broken at the first row
- because it was dull work for a peasant to sit on the seat in front
- with the great wings waving above him. And he was told: "Don't
- trouble- sure, the womenfolks will pitch it quick enough." The plows
- were practically useless, because it never occurred to the laborer
- to raise the colter when he turned the plow, and in forcing it
- round, he tortured the horse and spoiled the ground- and then begged
- Levin not to mind it. The horses were allowed to stray into the
- wheat because not a single laborer wanted to be night watchman, and,
- in spite of orders to the contrary, the laborers insisted on taking
- turns for night duty about the horses; and when Vanka, after working
- all day long, fell asleep, he would say, very penitent for his
- fault: "Do what you will to me."
-
- Three of the best heifers were allowed to overeat themselves to
- death, by letting them into the clover aftermath without care as to
- drenching them, and nothing would make the men believe that they had
- been blown out by the clover, but they told Levin, by way of
- consolation, that one of his neighbors had lost a hundred and twelve
- head of cattle in three days. All this happened, not because anyone
- felt ill will to Levin or to his farming; on the contrary, he knew
- that they liked him, thinking him a simple gentleman (their highest
- praise); but it happened simply because all they wanted was to work
- merrily and carelessly, and his interests were not only remote and
- incomprehensible to them, but fatally opposed to their most just
- claims. Long before, Levin had felt dissatisfaction with his own
- position in regard to the land. He saw that his boat leaked, but he
- did not look for the leak, perhaps purposely deceiving himself. But
- now he could deceive himself no longer. The farming of the land, as he
- was managing it, had become not merely unattractive but revolting to
- him, and he could take no further interest in it.
-
- To this now was joined the presence, only thirty verstas off, of
- Kitty Shcherbatskaia, whom he longed to see and could not. Darya
- Alexandrovna Oblonskaia had invited him, when he was over there, to
- come; to come with the object of renewing his proposal to her
- sister, who would, so she gave him to understand, accept it now. Levin
- himself had felt on seeing Kitty Shcherbatskaia that he had never
- ceased to love her; but he could not go over to the Oblonskys',
- knowing she was there. The fact that he had proposed to her, and
- that she had refused him, had placed an insuperable barrier between
- her and him. "I can't ask her to be my wife merely because she can't
- be the wife of the man she wanted to marry," he said to himself. The
- thought of this made him cold and hostile to her. "I should not be
- able to speak to her without a feeling of reproach; I could not look
- at her without resentment; and she will only hate me all the more,
- as she's bound to. And besides, how can I now, after what Darya
- Alexandrovna told me, go to see them? Can I help showing that I know
- what she told me? And I shall come to forgive her magnanimously, and
- take pity on her! And go through a performance before her of
- forgiving, and deigning to bestow my love on her!... Why did Darya
- Alexandrovna tell me that? I might have seen her by chance- then
- everything would have happened of itself; but, as it is, it's out of
- the question- out of the question!"
-
- Darya Alexandrovna sent him a letter, asking him for a sidesaddle
- for Kitty's use. "I'm told you have a sidesaddle," she wrote to him;
- "I hope you will bring it over yourself."
-
- This was more than he could stand. How could a woman of any
- intelligence, of any delicacy, put her sister in such a humiliating
- position! He wrote ten notes, and tore them all up, and then sent
- the saddle without any reply. To write that he would come was
- impossible, because he could not come; to write that he could not come
- because something prevented him, or that he would be away, would be
- still worse. He sent the saddle without any answer; and with a sense
- of having done something shameful, he handed over all the now
- revolting business of the estate to his bailiff, and set off next
- day to a remote district to see his friend Sviiazhsky, who had
- splendid marshes for double snipes in his neighborhood, and had lately
- written, asking him to keep a long-standing promise to visit him.
- The snipe marsh, in the Surovsky district, had long tempted Levin, but
- he had continually put off this visit on account of his work on the
- estate. Now he was glad to get away from the neighborhood of the
- Shcherbatskys, and still more from his farmwork, especially on a
- shooting expedition, which always served as the best consolation in
- trouble.
-
- XXV.
-
-
- In the Surovsky district there was neither railway nor mail coach,
- and Levin drove there with his own horses in his tarantass.
-
- He stopped halfway at a well-to-do peasant's to feed his horses. A
- bald, well-preserved old man, with a broad, red beard, grizzled on his
- cheeks, opened the gate, squeezing against the gatepost to let the
- troika pass. Directing the coachman to a place under the shed in the
- big, clean, tidy new yard, with charred, wooden plows in it, the old
- man asked Levin to come into the room. A cleanly dressed young
- housewife, with clogs on her bare feet, was scrubbing the floor in the
- new outer room. She was frightened by the dog that ran in after Levin,
- and uttered a shriek, but began laughing at her own fright at once
- when she was told the dog would not hurt her. Pointing out to Levin
- with her bare arm the door into the room, she bent down again,
- hiding her handsome face, and went on scrubbing.
-
- "Would you like a samovar?" she asked.
-
- "Yes, please."
-
- The room was a big one, with a tile stove, and a partition
- dividing it into two. Under the icons stood a table painted in
- patterns, a bench and two chairs. Near the entrance was a dresser full
- of crockery. The shutters were closed, there were few flies, and it
- was so clean that Levin was anxious that Laska, who had been running
- along the road and bathing in puddles, should not muddy the floor, and
- ordered her to a place in the corner by the door. After looking
- round the room, Levin went out in the back yard. The comely young
- housewife in clogs, swinging the empty pails on the yoke, ran on
- before him to the well for water.
-
- "Look sharp, my girl!" the old man shouted after her,
- good-humoredly, and he walked up to Levin. "Well, sir, are you going
- to Nikolai Ivanovich Sviiazhsky? He comes to us too," he began
- chatting, leaning his elbows on the railing of the steps. In the
- middle of the old man's account of his acquaintance with Sviiazhsky,
- the gates creaked again, and laborers came into the yard from the
- fields, with wooden plows and harrows. The horses harnessed to the
- plows and harrows were sleek and fat. The laborers were obviously of
- the household: two were young men in cotton-print shirts and caps, the
- two others were hired laborers in homespun shirts, one an old man, the
- other a young fellow.
-
- Moving off from the steps, the old man went up to the horses and
- began unharnessing them.
-
- "What have they been plowing?" asked Levin.
-
- "Plowing up the potatoes. We rent a bit of land too. Fedot, don't
- let out the gelding, but take it to the trough, and we'll put
- another in harness."
-
- "Oh, father, about the plowshares I ordered- has he brought them
- along?" asked the big, robust fellow, obviously the old man's son.
-
- "There... in the sledge," answered the old man, rolling up the reins
- he had taken off, and flinging them on the ground. "You can put them
- right, while they have dinner."
-
- The comely young housewife came into the outer room with the full
- pails dragging at her shoulders. More women came on the scene from
- somewhere, young and handsome, middle-aged, old and ugly, with
- children and without children.
-
- The samovar was beginning to sing; the laborers and the family,
- having disposed of the horses, came in to dinner. Levin, getting his
- provisions out of his carriage, invited the old man to take tea with
- him.
-
- "Well, I have had some today already," said the old man, obviously
- accepting the invitation with pleasure. "Well, be it so, for company."
-
- Over their tea Levin heard all about the old man's farming. Ten
- years before the old man had rented a hundred and twenty dessiatinas
- from the lady who owned them, and a year ago he had bought them and
- rented another three hundred from a neighboring landowner. A small
- part of the land- the worst part- he let out for rent, while some
- forty dessiatinas of arable land he cultivated himself, with his
- family and two hired laborers. The old man complained that things were
- going badly. But Levin saw that he simply did so from a feeling of
- propriety, and that his farm was in a flourishing condition. If it had
- been unsuccessful he would not have bought land at a hundred and
- five roubles the dessiatina, he would not have married off his three
- sons and a nephew, he would not have rebuilt twice after fires, and
- each time on a larger scale. In spite of the old man's complaints,
- it was evident that he was proud, and justly proud, of his prosperity,
- proud of his sons, his nephew, his sons' wives, his horses, and his
- cows, and especially of the fact that he was keeping all this
- farming going. From his conversation with the old man, Levin
- realized he was not averse to new methods either. He had planted a
- great many potatoes, and his potatoes, as Levin had seen driving past,
- were already past flowering and beginning to ripen, whereas Levin's
- were only just coming into flower. He plowed the ground for his
- potatoes with a modern plow borrowed from a neighboring landowner.
- He sowed wheat. The trifling fact that, thinning out his rye, the
- old man used the rye he thinned out for his horses, struck Levin
- especially. How many times had Levin seen this splendid fodder wasted,
- and tried to get it saved; but always it had turned out to be
- impossible. This peasant had done so, and he could not say enough in
- praise of it as food for the beasts.
-
- "What have the wenches to do? They carry it out in bundles to the
- roadside, and the cart brings it away."
-
- "Well, we landowners can't manage well with our laborers," said
- Levin, handing him a glass of tea.
-
- "Thanks," said the old man, and he took the glass, but refused
- sugar, pointing to a bit he had left. "There's no getting along with
- them," said he. "They're simple waste. Look at Sviiazhsky, for
- instance. We know what the land's like- first-rate; yet there's not
- much of a crop to boast of. It's not looked after enough- that's all
- it is!"
-
- "But you work your land with hired laborers?"
-
- "We're all peasants together. We go into everything ourselves. If
- a man's no use, he can go, and we can manage by ourselves."
-
- "Father Finogen wants some tar," said the young woman in the
- clogs, coming in.
-
- "Yes, yes, that's how it is, sir!" said the old man, getting up,
- and, crossing himself lingeringly, he thanked Levin and went out.
-
- When Levin went in the kitchen to call his coachman he saw the whole
- family of men at dinner. The women were standing up waiting on them.
- The young, robust son was telling something funny, with his mouth full
- of buckwheat porridge, and they were all laughing- the woman in the
- clogs, who was pouring cabbage soup into a bowl, laughing most merrily
- of all.
-
- Very probably the comely face of the young woman in the clogs had
- a good deal to do with the impression of well-being this peasant
- household made upon Levin, but the impression was so strong that Levin
- could never get rid of it. And all the way from the old peasant's to
- Sviiazhsky's he kept recalling this peasant farm as though there
- were something in this impression demanding his special attention.
-
- XXVI.
-
-
- Sviiazhsky was the marshal of his district. He was five years
- older than Levin, and had long been married. His sister-in-law, a
- young girl Levin liked very much, lived in his house; and Levin knew
- that Sviiazhsky and his wife would have greatly liked to marry the
- girl to him. He knew this with certainty, as so-called eligible
- young men always know it, though he could never have brought himself
- to speak of it to anyone; and he also knew that, although he wanted to
- get married, and although by every token this very attractive girl
- would make an excellent wife, he could no more have married her,
- even if he had not been in love with Kitty Shcherbatskaia, than he
- could have flown up to the sky. And this knowledge poisoned the
- pleasure he had hoped to find in the visit to Sviiazhsky.
-
- On getting Sviiazhsky's letter with the invitation for shooting,
- Levin had immediately thought of this; but, in spite of it, he had
- made up his mind that Sviiazhsky's having such views for him was
- simply his own groundless supposition, and so he would go,
- notwithstanding. Besides, at the bottom of his heart, he had a
- desire to try himself, to put himself to the test in regard to this
- girl. The Sviiazhskys' home life was exceedingly pleasant, and
- Sviiazhsky himself, the best type of Zemstvo man that Levin knew,
- was very interesting to him.
-
- Sviiazhsky was one of those people, always a source of wonder to
- Levin, whose convictions, very logical though never original, go one
- way by themselves, while their life, exceedingly definite and firm
- in its course, goes its way quite apart and almost always in direct
- contradiction to their convictions. Sviiazhsky was an extremely
- advanced man. He despised the nobility, and believed the mass of the
- nobility to be secretly in favor of serfdom, and only concealing their
- views out of cowardice. He regarded Russia as a ruined country, rather
- after the style of Turkey, and the government of Russia as so bad that
- he never permitted himself to criticize its doings seriously, and
- yet he was a functionary of that government, and a model marshal of
- nobility, and when he drove about he always wore his cap with the
- cockade and red band. He considered human life only tolerable
- abroad, and went abroad to stay at every opportunity, and at the
- same time he carried on a complex and improved system of agriculture
- in Russia, and with extreme interest followed everything and knew
- everything that was being done in Russia. He considered the Russian
- peasant as occupying a stage of development intermediate between the
- ape and the man, and at the same time in the days of Zemstvo
- election no one was readier to shake hands with the peasants and
- listen to their opinion. He believed neither in God nor the devil, but
- was much concerned about the question of the improvement of the clergy
- and the maintenance of their revenues, and took special trouble to
- keep up the church in his village.
-
- On the woman question he was on the side of the extreme advocates of
- complete liberty for women, and especially their right to labor. But
- he lived with his wife on such terms that their affectionate,
- childless home life was the admiration of everyone, and arranged his
- wife's life so that she did nothing and could do nothing but share her
- husband's preoccupations in spending their time as happily and as
- agreeably as possible.
-
- If it had not been a characteristic of Levin to put the most
- favorable interpretation on people, Sviiazhsky's character would
- have presented no doubt or difficulty to him: he would have said to
- himself, "a fool or a knave," and everything would have seemed
- clear. But he could not say a fool, because Sviiazhsky was
- unmistakably clever, and, moreover, a highly cultivated man, who was
- exceptionally modest over his culture. There was not a subject he knew
- nothing of. But he did not display his knowledge except when he was
- compelled to do so. Still less could Levin say that he was a knave, as
- Sviiazhsky was unmistakably an honest, goodhearted, sensible man,
- who worked good-humoredly, keenly, and perseveringly at his work,
- which was held in high honor by everyone about him, and certainly he
- had never consciously done, and was indeed incapable of doing,
- anything base.
-
- Levin tried to understand him, and could not understand him, and
- looked at him and his life as at a living enigma.
-
- Levin and he were very friendly, and so Levin used to venture to
- sound Sviiazhsky, to try to get at the very foundation of his view
- of life; but it was always in vain. Every time Levin tried to
- penetrate beyond the outer chambers of Sviiazhsky's mind, which were
- hospitably open to all, he noticed that Sviiazhsky was slightly
- disconcerted; faint signs of alarm were visible in his eyes, as though
- he were afraid Levin would understand him, and he would give him a
- kindly, good-humored rebuff.
-
- Just now, since his disenchantment with farming, Levin was
- particularly glad to stay with Sviiazhsky. Apart from the fact that
- the sight of this happy and affectionate couple, so pleased with
- themselves and everyone else, and their well-ordered home, had
- always a cheering effect on Levin, he felt a longing, now that he
- was so dissatisfied with his own life, to get at that secret in
- Sviiazhsky which gave him such clarity, definiteness, and good courage
- in life. Moreover, Levin knew that at Sviiazhsky's he would meet the
- landowners of the neighborhood, and it was particularly interesting
- for him just now to hear and take part in those rural conversations
- concerning crops, laborers' wages, and so on, which, Levin was
- aware, are conventionally regarded as something very low, but which
- seemed to him just now to constitute the one subject of importance.
- "It was not, perhaps, of importance in the days of serfdom, and it may
- not be of importance in England. In both cases the conditions of
- agriculture are firmly established; but among us now, when
- everything has been turned topsy-turvy, and is only just taking shape,
- the question what form these conditions will take is the one
- question of importance in Russia," thought Levin.
-
- The shooting turned out to be poorer than Levin expected. The
- marsh was dry and there were no snipe at all. He walked about the
- whole day and only brought back three birds, but to make up for that
- he brought back, as he always did from shooting, an excellent
- appetite, excellent spirits, and that keen, intellectual mood which
- with him always accompanied violent physical exertion. And while out
- shooting, when he seemed to be thinking of nothing at all, the old man
- and his family would time and again come to mind, and the impression
- of them seemed to claim not merely his attention, but the solution
- of some question connected with them.
-
- In the evening, at tea, two landowners who had come about some
- business connected with a wardship were of the party, and the
- interesting conversation Levin had been looking forward to sprang up.
-
- Levin was sitting beside his hostess at the tea table, and was
- obliged to keep up a conversation with her and her sister, who was
- sitting opposite him. Madame Sviiazhsky was a round-faced,
- fair-haired, rather short woman, all smiles and dimples. Levin tried
- through her to get at a solution of the weighty enigma her husband
- presented to his mind; but he had not complete freedom of ideas,
- because he was in an agony of embarrassment. This agony of
- embarrassment was due to the fact that the sister-in-law was sitting
- opposite to him, in a dress, specially put on, as he fancied, for
- his benefit, cut particularly open, in the shape of a trapeze, at
- her white bosom. This quadrangular opening, in spite of the bosom's
- being very white, or just because it was very white, deprived Levin of
- the full use of his faculties. He imagined, probably mistakenly,
- that this low-necked bodice had been made on his account, and felt
- that he had no right to look at it, and tried not to look at it; but
- he felt that he was to blame for the very fact of the low-necked
- bodice having been made. It seemed to Levin that he had imposed upon
- someone, that he ought to explain something, but that to explain it
- was impossible, and for that reason he was continually blushing, was
- ill at ease and awkward. His awkwardness infected the pretty
- sister-in-law too. But their hostess appeared not to observe this, and
- kept purposely drawing her into the conversation.
-
- "You say," she said, pursuing the subject that had been started,
- "that my husband cannot be interested in what's Russian. It's quite
- the contrary; he is in cheerful spirits abroad, but never in such as
- he is here. Here he feels in his proper place. He has so much to do,
- and he has the faculty of interesting himself in everything. Oh,
- you've not been to see our school, have you?"
-
- "I've seen it.... The little house covered with ivy, isn't it?"
-
- "Yes; that's Nastia's work," she said, indicating her sister.
-
- "You teach in it yourself?" asked Levin, trying to look above the
- open neck, but feeling that no matter where he looked in that
- direction he should see it.
-
- "Yes; I used to teach in it myself, and do teach still, but we
- have a first-rate schoolmistress now. And we've started gymnastic
- exercises."
-
- "No, thank you, I won't have any more tea," said Levin, and
- conscious of doing a rude thing, but incapable of continuing the
- conversation, he got up, blushing. "I hear a very interesting
- conversation," he added, and walked to the other end of the table,
- where Sviiazhsky was sitting with the two gentlemen of the
- neighborhood. Sviiazhsky was sitting sideways, with one elbow on the
- table, and a cup in one hand, while with the other hand he gathered up
- his beard, held it to his nose and let it drop again, as though he
- were smelling it. His brilliant black eyes were looking directly at
- the excited country gentleman with gray mustaches, and apparently he
- derived amusement from his remarks. The gentleman was complaining of
- the peasants. It was evident to Levin that Sviiazhsky knew the
- answer to this gentleman's complaints, which would at once demolish
- his whole contention, but that in his position he could not give
- utterance to this answer, and listened, not without pleasure, to the
- landowner's comic talk.
-
- The gentleman with the gray mustaches was obviously an inveterate
- adherent of serfdom and a devoted agriculturist, who had lived all his
- life in the country. Levin saw proofs of this in his dress, in his
- old-fashioned threadbare coat, obviously not his everyday attire, in
- his shrewd, deep-set eyes, in his coherent Russian, in the imperious
- tone that had become habitual from long use, and in the resolute
- gestures of his large, beautiful sunburned hands, with a single old
- wedding ring on his fourth finger.
-
- XXVII.
-
-
- "If I'd only the heart to throw up what's been set going... such a
- lot of trouble wasted... I'd turn my back on the whole business,
- sell out, go off like Nikolai Ivanovich... to hear La Belle Helene,"
- said the landowner, a pleasant smile lighting up his shrewd old face.
-
- "But, you see, you don't throw it up," said Nikolai Ivanovich
- Sviiazhsky, "so there must be something gained."
-
- "The only gain is that I live in my own house, neither bought nor
- hired. Besides, one keeps hoping the people will learn sense.
- Though, instead of that, believe it or not, there is such drunkenness,
- such immorality!... They keep making partition of their bits of
- land; there isn't a horse or a cow. The peasant's dying of hunger, but
- just go and take him on as a laborer- he'll do his best to do you a
- mischief, and then bring you up before the justice of the peace."
-
- "But then, you make complaints to the justice too," said Sviiazhsky.
-
- "I lodge complaints? Not for anything in the world There's so much
- talk springs up that one is sorry ever to have complained. At the
- works, for instance, they pocketed the advance money and made off.
- What did the justice do? Why, acquitted them. Nothing keeps them in
- order but their own communal court and their village elder. He'll flog
- them in the good old style! But for that there'd be nothing for it but
- to give it all up and run away."
-
- Obviously the landowner was chaffing Sviiazhsky, who, far from
- resenting it, was apparently amused by it.
-
- "But, you see, we manage our land without such extreme measures,"
- said he, smiling: "Levin, and I, and this gentleman."
-
- He indicated the other landowner.
-
- "Yes, the thing's done at Mikhail Petrovich's, but ask him how
- it's done. Do you call that a rational system?" said the landowner,
- obviously rather proud of the word "rational".
-
- "My system's very simple," said Mikhail Petrovich, "thank God. All
- my management rests on getting the money ready for the autumn
- taxes.... The peasants come to me, 'Father, master, help us!' Well,
- the peasants are all one's neighbors; one feels for them. So one
- advances them a third, but one says: 'Remember, lads, I have helped
- you, and you must help me when I need it- whether it's the sowing of
- the oats, or the hay cutting, or the harvest'; and well, one agrees,
- so much for each taxpayer- though there are dishonest ones among
- them too, it's true."
-
- Levin, who had long been familiar with these patriarchal methods,
- exchanged glances with Sviiazhsky and interrupted Mikhail Petrovich,
- turning again to the gentleman with the gray mustaches.
-
- "Well, what do you think?" he asked. "What system is one to adopt
- nowadays?"
-
- "Why, manage like Mikhail Petrovich, or let the land for half the
- crop or for rent to the peasants; one can do that- only that's just
- how the general prosperity of the country is being ruined. Where the
- land with serf labor and good management gave a yield of nine to
- one, on the metayage system it yields three to one. Russia has been
- ruined by the emancipation!"
-
- Sviiazhsky looked with smiling eyes at Levin, and even made a
- faint gesture of irony to him; but Levin did not think the landowner's
- words absurd; he understood them better than he did Sviiazhsky. A
- great deal more of what the landowner said to show in what way
- Russia was ruined by the emancipation struck him indeed as very
- true, new to him, and quite incontestable. The landowner
- unmistakably spoke his own individual thought- a thing that rarely
- happens- and a thought to which he had been brought not by a desire of
- finding some exercise for an idle brain, but a thought which had grown
- up out of the conditions of his life, which he had brooded over in the
- solitude of his village, and had considered in every aspect.
-
- "The point is, don't you see, that progress of every sort is only
- made by the use of authority," he said, evidently wishing to show he
- was not without culture. "Take the reforms of Peter, of Catherine,
- of Alexander. Take European history. And progress in agriculture
- more than anything else- the potato, for instance, that was introduced
- among us by force. The wooden plow, too, wasn't always used. It was
- introduced in the days of appanaged princes, perhaps, but it was
- probably brought in by force. Now, in our own day, we landowners in
- the serf times used various improvements in our husbandry: drying
- machines and threshing machines, and carting manure, and all the
- modern implements- all these we brought into use by our authority, and
- the peasants opposed it at first, and ended by imitating us. Now, by
- the abolition of serfdom, we have been deprived of our authority;
- and so our husbandry, where it had been raised to a high level, is
- bound to sink to the most savage, primitive condition. That's how I
- see it."
-
- "But why so? If it's rational, you'll be able to keep up the same
- system with hired labor," said Sviiazhsky.
-
- "We've no power over them. With whom am I going to work the
- system, allow me to ask?"
-
- "There it is- the labor force- the chief element in agriculture,"
- thought Levin.
-
- "With laborers."
-
- "The laborers won't work well, and won't work with good
- implements. Our laborer can do nothing but get drunk, like a swine,
- and then ruin everything you give him. He spoils the horses by
- watering unseasonably, he cuts good harness, barters the tires of
- the wheels for drink, drops bits of iron into the threshing machine,
- so as to break it. He loathes the sight of anything that's not after
- his fashion. And that's how the whole level of husbandry has fallen.
- Lands gone out of cultivation, overgrown with weeds, or divided
- among the peasants, and where millions of chetverts were raised you
- get a hundred thousand; the wealth of the country has decreased. If
- the same thing had been done, but with consideration for..."
-
- And he proceeded to unfold his own scheme of emancipation by means
- of which these drawbacks might have been avoided.
-
- This did not interest Levin, but, when he had finished, Levin went
- back to his first position, and, addressing Sviiazhsky, and trying
- to draw him into expressing his serious opinion, said:
-
- "It's perfectly true that the standard of culture is falling, and
- that with our present relations to the peasants there is no
- possibility of farming on a rational system to yield a profit," said
- he.
-
- "I don't believe it," Sviiazhsky replied quite seriously; "all I see
- is that we don't know how to cultivate the land, and that our system
- of agriculture in the serf days was by no means too high, but too low.
- We have no machines, no good stock, no efficient supervision; we don't
- even know how to keep accounts. Ask any landowner; he won't be able to
- tell you which crop's profitable, and which isn't."
-
- "Italian bookkeeping," said the landowner ironically. "You may
- keep your books as you like, but if they spoil everything for you,
- there won't be any profit."
-
- "Why do they spoil things? A poor threshing machine, or your Russian
- presser, they will break, but my steam press they don't break. A
- wretched Russian nag they'll ruin, but keep good percherons or the
- Russian wagon horses- they won't ruin them. And so it is all round. We
- must raise our farming to a higher level."
-
- "Oh, if one only had the means to do it, Nikolai Ivanovich! It's all
- very well for you; but for me, with a son to keep at the university,
- lads to be educated at the high school- how am I going to buy these
- percherons?"
-
- "Well, that's what the banks are for."
-
- "To get whatever I have left sold by auction? No, thank you."
-
- "I don't agree that it's necessary or possible to raise the level of
- agriculture still higher," said Levin. "I devote myself to it, and I
- have means, but I can do nothing. As to the banks, I don't know to
- whom they're any good. For my part, anyway, whatever I've spent
- money on in the way of husbandry has been a loss: stock- a loss,
- machinery- a loss."
-
- "That's true enough," the gentleman with the gray mustaches chimed
- in, even laughing with satisfaction.
-
- "And I'm not the only one," pursued Levin. "I mix with all the
- neighboring landowners, who are cultivating their land on a rational
- system; they all, with rare exceptions, are doing so at a loss.
- Come, tell us how does your land do- does it pay?" said Levin, and
- at once in Sviiazhsky's eyes he detected that fleeting expression of
- alarm which he had noticed whenever he had tried to penetrate beyond
- the outer chambers of Sviiazhsky's mind.
-
- Moreover, this question on Levin's part was not quite in good faith.
- Madame Sviiazhsky had just told him at tea that they had that summer
- invited a German expert accountant from Moscow, who for a
- consideration of five hundred roubles had investigated the
- management of their property, and found that it was costing them a
- loss of three thousand odd roubles. She did not remember the precise
- sum, but it appeared that the German had worked it out to the fraction
- of a kopeck.
-
- The landowner smiled at the mention of the profits of Sviiazhsky's
- farming, obviously aware how much gain his neighbor and marshal was
- likely to be making.
-
- "Possibly it does not pay," answered Sviiazhsky. "That merely proves
- that either I'm a bad manager, or that I've sunk my capital for the
- increase of my rents."
-
- "Oh, rent!" Levin cried with horror. "Rent there may be in Europe,
- where land has been improved by the labor put into it; but with us all
- the land is deteriorating from the labor put into it- in other
- words, they're working it out; so there's no question of rent."
-
- "How- no rent? It's a law."
-
- "Then we're outside the law; rent explains nothing for us, but
- simply muddles us. No, tell me how there can be a theory of rent?..."
-
- "Will you have some curded milk? Masha, pass us some curded milk
- or raspberries." He turned to his wife. "The raspberries are lasting
- extraordinarily late this year."
-
- And in the happiest frame of mind Sviiazhsky got up and walked
- off, apparently supposing the conversation to have ended at the very
- point when to Levin it seemed that it was only just beginning.
-
- Having lost his antagonist, Levin continued the conversation with
- the landowner, trying to prove to him that all the difficulty arises
- from the fact that we don't find out the peculiarities and habits of
- our laborer; but the landowner, like all men who think independently
- and in isolation, was slow in taking in any other person's thought,
- and particularly partial to his own. He stuck to it that the Russian
- peasant is a swine and likes swinishness, and that to get him out of
- his swinishness one must have authority, and there is none; one must
- have the stick, and we have become so liberal that we have all of a
- sudden replaced the stick, that served us for a thousand years, with
- lawyers and model prisons, where the worthless, stinking peasant is
- fed on good soup and has a fixed allowance of cubic feet of air.
-
- "What makes you think," said Levin, trying to get back to the
- question, "that it's impossible to find some relation to the laborer
- in which the labor would become productive?"
-
- "That never could be so with the Russian people; we've no
- authority," answered the landowner.
-
- "How can new conditions be found?" said Sviiazhsky. Having eaten
- some curded milk and lighted a cigarette, he came back to the
- discussion. "All possible relations to the labor force have been
- defined and studied," he said. "The relic of barbarism, the
- primitive commune with a guarantee for all, will disappear of
- itself; serfdom has been abolished- there remains nothing but free
- labor, and its forms are fixed and ready made, and must be adopted.
- Permanent hands, day laborers, farmers- you can't get out of those
- forms."
-
- "But Europe is dissatisfied with these forms."
-
- "Dissatisfied, and seeking new ones. And will find them, in all
- probability."
-
- "That's just what I meant," answered Levin. "Why shouldn't we seek
- them for ourselves?"
-
- "Because it would be just like inventing afresh the means for
- constructing railways. They are ready, invented."
-
- "But if they don't suit us, if they're stupid?" said Levin.
-
- And again he detected the expression of alarm in the eyes of
- Sviiazhsky.
-
- "Oh, yes; we'll bury the world under our caps! We've found the
- secret Europe was seeking for! I've heard all that; but, excuse me, do
- you know all that's been done in Europe on the question of the
- organization of labor?"
-
- "No, very little."
-
- "That question is now absorbing the best minds in Europe. The
- Schulze-Delitsch movement.... And then, all this enormous literature
- of the labor question, the most liberal Lassalle movement.... The
- Mulhausen experiment? That's a fact by now, as you're probably aware."
-
- "I have some idea of it, but very vague."
-
- "No, you only say that; no doubt you know all about it as well as
- I do. I'm no professor of sociology, of course, but it interested
- me, and really, if it interests you, you ought to study it."
-
- "But what conclusion have they come to?"
-
- "Excuse me..."
-
- The two neighbors had risen, and Sviiazhsky, once more checking
- Levin in his inconvenient habit of peeping into what was beyond the
- outer chambers of his mind, went to see his guests out.
-
- XXVIII.
-
-
- Levin was insufferably bored that evening with the ladies; he was
- stirred as he had never been before by the idea that the
- dissatisfaction he was feeling with his system of managing his land
- was not an exceptional case, but the general condition of things in
- Russia; that the evolving of some relation of the laborers to the soil
- which they would work, as with the peasant he had met halfway to the
- Sviiazhskys', was not a dream, but a problem which must be solved. And
- it seemed to him that the problem could be solved, and that he ought
- to try to solve it.
-
- After saying good night to the ladies, and promising to stay the
- whole of the next day, so as to make an expedition on horseback with
- them to see an interesting gap in the crown forest, Levin went, before
- going to bed, into his host's study to get the books on the labor
- question that Sviiazhsky had offered him. Sviiazhsky's study was a
- huge room, by bookcases and with two tables in it- one a massive
- writing table, standing in the middle of the room, and the other a
- round table, covered with recent numbers of reviews and journals in
- different languages, ranged like the rays of a star round a lamp. On
- the writing table was a stand of drawers marked with gold labels,
- and full of papers of various sorts.
-
- Sviiazhsky took out the books, and sat down in a rocking chair.
-
- "What are you looking at there?" he said to Levin, who was
- standing at the round table looking through the reviews. "Oh, yes,
- there's a very interesting article here," said Sviiazhsky, pointing to
- the review Levin was holding in his hand. "It appears," he went on,
- with eager interest, "that Friedrich was not, after all, the person
- chiefly responsible for the partition of Poland. It is proved..."
-
- And, with his characteristic clearness, he summed up those new, very
- important, and interesting revelations. Although Levin was engrossed
- at the moment by his ideas about the problem of the land, he wondered,
- as he heard Sviiazhsky: "What is there inside of him? And why, why
- is he interested in the partition of Poland?" When Sviiazhsky had
- finished, Levin could not help asking: "Well, and what then?" But
- there was nothing to follow. It was simply interesting that such and
- such had been "proved." But Sviiazhsky did not explain, and saw no
- need of explaining, why it was interesting to him.
-
- "Yes, but I was very much interested by your irritable neighbor,"
- said Levin, sighing. "He's a clever fellow, and said a lot that was
- true."
-
- "Oh, get along with you! An inveterate supporter of serfdom at
- heart, like all of them!" said Sviiazhsky.
-
- "Whose marshal you are."
-
- "Yes, only I marshal them in the other direction," said
- Sviiazhsky, laughing.
-
- "I'll tell you what interests me very much," said Levin. "He's right
- that our system, that is to say, of rational farming, doesn't
- answer; that the only thing that answers is the moneylender system,
- like that meek-looking gentleman's, or else the very simplest. Whose
- fault is it?"
-
- "Our own, of course. Besides, it's not true that it doesn't
- answer. It answers with Vassilchikov."
-
- "A factory..."
-
- "But I really don't know what it is you are surprised at. The people
- are at such a low stage of material and moral development, that
- obviously they're bound to oppose everything that's necessary to them.
- In Europe, a rational system answers because the people are
- educated; it follows that we must educate the people- that's all."
-
- "But how are we to educate the people?"
-
- "To educate the people three things are needed: schools, and
- schools, and schools."
-
- "But you said yourself the people are at such a low stage of
- material development: what help are schools for that?"
-
- "Do you know, you remind me of the story of the advice given to
- the sick man.- You should try purgative medicine. Taken it: worse. Try
- leeches. Tried them: worse. Well, then, there's nothing left but to
- pray to God. Tried it: worse. That's just how it is with us. I say
- political economy; you say- worse. I say socialism- worse.
- Education- worse."
-
- "But how do schools help matters?"
-
- "They give the peasant fresh wants."
-
- "Well, that's a thing I've never understood," Levin replied with
- heat. "In what way are schools going to help the people to improve
- their material position? You say schools, education, will give them
- fresh wants. So much the worse, since they won't be capable of
- satisfying them. And in what way a knowledge of addition and
- subtraction and the catechism is going to improve their material
- condition, I never could make out. The day before yesterday I met a
- peasant woman in the evening with a little baby, and asked her where
- she was going. She said she was going to the wisewoman; her boy had
- screaming fits, so she was taking him to be doctored. I asked, 'Why,
- how does the wisewoman cure screaming fits?' 'She puts the child on
- the hen roost and repeats some charm....'"
-
- "Well, you're saying it yourself! What's wanted to prevent her
- taking her child to the hen roost to cure it of screaming fits is
- just..." Sviiazhsky said, smiling good-humoredly.
-
- "Oh, no!" said Levin with annoyance; "that method of doctoring I
- merely meant as a simile for doctoring the people with schools. The
- people are poor and ignorant- that we see as surely as the peasant
- woman sees the baby has fits because it screams. But in what way
- this trouble of poverty and ignorance is to be cured by schools is
- as incomprehensible as how the hen roost affects the screaming. What
- has to be cured is what makes him poor."
-
- "Well, in that, at least, you're in agreement with Spencer, whom you
- dislike so much. He says, too, that education may be the consequence
- of greater prosperity and comfort, of more frequent washing, as he
- says, but not of being able to read and write...."
-
- "Well, then, I'm very glad- or the contrary, very sorry- that I'm in
- agreement with Spencer; only I've known it a long while. Schools can
- do no good; what will do good is an economic organization in which the
- people will become richer, will have more leisure- and then there will
- be schools."
-
- "Still, all over Europe now schools are obligatory."
-
- "And how far do you agree with Spencer yourself about it?" asked
- Levin.
-
- But there was a gleam of alarm in Sviiazhsky's eyes, and he said
- smiling:
-
- "No; that screaming story is positively capital! Did you really hear
- it yourself?"
-
- Levin saw that he was not to discover the connection between this
- man's life and his thoughts. Obviously he did not care in the least
- what his reasoning led him to; all he wanted was the process of
- reasoning. And he did not like it when the process of reasoning
- brought him into a blind alley. That was the only thing he disliked,
- and avoided by changing the conversation to something agreeable and
- amusing.
-
- All the impressions of the day, beginning with the impression made
- by the old peasant, which served, as it were, as the thorough bass
- of all the conceptions and ideas of the day, threw Levin into
- violent excitement. This dear good Sviiazhsky, keeping a stock of
- ideas simply for public purposes, and obviously having some other
- principles hidden from Levin, while with the crowd, whose name is
- legion, he guided public opinion by ideas he did not share; that
- irascible country gentleman, perfectly correct in the conclusions that
- he had been worried into by life, but wrong in his exasperation
- against a whole class, and that the best class in Russia; his own
- dissatisfaction with the work he had been doing, and the vague hope of
- finding a remedy for all this- all was blended in a sense of inward
- turmoil, and the anticipation of some solution near at hand.
-
- Left alone in the room assigned him, lying on a spring mattress,
- that yielded unexpectedly at every movement of his arm or his leg,
- Levin did not fall asleep for a long while. Not one conversation
- with Sviiazhsky, though he had said a great deal that was clever,
- had interested Levin; but the conclusions of the irascible landowner
- required consideration. Levin could not help recalling every word he
- had said, and in imagination amending his own replies.
-
- "Yes, I ought to have said to him: You say that our husbandry does
- not answer because the peasant hates improvements, and that they
- must be forced on him by authority. If no system of husbandry answered
- at all without these improvements, you would be quite right. But the
- only system that does answer is when the laborer is working in
- accordance with his habits, just as on the old peasant's land
- halfway here. Your and our general dissatisfaction with the system
- shows that either we are to blame or the laborers. We have gone our
- way- the European way- a long while, without asking ourselves about
- the qualities of our labor force. Let us try to look upon the labor
- force not as an abstract force but as the Russian mouzhik with his
- instincts, and let us arrange our system of agriculture in
- accordance with that. Imagine, I ought to have said to him, that you
- have the same system as the old peasant has, that you have found means
- of making your laborers take an interest in the success of the work,
- and have found the happy mean in the way of improvements which they
- will admit, and you will, without exhausting the soil, get twice or
- three times the yield you got before. Divide it in halves, give half
- as the share of labor, the surplus left you will be greater, and
- labor's share will be greater too. And to do this one must lower the
- standard of husbandry and interest the laborers in its success. How to
- do this?- that's a matter of detail; but undoubtedly it can be done."
-
- This idea threw Levin into a great excitement. He did not sleep half
- the night, thinking over in detail the putting of his idea into
- practice. He had not intended to go away next day, but he now
- determined to go home early in the morning. Besides, the sister-in-law
- with her low-necked bodice aroused in him a feeling akin to shame
- and remorse for some utterly base action. Most important of all- he
- must get back without delay: he would have to make haste to put his
- new project to the peasants before the sowing of the winter wheat,
- so that the sowing might be undertaken on a new basis. He had made
- up his mind to revolutionize his whole system.
-
- XXIX.
-
-
- The carrying out of Levin's plan presented many difficulties; but he
- struggled on, doing his utmost, and attained a result which, though
- not what he desired, was enough to enable him, without self-deception,
- to believe that the attempt was worth the trouble. One of the chief
- difficulties was that the process of cultivating the land was in
- full swing, that it was impossible to stop everything and begin it all
- again from the beginning, and the machine had to be mended while in
- motion.
-
- When on the evening of his arrival home he informed the bailiff of
- his plans, the latter with visible pleasure agreed with what he
- said, so long as he was pointing out that all that had been done up to
- that time was stupid and useless. The bailiff said that he had said so
- a long while ago, but no heed had been paid him. But as for the
- proposal made by Levin- to take a part as shareholder with his
- laborers in each agricultural undertaking- at this the bailiff
- simply expressed a profound despondency, and offered no definite
- opinion, but began immediately talking of the urgent necessity of
- carrying the remaining sheaves of rye the next day, and of sending the
- men out for the second plowing, so that Levin felt that this was not
- the time for discussing it.
-
- On beginning to talk to the peasants about it, and making a
- proposition to cede them the land on new terms, he came into collision
- with the same great difficulty- that they were so much absorbed by the
- current work of the day that they had not time to consider the
- advantages and disadvantages of the proposed scheme.
-
- The simplehearted Ivan, the cowherd, seemed to grasp Levin's
- proposal fully- that he should with his family take a share of the
- profits of the cattle yard- and he was in complete sympathy with the
- plan. But when Levin hinted at the future advantages, Ivan's face
- expressed alarm and regret that he could not hear all he had to say,
- and he made haste to find himself some task that would admit of no
- delay: he either snatched up the fork to pitch the hay out of the
- pens, or ran to get water or to clear out the manure.
-
- Another difficulty lay in the invincible disbelief of the peasants
- that a landowner's object could be anything else than a desire to
- squeeze all he could out of them. They were firmly convinced that
- his real aim (whatever he might say to them) would always be in what
- he did not say to them. And they themselves, in giving their
- opinion, said a great deal but never said what was their real
- object. Moreover (Levin felt that the irascible landowner had been
- right) the peasants made their first and unalterable condition of
- any agreement whatsoever that they should not be forced to any new
- methods of tillage of any kind, nor to use new implements. They agreed
- that the modern plow plowed better, that the scarifier did the work
- more quickly, but they found thousands of reasons that made it out
- of the question for them to use either of them; and though he had
- accepted the conviction that he would have to lower the standard of
- cultivation, he felt sorry to give up improved methods, the advantages
- of which were so obvious. But in spite of all these difficulties he
- got his way, and by autumn the system was working, or at least so it
- seemed to him.
-
- At first Levin had thought of giving up the whole farming of the
- land just as it was to the peasants, the laborers, and the bailiff, on
- new conditions of partnership; but he was very soon convinced that
- this was impossible, and determined to divide it up. The cattle
- yard, the garden, hayfields, and arable land, divided into several
- parts, had to be made into separate lots. The simplehearted cowherd,
- Ivan, who, Levin fancied, understood the matter better than any of
- them, collecting together a gang of workers to help him, principally
- of his own family, became a partner in the cattle yard. A distant part
- of the estate, a tract of wasteland that had lain fallow for eight
- years, was with the help of the clever carpenter, Fiodor Rezunov,
- taken by six families of peasants on new conditions of partnership and
- the peasant Shuraev took the management of all the vegetable gardens
- on the same terms. The remainder of the land was still worked on the
- old system, but these three items were the first step to a new
- organization of the whole, and they completely engrossed Levin.
-
- It is true that in the cattle yard things went no better than
- before, and Ivan strenuously opposed warm housing for the cows and
- butter made of fresh cream, affirming that cows require less food if
- kept cold, and that butter is more profitable made from sour cream,
- and he asked for wages just as under the old system, and took not
- the slightest interest in the fact that the money he received was
- not wages but an advance out of his future share in the profits.
-
- It is true that Fiodor Rezunov's company did not plow over the
- ground twice before sowing, as had been agreed, justifying
- themselves on the plea that the time was too short. It is true that
- the peasants of the same company, though they had agreed to work the
- land on new conditions, always spoke of the land, not as held in
- partnership, but as rented for half the crop, and more than once the
- peasants and Rezunov himself said to Levin: "If you would take a
- rent for the land, it would save you trouble, and we should be more
- free." Moreover, the same peasants kept putting off, on various
- excuses, the building of a cattle yard and threshing barn on the
- land as agreed upon, and delayed doing it till the winter.
-
- It is true that Shuraev would have liked to let out the kitchen
- gardens he had undertaken in small lots to the peasants. He
- evidently quite misunderstood, and apparently intentionally
- misunderstood, the conditions upon which the land had been given to
- him.
-
- Often, too, talking to the peasants and explaining to them all the
- advantages of the plan, Levin felt that the peasants heard nothing but
- the sound of his voice, and were firmly resolved, whatever he might
- say, not to let themselves be taken in. He felt this especially when
- he talked to the cleverest of the peasants, Rezunov, and detected that
- gleam in Rezunov's eyes which showed so plainly both ironical
- amusement at Levin, and the firm conviction that, if anyone were to be
- taken in, it would not be he, Rezunov.
-
- But in spite of all this Levin thought the system worked, and that
- by keeping accounts strictly, and insisting on his own way, he would
- prove to them in the future the advantages of the arrangement, and
- then the system would go of itself.
-
- These matters, together with the management of the land still left
- on his hands, and the indoor work over his book, so engrossed Levin
- the whole summer that he scarcely ever went out shooting. At the end
- of August he heard that the Oblonskys had gone away to Moscow- from
- their servant, who brought back the sidesaddle. He felt that in not
- answering Darya Alexandrovna's letter he had by his rudeness, of which
- he could not think without a flush of shame, burned his ships, and
- that he would never go to see them again. He had been just as rude
- with the Sviiazhskys, leaving them without saying good-by. But he
- would never go to see them again either. He did not care about that
- now. The business of reorganizing the farming of his land absorbed him
- as completely as though there would never be anything else in his
- life. He read the books lent him by Sviiazhsky, and ordering from
- Moscow what he had not had, he read both the economic and
- socialistic books on the subject, but, as he had anticipated, found
- nothing bearing on the scheme he had undertaken. In the books on
- political economy- in Mill, for instance- whom he studied first with
- great ardor, hoping every minute to find an answer to the questions
- that were engrossing him, he found laws deduced from the condition
- of land culture in Europe; but he did not see why these laws, which
- did not apply in Russia, must be general. He saw just the same thing
- in the socialistic books: either they were the beautiful but
- impracticable fantasies which had fascinated him when he was a
- student, or they were attempts at improving, at rectifying the
- economic position in which Europe was placed, with which the system of
- land tenure in Russia had nothing in common. Political economy told
- him that the laws by which the wealth of Europe had been developed,
- and was developing, were universal and unvarying. Socialism told him
- that development along these lines leads to ruin. And neither of
- them gave an answer, or even a hint, in reply to the question as to
- what he, Levin, and all the Russian peasants and landowners, were to
- do with their millions of hands and millions of dessiatinas, to make
- them as productive as possible for the common weal.
-
- Having once taken the subject up, he read conscientiously everything
- bearing on it, and intended in the autumn to go abroad to study land
- systems on the spot, in order that he might not on this question be
- confronted with what so often met him on various subjects. Often, just
- as he was beginning to understand the idea in the mind of anyone he
- was talking to, and was beginning to explain his own, he would
- suddenly be told: "But Kauffmann, but Jones, but Dubois, but Michelli?
- You haven't read them: do read, they've thrashed that question out
- thoroughly."
-
- He saw now distinctly that Kauffmann and Michelli had nothing to
- tell him. He knew what he wanted. He saw that Russia had splendid
- land, splendid laborers, and that in certain cases, as at the
- peasant's on the way to Sviiazhsky's, the produce raised by the
- laborers and the land is great- in the majority of cases when
- capital is applied in the European way the produce is small, and
- that this simply arises from the fact that the laborers want to work
- and work well only in their own peculiar way, and that this antagonism
- is not incidental but invariable, and has its roots in the national
- spirit. He thought that the Russian people whose task it was to
- colonize and cultivate vast tracts of unoccupied land, consciously
- adhered, till all their land was occupied, to the methods suitable
- to their purpose, and that their methods were by no means so bad as
- was generally supposed. And he wanted to prove this theoretically in
- his book and practically on his land.
-
- XXX.
-
-
- At the end of September the timber had been carted for building
- the cattle yard on the land that had been allotted to the
- association of peasants, and the butter from the cows was sold and the
- profits divided. In Practice the system worked capitally, or, at
- least, so it seemed to Levin. In order to work out the whole subject
- theoretically and to complete his book, which, in Levin's daydreams,
- was not merely to effect a revolution in political economy, but to
- annihilate that science entirely and to lay the foundation of a new
- science of the relation of the people to the soil, all that was left
- to do was to make a tour abroad, and to study on the spot all that had
- been done in the same direction, and to collect conclusive evidence
- that all that had been done there was not what was wanted. Levin was
- only waiting for the delivery of his wheat to receive the money for it
- and go abroad. But the rains began preventing the harvesting of the
- corn and potatoes left in the fields, and putting a stop to all
- work, even to the delivery of the wheat. The mud was impassable
- along the roads; two mills were carried away by the spate, and the
- weather got worse and worse.
-
- On the 30th of September the sun came out in the morning, and,
- hoping for fine weather, Levin began making final preparations for his
- journey. He gave orders for the wheat to be delivered, sent the
- bailiff to the merchant to get the money owing him, and went out
- himself to give some final directions on the estate before setting
- off.
-
- Having finished all his business, soaked through with the streams of
- water which kept running into his leather coat and down his neck and
- his boot tops, but in the keenest and most confident temper, Levin
- turned homeward in the evening. The weather had become worse than ever
- toward evening; the hail lashed the drenched mare so cruelly that
- she went along sideways, shaking her head and ears; but Levin was
- all right under his hood, and he looked cheerfully about him at the
- muddy streams running under the wheels, at the drops hanging on
- every bare twig, at the whiteness of the patch of unmelted
- hailstones on the planks of the bridge, at the thick layer of still
- succulent, fleshy leaves that lay heaped up about the stripped elm
- tree. In spite of the gloominess of nature around him, he felt
- peculiarly eager. The talks he had been having with the peasants in
- the farther village had shown that they were beginning to get used
- to their new position. The innkeeper, an old man, to whose inn he
- had gone to get dry evidently approved of Levin's plan, and of his own
- accord proposed to enter the partnership for purchasing of cattle.
-
- "I have only to go on stubbornly toward my aim, and I shall attain
- my end," thought Levin; "and it's something to work and take trouble
- for. This is not a matter of myself individually, the question of
- the public welfare comes into it. The whole system of agriculture, the
- chief element in the condition of the people, must be completely
- transformed. Instead of poverty- general prosperity and content;
- instead of hostility- harmony and unity of interests. In short, a
- bloodless revolution, but a revolution of the greatest magnitude,
- beginning in the little circle of our district, then the province,
- then Russia, and the whole world. Because a just idea cannot but be
- fruitful. Yes, it's an aim worth working for. And the fact that it
- is I, Kostia Levin, who went to a ball in a black tie, and was refused
- by the Shcherbatsky girl, and who is intrinsically such a pitiful,
- worthless creature to himself- that proves nothing; I feel sure
- Franklin felt just as worthless, and he too had no faith in himself,
- thinking of himself as a whole. That means nothing. And he too, most
- likely, had an Agathya Mikhailovna to whom he confided his secrets."
-
- Musing on such thoughts Levin reached home in the darkness.
-
- The bailiff, who had been to the merchant, had come back and brought
- part of the money for the wheat. An agreement had been made with the
- old innkeeper, and on the road the bailiff had learned that everywhere
- the corn was still standing in the fields, so that his one hundred and
- sixty shocks that had not been carried were nothing in comparison with
- the losses of others.
-
- After dinner Levin was sitting, as he usually did, in an easy
- chair with a book, and as he read he went on thinking of the journey
- before him in connection with his book. Today all the significance
- of his book rose before him with special distinctness, and whole
- periods ranged themselves in his mind in illustration of his theories.
- "I must write that down," he thought. "That ought to form a brief
- introduction, which I thought unnecessary before." He got up to go
- to his writing table, and Laska, lying at his feet, got up too,
- stretching and looking at him as though to inquire where to go. But he
- had not time to write it down, for the overseers had come for
- receiving orders, and Levin went out into the hall to meet them.
-
- After giving orders, that is to say, directions about the labors
- of the next day, and seeing all the peasants who had business with
- him, Levin went back to his study and sat down to work. Laska lay
- under the table; Agathya Mikhailovna settled herself in her place with
- her stocking.
-
- After writing for a little while, Levin suddenly thought with
- exceptional vividness of Kitty, her refusal, and their last meeting.
- He got up and began walking about the room.
-
- "What's the use of being downhearted?" said Agathya Mikhailovna.
- "Come, why do you stay on at home? You ought to go to some warm
- springs, especially now that you're ready for the journey."
-
- "Well, I am going away the day after tomorrow, Agathya
- Mikhailovna; I must finish my work."
-
- "There, there, your work, you say! As if you hadn't done enough
- for the peasants! Why, as 'tis, they're saying, 'Your master will be
- getting some honor from the Czar for it.' Indeed, 'tis a strange
- thing: why need you worry about the peasants?"
-
- "I'm not worrying about them; I'm doing it for my own good."
-
- Agathya Mikhailovna knew every detail of Levin's plans for his land.
- Levin often put his views before her in all their complexity, and
- not uncommonly he argued with her and did not agree with her comments.
- But on this occasion she entirely misinterpreted what he had said.
-
- "Of one's soul's salvation we all know and must think before all
- else," she said with a sigh. "Parfion Denissich now, for all he was no
- scholar, died a death whose like may God grant to every one of us,"
- she said, referring to a servant who had died recently. "Took the
- sacrament and all."
-
- "That's not what I mean," said he. "I mean that I'm acting for my
- own advantage. It's all the better for me if the peasants do their
- work better."
-
- "Well, whatever you do, if he's a lazy good-for-naught,
- everything'll be at sixes and sevens. If he has a conscience, he'll
- work, and if not, there's no doing anything."
-
- "Oh, come, you say yourself Ivan has begun looking after the
- cattle better."
-
- "All I say is," answered Agathya Mikhailovna, evidently not speaking
- at random, but in strict sequence of ideas, "that you ought to get
- married- that's what I say."
-
- Agathya Mikhailovna's allusion to the very subject he had only
- just been thinking about hurt and stung him. Levin scowled, and
- without answering her, he sat down again to his work, repeating to
- himself all that he had been thinking of the real significance of that
- work. Only at intervals he listened in the stillness to the click of
- Agathya Mikhailovna's needles, and, recollecting what he did not
- want to remember, he would frown again.
-
- At nine o'clock they heard the bell and the faint vibration of a
- carriage over the mud.
-
- "Well, here's visitors come to us, and you won't be dull," said
- Agathya Mikhailovna, getting up and going to the door. But Levin
- overtook her. His work was not going well now, and he was glad of a
- visitor, whoever it might be.
-
- XXXI.
-
-
- Running halfway down the staircase, Levin caught a sound he knew,
- a familiar cough in the hall. But he heard it indistinctly through the
- sound of his own footsteps, and hoped he was mistaken. Then he
- caught sight of a long, bony, familiar figure, and now it seemed there
- was no possibility of mistake; and yet he still went on hoping that
- this tall man taking off his fur cloak and coughing was not his
- brother Nikolai.
-
- Levin loved his brother, but being with him was always a torture.
- Just now, when Levin, under the influence of the thoughts that had
- come to him, and Agathya Mikhailovna's hint, was in a troubled and
- uncertain humor, this meeting with his brother which he had to face
- seemed particularly difficult. Instead of a lively, healthy visitor,
- some outsider who would, he hoped, cheer him up in his uncertain
- humor, he had to see his brother, who knew him through and through,
- who would call forth all the thoughts nearest his heart, would force
- him to show himself fully. And that he was not disposed to do.
-
- Angry with himself for so base a feeling, Levin ran into the hall;
- as soon as he had seen his brother close, this feeling of selfish
- disappointment vanished instantly and was replaced by pity. Terrible
- as his brother Nikolai had been before in his emaciation and
- sickliness, now he looked still more emaciated, still more wasted.
- He was a skeleton covered by skin.
-
- He stood in the hall, jerking his long thin neck, and pulling the
- scarf off it, and smiled a strange and pitiful smile. When he saw that
- smile, submissive and humble, Levin felt something clutching at his
- throat.
-
- "You see, I've come to you," said Nikolai in a thick voice, never
- for one second taking his eyes off his brother's face. "I've been
- meaning to a long while, but I've been constantly unwell. Now I'm ever
- so much better," he said, rubbing his beard with his big thin hands.
-
- "Yes, yes!" answered Levin. And he felt still more frightened
- when, kissing him, he felt with his lips the dryness of his
- brother's skin and saw close to him his big eyes, full of a strange
- light.
-
- A few weeks before, Konstantin Levin had written to his brother that
- through the sale of the small part of the property that had remained
- undivided, there was a sum of about two thousand roubles to come to
- him as his share.
-
- Nikolai said that he had come now to take his money and, what was
- more important, to stay a while in the old nest, to get in touch
- with the earth, so as to renew his strength like the heroes of old for
- the work that lay before him. In spite of his exaggerated stoop, and
- the emaciation that was so striking from his height, his movements
- were as rapid and abrupt as ever. Levin led him into his study.
-
- His brother dressed with particular care- a thing he never used to
- do- combed his scanty, lank hair, and, smiling, went upstairs.
-
- He was in the most affectionate and good-humored mood, just as Levin
- often remembered him in childhood. He even referred to Sergei
- Ivanovich without rancor. When he saw Agathya Mikhailovna, he joked
- with her and asked after the old servants. The news of the death of
- Parfion Denissich made a painful impression on him. A look of fear
- crossed his face, but he regained his serenity immediately.
-
- "Of course he was quite old," he said, and changed the subject.
- "Well, I'll spend a month or two with you, and then I'm off to Moscow.
- Do you know, Miaghkov has promised me a place there, and I'm going
- into the service. Now I'm going to arrange my life quite differently,"
- he went on. "You know I got rid of that woman."
-
- "Marya Nikolaevna? Why, what for?"
-
- "Oh, she was a horrid woman! She caused me all sorts of annoyances."
- But he did not say what the annoyances were. He could not say that
- he had driven off Marya Nikolaevna because the tea was weak, and,
- above all, because she would look after him as though he were an
- invalid. "Besides, I want to turn over a new leaf completely now. I've
- done silly things, of course, like everyone else, but money's the last
- consideration; I don't regret it. So long as there's health- and my
- health, thank God, is quite restored."
-
- Levin listened and racked his brains, but could think of nothing
- to say. Nikolai probably felt the same; he began questioning his
- brother about his affairs; and Levin was glad to talk about himself,
- because then he could speak without hypocrisy. He told his brother
- of his plans and his doings.
-
- His brother listened, but evidently he was not interested.
-
- These two men were so akin, so near each other, that the slightest
- gesture, the tone of voice, told both more than could be said in
- words.
-
- Both of them now had only one thought- the illness of Nikolai and
- the nearness of his death- which stifled all else. But neither of them
- dared speak of it, and so, whatever they said- without uttering the
- one thought that filled their minds- was all falsehood. Never had
- Levin been so glad when the evening was over and it was time to go
- to bed. Never with any outside person, never on any official visit,
- had he been so unnatural and false as he was that evening. And the
- consciousness of this unnaturalness, and the remorse he felt at it,
- made him even more unnatural. He wanted to weep over his dying, dearly
- loved brother, and he had to listen and keep on talking of how he
- meant to live.
-
- As the house was damp, and only the one bedroom had been kept
- heated, Levin put his brother to sleep in his own bedroom, behind a
- partition.
-
- His brother got into bed, and whether he slept or did not sleep,
- tossed about like a sick man, coughed, and when he could not get his
- throat clear, mumbled something. Sometimes when his breathing was
- painful, he said, "Oh, my God!" Sometimes when he was choking he
- muttered angrily, "Ah, the devil!" Levin could not sleep for a long
- while, hearing him. His thoughts were of the most various kinds, but
- the end of all his thoughts was the same- death.
-
- Death, the inevitable end of all, for the first time presented
- itself to him with irresistible force. And death, which was here in
- this loved brother, groaning half-asleep and from habit calling
- without distinction on God and the devil, was not so remote as it
- had hitherto seemed to him. It was in himself, too, that he felt this.
- If not today, tomorrow; if not tomorrow, in thirty years- wasn't it
- all the same? And what was this inevitable death- he did not know, had
- never thought about it, and, what was more, had not the power, had not
- the courage to think about it.
-
- "I work, I want to do something, but I had forgotten it must all
- end; I had forgotten- death."
-
- He sat on his bed in the darkness, crouched up, hugging his knees,
- and, holding his breath from the strain of thought, he pondered. But
- the more intensely he thought, the clearer it became to him that it
- was indubitably so, that, in reality, looking upon life, he had
- forgotten one little fact- that death will come, and all ends; that
- nothing was even worth beginning, and that there was no helping it
- anyway. Yes, it was awful, but it was so.
-
- "But I am alive still. What's to be done now- what's to be done?" he
- asked in despair. He lighted a candle, got up cautiously, went to
- the looking glass, and began looking at his face and hair. Yes,
- there were gray hairs about his temples. He opened his mouth. His back
- teeth were beginning to decay. He bared his muscular arms. Yes,
- there was strength in them. But Nikolenka, who lay there breathing
- with what was left of his lungs, had had a strong, healthy body too.
- And suddenly he recalled how they used to go to bed together as
- children, and how they only waited till Fiodor Bogdanich was out of
- the room to fling pillows at each other and laugh, laugh
- irrepressibly, so that even their awe of Fiodor Bogdanich could not
- check the effervescing, overbrimming sense of life and happiness. "And
- now that warped, hollow chest... And I, not knowing what will become
- of me, or wherefore...."
-
- "K-ha! K-ha! Damnation! Why do you keep fidgeting- why don't you
- go to sleep?" his brother's voice called to him.
-
- "Oh, I don't know; I'm not sleepy."
-
- "I have had a good sleep, I'm not in a sweat now. Just see, feel
- my shirt- there's no sweat, is there?"
-
- Levin felt it, withdrew behind the partition, and put out the
- candle, but for a long while he could not sleep. The question how to
- live had hardly begun to grow a little clearer to him, when a new,
- insolvable question presented itself- death.
-
- "Why, he's dying- yes, he'll die in the spring; and how is one to
- help him? What can I say to him? What do I know about it? I'd even
- forgotten the very fact of it."
-
- XXXII.
-
-
- Levin had long before made the observation that when one is
- uncomfortable with people from their being excessively amenable and
- meek, one is apt very soon after to find things intolerable from their
- pretensions and irritability. He felt that this was how it would be
- with his brother. And his brother Nikolai's gentleness did not, in
- fact, last out for long. The very next morning he began to be
- irritable, and seemed doing his best to find fault with his brother,
- attacking him on his tenderest points.
-
- Levin felt himself to blame, and could not set things right. He felt
- that if they had both not kept up appearances, but had spoken, as it
- is called, from the heart- that is to say, had said only just what
- they were thinking and feeling- they would simply have looked into
- each other's faces, and Konstantin could only have said: "You're
- dying, you're dying," and Nikolai could only have answered: "I know
- I'm dying, but I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid!" And they could
- have said nothing more, if they had said only what was in their
- hearts. But life like that was impossible, and so Konstantin tried
- to do what he had been trying to do all his life, and never could
- learn to do, though, as far as he could observe, many people knew so
- well how to do it, and without it there was no living at all. He tried
- to say what he was not thinking, but he felt continually that it had a
- ring of falsehood, that his brother detected him in it, and was
- exasperated at it.
-
- The third day Nikolai induced his brother to explain his plan to him
- again, and began not merely attacking it, but intentionally
- confounding it with communism.
-
- "You've simply borrowed an idea that's not your own, but you've
- distorted it, and are trying to apply it where it's not applicable."
-
- "But I tell you there's nothing in common. They deny the justice
- of property, of capital, of inheritance, while I do not deny this
- chief stimulus." (Levin felt disgusted himself at using such
- expressions, but ever since he had been engrossed by his work, he
- had unconsciously come more and more frequently to use non-Russian
- words.) "All I want is to regulate labor."
-
- "Which means, you've borrowed an idea, stripped it of all that
- gave it its force, and want to make believe that it's something
- new," said Nikolai, angrily tugging at his necktie.
-
- "But my idea has nothing in common..."
-
- "The other, at any rate," said Nikolai Levin, with an ironical
- smile, his eyes flashing malignantly, "has the charm of- what's one to
- call it?- geometrical symmetry, of clearness, of definiteness. It
- may be a Utopia. If one once allows the possibility of making all
- the past a tabula rasa- no property, no family- then labor would
- organize itself. But you have nothing..."
-
- "Why do you mix things up? I've never been a communist."
-
- "But I have, and I consider it's premature, but rational, and it has
- a future, just like Christianity in its first ages."
-
- "All that I maintain is that the labor force ought to be
- investigated from the point of view of natural science; that is to
- say, it ought to be studied, its qualities ascertained..."
-
- "But that's an utter waste of time. That force finds a certain
- form of activity of itself, according to the stage of its development.
- There have been slaves first, everywhere; then metayers; and we have
- the metayage system, rent, and day laborers. What are you trying to
- find?"
-
- Levin suddenly lost his temper at these words, because at the bottom
- of his heart he was afraid that it was true- true that he was trying
- to hold the balance even between communism and the familiar forms, and
- that this was hardly possible.
-
- "I am trying to find means of working productively for myself and
- for the laborers. I want to organize..." he answered hotly.
-
- "You don't want to organize anything; it's simply the same as you've
- been all your life- you want to be original, to pose as not simply
- exploiting the peasants, but with some idea in view."
-
- "Oh, all right, that's what you think- and let me alone!" answered
- Levin, feeling the muscles of his left cheek twitching uncontrollably.
-
- "You've never had, and never have, convictions; all you want is to
- please your vanity."
-
- "Oh, very well; let me alone then!"
-
- "And I will let you alone! And it's high time I did, and go to the
- devil with you! And I'm very sorry I ever came!"
-
- In spite of all Levin's efforts to soothe his brother afterward,
- Nikolai would listen to nothing he said, declaring that it was
- better to part, and Konstantin saw that it was simply a case of life
- being unbearable to him.
-
- Nikolai was just getting ready to go, when Konstantin went in to him
- again and begged him, rather unnaturally, to forgive him if he had
- hurt his feelings in any way.
-
- "Ah, generosity!" said Nikolai, and he smiled. "If you want to be
- right, I can give you that satisfaction. You're in the right; but
- I'm going all the same."
-
- It was only just at parting that Nikolai kissed him, and said,
- looking with sudden strangeness and seriousness at his brother:
-
- "Anyway, don't remember evil against me, Kostia!" and his voice
- quavered.
-
- These were the only words that had been spoken sincerely between
- them. Levin knew that those words meant, "You see, and you know,
- that I'm in a bad way, and maybe we shall never see each other again."
- Levin knew this, and the tears gushed from his eyes. He kissed his
- brother once more, but he could not speak, and knew not what to say.
-
- Two days after his brother's departure, Levin too set off for his
- foreign tour. Happening to meet Shcherbatsky, Kitty's cousin, in the
- railway train, Levin greatly astonished him by his depression.
-
- "What's the matter with you?" Shcherbatsky asked him.
-
- "Oh, nothing; there's not much happiness in life."
-
- "Not much? You come with me to Paris instead of to Mulhouse. You
- shall see how to be happy."
-
- "No, I've done with it all. It's time I was dead."
-
- "Well, that's a good one!" said Shcherbatsky, laughing, "why, I'm
- only just getting ready to begin."
-
- "Yes, I thought the same not long ago, but now I know I shall soon
- be dead."
-
- Levin said what he had genuinely been thinking of late. He saw
- nothing but death, or an approach to death in everything. But his
- cherished scheme only engrossed him the more. Life had to be got
- through somehow, till death did come. Darkness had fallen upon
- everything for him; but just because of this darkness he felt that the
- one guiding clue in the darkness was his work, and he clutched it, and
- clung to it with all his strength.
-
- PART FOUR
-
-
- I.
-
-
- The Karenins, husband and wife, continued living in the same
- house, met every day, but were complete strangers to one another.
- Alexei Alexandrovich made it a rule to see his wife every day, so that
- the servants might have no grounds for suppositions, but avoided
- dining at home. Vronsky was never at Alexei Alexandrovich's house, but
- Anna saw him away from home, and her husband was aware of it.
-
- The position was one of torture for all three; and not one of them
- would have been equal to enduring this position for a single day,
- had it not been for the expectation that it would change, that it
- was merely a temporary painful difficulty which would pass over.
- Alexei Alexandrovich hoped that this passion would pass, as everything
- does pass, that everyone would forget about it, and his name would
- remain unsullied. Anna, on whom the position depended, and for whom it
- was more poignant than for any other, endured it because she not
- merely hoped, but firmly believed, that it would all very soon be
- settled and come right. She had not the least idea what would settle
- the situation, but she firmly believed that something would now very
- soon turn up. Vronsky unaccountably followed her lead, hoping too that
- something, independent of him, would be sure to clear up all
- difficulties.
-
- In the middle of the winter Vronsky spent a very tiresome week. A
- foreign Prince, who had come on a visit to Peterburg, was put under
- his charge, and he had to show him the sights worth seeing. Vronsky
- was of distinguished appearance; he possessed, moreover, the art of
- behaving with respectful dignity, and was used to having to do with
- such grand personages- that was how he came to be put in charge of the
- Prince. But he felt his duties to be very irksome. The Prince was
- anxious to miss nothing about which he would be asked at home: Had
- he seen this and that in Russia? And on his own account he was anxious
- to enjoy to the utmost all Russian forms of amusement. Vronsky was
- obliged to be his guide in satisfying both these inclinations. The
- mornings they spent driving to look at places of interest: the
- evenings they passed enjoying the national amusements. The prince
- enjoyed a health exceptional even among Princes. By gymnastics and
- careful attention to his person he had brought himself to such a point
- that in spite of his excesses in pleasure he looked as fresh as a big,
- glossy, green Dutch cucumber. The Prince had traveled a great deal,
- and considered one of the chief advantages of modern facilities of
- communication the accessibility of the pleasures of all nations. He
- had been in Spain, and there had indulged in serenades, and had made
- friends with a Spanish girl who played the mandolin. In Switzerland he
- had killed chamois. In England he had galloped in a red coat over
- hedges and killed two hundred pheasants on a bet. In Turkey he had got
- into a harem; in India he had traveled on an elephant; and now, in
- Russia, he wished to taste all the peculiarly Russian forms of
- pleasure.
-
- Vronsky, who was, as it were, chief master of the ceremonies to him,
- was at great pains to distribute all the Russian amusements
- suggested by various persons to the Prince. They had race horses,
- and Russian pancakes and bear hunts, and troikas, and gypsy
- choruses, and drinking orgies, with the Russian accompaniment of
- broken crockery. And the Prince, with surprising ease, fell in with
- the Russian spirit; he smashed trays full of crockery, sat with a
- gypsy girl on his knee, and seemed to be asking: What more? Or does
- the whole Russian spirit consist in just this?
-
- In reality, of all the Russian entertainments the Prince liked
- best French actresses, a ballet dancer, and white-seal champagne.
- Vronsky was used to Princes, but, either because he had himself
- changed of late, or that he was in too close proximity to the
- Prince, that week seemed fearfully wearisome to him. The whole of that
- week he experienced unceasingly a sensation such as a man might have
- who has been put in charge of a dangerous madman, who is afraid of the
- madman, and, at the same time, from being with him, fears for his
- own reason. Vronsky was continually conscious of the necessity of
- never for a second relaxing the tone of stern official respectfulness,
- so that he might not himself be insulted. The Prince's manner of
- treating the very people who, to Vronsky's surprise, were ready to
- descend to any depths to provide him with Russian amusements, was
- contemptuous. His criticisms of Russian women, whom he wished to
- study, more than once made Vronsky crimson with indignation. The chief
- reason why the Prince was so particularly disagreeable to Vronsky
- was that he could not help seeing himself in him. And what he saw in
- this mirror did not gratify his self-esteem. He was a very stupid
- and a very self-satisfied and a very healthy and a very well-washed
- man, and nothing else. He was a gentleman, it was true, and Vronsky
- could not deny it. He was equable and not cringing with his superiors,
- was free and ingratiating in his behavior with his equals, and was
- contemptuously indulgent with his inferiors. Vronsky was himself the
- same, and regarded it as a great merit to be so. But to this Prince he
- was an inferior, and his contemptuous and indulgent attitude to him
- revolted him.
-
- "Brainless beef! Can I be like that?" he reflected.
-
- Be that as it might, when, on the seventh day, he parted from the
- Prince, who was starting for Moscow, and received his thanks, he was
- happy to be rid of his uncomfortable position and the unpleasant
- reflection of himself. He said good-by to him at the station, on their
- return from a bear hunt, at which they had had a display of Russian
- derring-do kept up all night.
-
- II.
-
-
- When he got home, Vronsky found there a note from Anna. She wrote:
- "I am ill and unhappy. I cannot come out, yet cannot go on longer
- without seeing you. Come in this evening. Alexei Alexandrovich goes to
- the Council at seven and will be there till ten." After a minute's
- reflection on the strangeness of her bidding him come straight to her,
- in spite of her husband's insisting on her not receiving him, he
- decided to go.
-
- Vronsky had that winter got his promotion, was now a colonel, had
- left the regiment, and was living alone. After having some lunch, he
- lay down on the sofa immediately, and in five minutes memories of
- the hideous scenes he had witnessed during the last few days were
- jumbled and joined to a mental image of Anna and of the peasant, one
- of the encompassing people, who had played an important part in the
- bear hunt, and Vronsky fell asleep. He waked up in the dark, trembling
- with horror, and made haste to light a candle. "What was it? What?
- What was the dreadful thing I dreamed? Yes, yes; the peasant bear
- hunter, I think; a little dirty man with a disheveled beard was
- stooping down doing something, and all of a sudden he began saying
- some strange words in French. Yes, there was nothing else in the
- dream," he said to himself. "But why was it so awful?" He vividly
- recalled the peasant again and those incomprehensible French words the
- peasant had uttered, and a chill of horror ran down his spine.
-
- "What nonsense!" thought Vronsky, and glanced at his watch.
-
- It was half-past eight already. He rang up his servant, dressed in
- haste, and went out on the steps, completely forgetting the dream
- and only worried at being late. As he drove up to the Karenins'
- entrance he looked at his watch and saw it was ten minutes to nine.
- A high, narrow carriage with a pair of grays was standing at the
- entrance. He recognized Anna's carriage. "She is coming to me,"
- thought Vronsky, "and better she should. I don't like going into
- that house. But no matter; I can't hide myself," he thought, and
- with that manner peculiar to him from childhood, as of a man who has
- nothing to be ashamed of, Vronsky got out of his sleigh and went to
- the door. The door opened, and the hall porter with a rug on his arm
- called the carriage. Vronsky, though he did not usually notice
- details, noticed at this moment the amazed expression with which the
- porter glanced at him. In the very doorway Vronsky almost ran up
- against Alexei Alexandrovich. The gas jet threw its full light on
- the bloodless, sunken face under the black hat, and on the white
- cravat, brilliant against the beaver of the coat. Karenin's fixed,
- dull eyes were fastened upon Vronsky's face. Vronsky bowed, and Alexei
- Alexandrovich, chewing his lips, lifted his hand to his hat and went
- on. Vronsky saw him get into the carriage without looking back,
- receive the rug and the opera glasses through the window, and
- disappear. Vronsky went into the hall. His brows were scowling, and
- his eyes gleamed with a proud and angry light in them.
-
- "What a situation!" he thought. "If he would fight, would stand up
- for his honor, I could act, could express my feelings; but this
- weakness or baseness... He puts me in the position of playing false,
- which I never meant and never mean to do."
-
- Vronsky's ideas had changed since the day of his conversation with
- Anna in the Vrede garden. Unconsciously yielding to the weakness of
- Anna- who had surrendered herself up to him utterly, and simply looked
- to him to decide her fate, ready to submit to anything- he had long
- ceased to think that their liaison might end as he had thought then.
- His ambitious plans had retreated into the background again, and
- feeling that he had got out of that circle of activity in which
- everything was definite, he had given himself up entirely to his
- passion, and that passion was binding him more and more closely to
- her.
-
- He was still in the hall when he caught the sound of her
- retreating footsteps. He realized she had been expecting him, had
- listened for him, and was now going back to the drawing room.
-
- "No," she cried, on seeing him, and at the first sound of her
- voice the tears came into her eyes. "No; if things are to go on like
- this, the end will come much, much too soon."
-
- "What is it, dear one?"
-
- "What? I've been waiting in agony for an hour, two hours... No, I
- won't... I can't quarrel with you. Of course you couldn't come. No,
- I won't."
-
- She laid her two hands on his shoulders, and looked a long while
- at him with a profound, passionate, and, at the same time, searching
- look. She was studying his face to make up for the time she had not
- seen him. She was, every time she saw him, making the picture of him
- in her imagination (incomparably superior, impossible in reality)
- fit with him as he really was.
-
- III.
-
-
- "You met him?" she asked, when they had sat down at the table in the
- lamplight. "You're punished, you see, for being late."
-
- "Yes; but how was it? Wasn't he to be at the Council?"
-
- "He had been and come back, and was going out somewhere again. But
- that doesn't matter. Don't talk about it. Where have you been? With
- the Prince still?"
-
- She knew every detail of his existence. He was going to say that
- he had been up all night and had dropped asleep, but looking at her
- thrilled and rapturous face, he was ashamed. And he said he had had to
- report on the Prince's departure.
-
- "But it's over now? He is gone?"
-
- "Thank God it's over! You wouldn't believe how insufferable it's
- been for me."
-
- "Why so? Isn't it the life all of you- all young men- always
- lead?" she said, knitting her brows; and, taking up the crochet work
- that was lying on the table, she began drawing the hook out of it,
- without looking at Vronsky.
-
- "I gave that life up long ago," said he, wondering at the change
- in her face, and trying to divine its meaning. "And I confess," he
- said, with a smile, showing his thick, white teeth, "this week I've
- been, as it were, looking at myself in a glass, seeing that life,
- and I didn't like it."
-
- She held the work in her hands, but did not crochet, and looked at
- him with strange, shining, and hostile eyes.
-
- "This morning Liza came to see me- they're not afraid to call on me,
- in spite of the Countess Lidia Ivanovna," she put in- "and she told me
- about your Athenian evening. How loathsome!"
-
- "I was just going to say..."
-
- She interrupted him.
-
- "It was that Therese you used to know?"
-
- "I was just saying..."
-
- "How disgusting you are, you men! How is it you can't understand
- that a woman can never forget that," she said, getting more and more
- angry, and so letting him see the cause of her irritation, "especially
- a woman who cannot know your life? What do I know? What have I ever
- known?" she said. "Only what you tell me. And how do I know whether
- you tell me the truth?..."
-
- "Anna, you hurt me. Don't you trust me? Haven't I told you that I
- haven't a thought I wouldn't lay bare to you?"
-
- "Yes, yes," she said, evidently trying to suppress her jealous
- thoughts. "But if only you knew how wretched I am! I believe you, I
- believe you.... What were you saying?"
-
- But he could not at once recall what he had been going to say. These
- fits of jealousy, which of late had been more and more frequent with
- her, horrified him, and however much he tried to disguise the fact,
- made him feel cold to her, although he knew the cause of her
- jealousy was her love for him. How often he had told himself that
- her love was happiness; and now she loved him as a woman can love when
- love has outweighed for her all the good things of life- and he was
- much further from happiness than when he had followed her from Moscow.
- Then he had thought himself unhappy, but happiness was before him; now
- he felt that the best happiness was already left behind. She was
- utterly unlike what she had been when he first saw her. Both morally
- and physically she had changed for the worse. She had broadened out
- all over, and in her face at the time when she was speaking of the
- actress there was an evil expression of hatred that distorted it. He
- looked at her as a man looks at a faded flower he has gathered, with
- difficulty recognizing in it the beauty for which he picked and ruined
- it. And in spite of this he felt that then, when his love was
- stronger, he could, if he had greatly wished it, have torn that love
- out of his heart; but now when, as at this moment it seemed to him
- he felt no love for her, he knew that his bond with her could not be
- broken.
-
- "Well, well, what was it you were going to say about the Prince? I
- have driven away the fiend, I have," she added. The fiend was the name
- they had given her jealousy. "What did you begin to tell me about
- the Prince? Why did you find it so tiresome?"
-
- "Oh, it was intolerable!" he said, trying to pick up the thread of
- his interrupted thought. "He does not improve on closer
- acquaintance. If you want him defined, here he is: a prime, well-fed
- animal, such as takes medals at the cattle shows, and nothing more,"
- he said, with a tone of vexation that interested her.
-
- "No; how so?" she replied. "He's seen a great deal, anyway; he's
- cultured?"
-
- "It's an utterly different culture- their culture. He's
- cultivated, one sees, simply to be able to despise culture, as they
- despise everything but animal pleasures."
-
- "But don't you all care for these animal pleasures?" she said, and
- again he noticed a dark look in her eyes that avoided him.
-
- "How is it you're defending him?" he said, smiling.
-
- "I'm not defending him, it's nothing to me; but I imagine, if you
- had not cared for those pleasures yourself, you might have got out
- of them. But it affords you satisfaction to gaze at Therese in the
- attire of Eve..."
-
- "Again- again the devil," Vronsky said, taking the hand she had laid
- on the table and kissing it.
-
- "Yes; but I can't help it. You don't know what I have suffered
- waiting for you. I believe I'm not jealous. I'm not jealous: I believe
- you when you're here, near me; but when you're away somewhere
- leading your life alone, so incomprehensible to me..."
-
- She turned away from him, pulled the hook at last out of the
- crochet work, and rapidly with the help of her forefinger, began
- working loop after loop of the wool that was dazzlingly white in the
- lamplight, while the slender wrist moved swiftly, nervously in its
- embroidered cuff.
-
- "How was it, then? Where did you meet Alexei Alexandrovich?" Her
- voice sounded in an unnatural and jarring tone.
-
- "We ran against each other in the doorway."
-
- "And he bowed to you like this?"
-
- She drew a long face, and half-closing her eyes, quickly transformed
- her expression, folded her hands, and Vronsky suddenly saw in her
- beautiful face the very expression with which Alexei Alexandrovich had
- bowed to him. He smiled, while she laughed gaily, with that sweet,
- deep laugh, which was one of her greatest charms.
-
- "I don't understand him in the least," said Vronsky. "If after
- your avowal to him at your summer villa he had broken with you, if
- he had challenged me... But this I can't understand. How can he put up
- with such a position? He feels it, that's evident."
-
- "He?" she said sneeringly. "He's perfectly satisfied."
-
- "What are we all miserable for, when everything might be so well?"
-
- "Except for him. Don't I know him- the falsity in which he's utterly
- steeped?... Could one, with any feeling, live as he is living with me?
- He understands nothing, and feels nothing. Could a man of any
- feeling live in the same house with his unfaithful wife? Could he talk
- to her, call her 'my dear'?"
-
- And again she could not help mimicking him: "Anna, ma chere; Anna,
- dear!"
-
- "He's not a man, not a human being- he's a mannikin! No one knows
- him; but I know him. Oh, if I'd been in his place, I'd long ago have
- killed, have torn to pieces a wife like me. I wouldn't have said,
- 'Anna, ma chere'! He's not a man, he's a ministerial machine. He
- doesn't understand that I'm your wife, that he's outside, that he's
- superfluous.... Don't let's talk of him!..."
-
- "You're unfair, very unfair, dearest," said Vronsky, trying to
- soothe her. "But never mind, don't let's talk of him. Tell me what
- you've been doing. What is the matter? Why are you unwell, and what
- did the doctor say?"
-
- She looked at him with mocking amusement. Evidently she had hit on
- other absurd and grotesque aspects in her husband and was awaiting the
- moment to give expression to them.
-
- But he went on:
-
- "I imagine that it's not illness, but your condition. When will it
- be?"
-
- The ironical light died away in her eyes, but a different smile, a
- consciousness of something, he did not know what, and of quiet
- melancholy, came over her face.
-
- "Soon, soon. You say that our position is miserable, that we must
- put an end to it. If you knew how terrible it is to me- what I would
- give to be able to love you freely and unafraid! I should not
- torture myself and torture you with my jealousy.... And it will come
- soon, but not as we expect."
-
- And at the thought of how it would come, she seemed so pitiable to
- herself that tears came into her eyes, and she could not go on. She
- laid on his sleeve her hand, shining with its whiteness and its
- rings in the lamplight.
-
- "It won't come as we suppose. I didn't mean to say this to you,
- but you've made me. Soon, soon, all will be over, and we shall all,
- all be at peace, and suffer no more."
-
- "I don't understand," he said, understanding her.
-
- "You asked when? Soon. And I shan't live through it. Don't interrupt
- me!" and she made haste to speak. "I know it; I know for certain. I
- shall die; and I'm very glad I shall die, and release myself and you."
-
- Tears dropped from her eyes; he bent down over her hand and began
- kissing it, trying to hide his emotion, which, he knew, had no sort of
- grounds, though he could not control it.
-
- "Yes, it's better so," she said, tightly gripping his hand.
- "That's the only way- the only way left us."
-
- He had recovered himself, and lifted his head.
-
- "How absurd! What absurd nonsense you are talking!"
-
- "No, it's the truth."
-
- "What- what's the truth?"
-
- "That I shall die. I have had a dream."
-
- "A dream?" repeated Vronsky, and instantly he recalled the peasant
- of his dream.
-
- "Yes, a dream," she said. "It's a long while since I dreamed it. I
- dreamed that I ran into my bedroom, that I had to get something there,
- to find out something; you know how it is in dreams," she said, her
- eyes wide with horror; "and in the bedroom, in the corner, stood
- something."
-
- "Oh, what nonsense! How can you believe..."
-
- But she would not let him interrupt her. What she was saying was too
- important to her.
-
- "And the something turned round, and I saw it was a peasant with a
- disheveled beard- a little man, and dreadful. I wanted to run away,
- but he bent down over a sack, and was fumbling there with his
- hands..."
-
- She showed how he had moved his hands. There was terror in her face.
- And Vronsky, remembering his dream, felt the same terror filling his
- soul.
-
- "He was fumbling and kept talking quickly, quickly in French, and,
- you know, he burred: Il faut le battre, le fer, le broyer, le
- petrir.... And in my horror I tried to wake up, and woke up... but
- woke up in the dream. And I began asking myself what it meant. And
- Kornei said to me: 'In childbirth you'll die, ma'am, you'll die....'
- And I woke up."
-
- "What nonsense, what nonsense!" said Vronsky; but he felt himself
- that there was no conviction in his voice.
-
- "But don't let's talk of it. Ring the bell, I'll have tea. And
- stay a little, now; it's not long I shall..."
-
- But all at once she stopped. The expression of her face
- instantaneously changed. Horror and excitement were suddenly
- replaced by a look of soft, solemn, blissful attention. He could not
- comprehend the meaning of the change. She was listening to the
- stirring of the new life within her.
-
- IV.
-
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich, after meeting Vronsky on his own steps, drove,
- as he had intended, to the Italian opera. He sat through two acts
- there, and saw everyone he wanted to see. On returning home, he
- carefully scrutinized the hatstand, and noticing that there was not
- a military overcoat there, he went, as usual, to his own room. But,
- contrary to his usual habit, he did not go to bed; he walked up and
- down his study till three o'clock in the morning. The feeling of
- furious anger with his wife, who would not observe the proprieties and
- keep to the one stipulation he had laid on her- not to receive her
- lover in her own house- gave him no peace. She had not complied with
- his request, and he was bound to punish her and carry out his
- threat- obtain a divorce and take away his son. He knew all the
- difficulties connected with this course, but he had said he would do
- it, and now he must carry out his threat. Countess Lidia Ivanovna
- had hinted that this was the best way out of his position, and of late
- the obtaining of divorces had been brought to such a pitch of
- perfection that Alexei Alexandrovich saw a possibility of overcoming
- the formal difficulties. Misfortunes never come singly, and the
- affairs of the reorganization of the native tribes, and of the
- irrigation of the lands of the Zaraisky province, had brought such
- official worries upon Alexei Alexandrovich that he had been of late in
- a continual state of extreme irritability.
-
- He did not sleep the whole night, and his fury growing in a sort
- of vast, arithmetical progression, reached its highest limits in the
- morning. He dressed in haste, and, as though carrying his cup full
- of wrath, and fearing to spill any over, fearing to lose with his
- wrath the energy necessary for the interview with his wife, he went
- into her room directly he heard she was up.
-
- Anna, who had thought she knew her husband so well, was amazed at
- his appearance when he went in to her. His brow was lowering and his
- eyes stared darkly before him, avoiding her eyes; his mouth was
- tightly and contemptuously shut. In his walk, in his gestures, in
- the sound of his voice there was a determination and firmness such
- as his wife had never seen in him. He went into her room, and, without
- greeting her, walked straight up to her writing table, and, taking her
- keys, opened a drawer.
-
- "What do you want?" she cried.
-
- "Your lover's letters," he said.
-
- "They're not here," she said, shutting the drawer; but from that
- action he saw he had guessed right, and roughly pushing away her hand,
- he quickly snatched a portfolio in which he knew she used to put her
- most important papers. She tried to pull the portfolio away, but he
- pushed her back.
-
- "Sit down! I have to speak to you," he said, putting the portfolio
- under his arm, and squeezing it so tightly with his elbow that his
- shoulder stood up.
-
- Amazed and intimidated, she gazed at him in silence.
-
- "I told you that I would not allow you to receive your lover in this
- house."
-
- "I had to see him to..."
-
- She stopped, not finding a reason.
-
- "I do not enter into the details of why a woman wants to see her
- lover."
-
- "I meant, I only..." she said, flushing hotly. This coarseness of
- his angered her, and gave her courage. "Surely you must feel how
- easy it is for you to insult me?" she said.
-
- "An honest man and an honest woman may be insulted, but to tell a
- thief he's a thief is simply la constatation d'un fait."
-
- "This cruelty is something new- I did not know in you."
-
- "You call it cruelty for a husband to give his wife liberty,
- giving her the honorable protection of his name, simply on the
- condition of observing the proprieties: is that cruelty?"
-
- "It's worse that cruel- it's base, if you want to know!" Anna cried,
- in a rush of hatred, and, getting up, she was about to leave the room.
-
- "No!" he shrieked in his shrill voice, which pitched a note even
- higher than usual, and his big hands clutching her by the arm so
- violently that red marks were left from the bracelet he was squeezing,
- he forcibly made her sit down in her place. "Base! If you care to
- use that word, what is base is to forsake husband and child for a
- lover, while you eat your husband's bread!"
-
- She bowed her head. She did not say what she had said the evening
- before to her lover, that he was her husband, and her husband was
- superfluous; she did not even think of that. She felt all the
- justice of his words, and only said softly:
-
- "You cannot describe my position as worse than I feel it to be
- myself; but what are you saying all this for?"
-
- "What am I saying it for? What for?" he went on, as angrily. "So
- that you may know that, since you have not carried out my wishes in
- regard to observing outward decorum, I will take measures to put an
- end to this state of things."
-
- "Soon, very soon, it will end, anyway," she said; and again, at
- the thought of death near at hand and now desired, tears came into her
- eyes.
-
- "It will end sooner than you and your lover have planned! If you
- must have the satisfaction of animal passion..."
-
- "Alexei Alexandrovich! I won't say it's not generous, but it's not
- like a gentleman to strike anyone who's down."
-
- "Yes, you only think of yourself! But the sufferings of a man who
- was your husband have no interest for you. You don't care that his
- whole life is ruined, that he is seff... seff..."
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich was speaking so quickly that he began to
- stammer, and was utterly unable to articulate the word "suffering". In
- the end he pronounced it "saffering". She wanted to laugh, and was
- immediately ashamed that anything could amuse her at such a moment.
- And for the first time, for an instant, she felt for him, put
- herself in his place, and was sorry for him. But what could she say or
- do? Her head sank, and she sat silent. He too was silent for some
- time, and then began speaking in a frigid, less shrill voice,
- emphasizing random words that had no special significance.
-
- I came to tell you..." he said.
-
- She glanced at him. "No; it was my fancy," she thought, recalling
- the expression of his face when he stumbled over the word "suffering."
- "No; can a man with those dull eyes, with that self-satisfied
- complacency, feel anything?"
-
- "I cannot change anything," she whispered.
-
- "I have come to tell you that I am going tomorrow to Moscow, and
- shall not return again to this house, and you will receive notice of
- what I decide through the lawyer into whose hands I shall entrust
- the task of getting a divorce. My son is going to my sister's," said
- Alexei Alexandrovich, with an effort recalling what he had meant to
- say about his son.
-
- "You take Seriozha to hurt me," she said, looking at him from
- under her brows. "You do not love him.... Leave me Seriozha!"
-
- "Yes, I have lost even my affection for my son, because he is
- associated with the repulsion I feel for you. But still I shall take
- him. Good-by!"
-
- And he was going away, but now she detained him.
-
- "Alexei Alexandrovich, leave me Seriozha!" she whispered once
- more. "I have nothing else to say. Leave Seriozha till my... I shall
- soon be confined; leave him!"
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich flared up, and, snatching his hand from her, he
- went out of the room without a word.
-
- V.
-
-
- The waiting room of the celebrated Peterburg lawyer was full when
- Alexei Alexandrovich entered it. Three ladies- an old lady, a young
- lady, and a merchant's wife, and three gentlemen- one a German
- banker with a ring on his finger, the second a merchant with a
- beard, and the third a wrathful-looking government clerk in official
- uniform, with a cross on his neck- had obviously been waiting a long
- while already. Two clerks were writing at tables with scratching pens.
- The appurtenances of the writing tables, about which Alexei
- Alexandrovich was himself very fastidious, were exceptionally good. He
- could not help observing this. One of the clerks, without getting
- up, turned fretfully to Alexei Alexandrovich, half-closing his eyes.
-
- "What is it you wish?"
-
- "My business has to do with the lawyer."
-
- "He is engaged," the clerk responded severely, and he pointed with
- his pen at the persons waiting, and went on writing.
-
- "Can't he spare time to see me?" said Alexei Alexandrovich.
-
- "He has no time free; he is always busy. Kindly wait your turn."
-
- "Then I must trouble you to give him my card," Alexei
- Alexandrovich said with dignity, seeing the impossibility of
- preserving his incognito.
-
- The clerk took the card and, obviously not approving of what he read
- on it, went to the door.
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich was in principle in favor of the publicity of
- legal proceedings, though for some higher official considerations he
- disliked the application of the principle in Russia, and disapproved
- of it, as far as he could disapprove of anything instituted by
- authority of the Emperor. His whole life had been spent in
- administrative work, and consequently, when he did not approve of
- anything, his disapproval was softened by the recognition of the
- inevitability of mistakes and the possibility of reform in every
- department. In the new public law courts he disliked the
- restrictions laid on the lawyers conducting cases. But till then he
- had had nothing to do with the law courts, and so had disapproved of
- their publicity simply in theory; now his disapprobation was
- strengthened by the unpleasant impression made on him in the
- lawyer's waiting room.
-
- "He will be out right away," said the clerk; and two minutes later
- there did actually appear in the doorway the large figure of an old
- student of jurisprudence who had been consulting with the lawyer,
- and the lawyer himself.
-
- The lawyer was a little, squat, bald man, with a dark, reddish
- beard, light-colored long eyebrows, and beetling brow. He was
- attired as though for a wedding, from his cravat to his double watch
- chain and patent-leather shoes. His face was clever and rustic, but
- his dress was dandified and in bad taste.
-
- "Pray walk in," said the lawyer, addressing Alexei Alexandrovich;
- and, gloomily ushering Karenin in before him, he closed the door.
- "Won't you sit down?" He indicated an armchair at a writing table
- covered with papers. He sat down himself, and, rubbing his little
- hands with short fingers covered with white hairs, he bent his head on
- one side. But as soon as he was settled in this position a moth flew
- over the table. The lawyer, with a swiftness that could never have
- been expected of him, opened his hands, caught the moth, and resumed
- his former attitude.
-
- "Before beginning to speak of my business," said Alexei
- Alexandrovich, following the lawyer's movements with wondering eyes,
- "I ought to observe that the matter about which I have to speak to you
- is to be a secret."
-
- The lawyer's drooping reddish mustaches were stirred by a scarcely
- perceptible smile.
-
- "I should not be a lawyer if I could not keep the secrets confided
- to me. But if you would like proof..."
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich glanced at his face, and saw that the shrewd,
- gray eyes were laughing, and seemed to know all about it already.
-
- "You know my name?" Alexei Alexandrovich resumed.
-
- "I know you and the good"- again he caught a moth- "work you are
- doing, like every Russian," said the lawyer, bowing.
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich sighed, plucking up his courage. But, having
- once made up his mind, he went on in his shrill voice, without
- timidity or hesitation, accentuating a word here and there.
-
- "I have the misfortune," Alexei Alexandrovich began, "to be a
- deceived husband, and I desire to break off all relations with my wife
- by legal means- that is, to be divorced; but do this so that my son
- may not remain with his mother."
-
- The lawyer's gray eyes tried not to laugh, but they were dancing
- with irrepressible glee, and Alexei Alexandrovich saw that it was
- not simply the delight of a man who has just got a profitable job:
- there was triumph and joy, there was a gleam like the malignant
- gleam he had seen in his wife's eyes.
-
- "You desire my assistance in securing a divorce?"
-
- "Yes, precisely; but I ought to warn you that I may be wasting
- your time and attention. I have come simply to consult you as a
- preliminary step. I want a divorce, but the form which it may take
- is of great consequence to me. It is very possible that if that form
- does not correspond with my requirements I may give up a legal
- action."
-
- "Oh, that's always the case," said the lawyer, "and that's always
- for you to decide."
-
- He let his eyes rest on Alexei Alexandrovich's feet, feeling that he
- might offend his client by the sight of his irrepressible amusement.
- He looked at a moth that flew before his nose, and moved his hand, but
- did not catch it from regard for Alexei Alexandrovich's situation.
-
- "Though in their general features our laws on this subject are known
- to me," pursued Alexei Alexandrovich, "I should be glad to have an
- idea of the forms in which such things are done, in practice."
-
- "You would be glad," the lawyer, without lifting his eyes,
- responded, adopting, with a certain satisfaction, the tone of his
- client's remarks, "for me to lay before you all the methods by which
- you could secure what you desire?"
-
- And on receiving an assenting nod from Alexei Alexandrovich, he went
- on, stealing a glance now and then at Alexei Alexandrovich's face,
- which was growing red in patches.
-
- "Divorce by our laws," he said, with a slight shade of
- disapprobation of our laws, "is possible, as you are aware, in the
- following cases... To wait!" he called to a clerk who put his head
- in at the door, but he got up all the same, said a few words to him,
- and sat down again. "In the following cases: physical defect in the
- married parties, desertion without communication for five years," he
- said, crooking a short finger covered with hair, "adultery" (this word
- he pronounced with obvious satisfaction), "subdivided as follows"
- (he continued to crook his fat fingers, though the cases and their
- subdivisions could obviously not be classified together): "physical
- defect of the husband or of the wife, adultery of the husband or of
- the wife." As by now all his fingers were used up, he straightened
- them and went on: "This is the theoretical view; but I imagine you
- have done me the honor to apply to me in order to learn its
- application in practice. And therefore, guided by precedents, I must
- inform you that in practice cases of divorce may all be reduced to the
- following- there's no physical defect, I may assume, nor
- desertion?..."
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich bowed his head in assent.
-
- "They may be reduced to the following: adultery of one of the
- married parties, and the detection in the fact of the guilty party
- by mutual agreement, and, failing such agreement, accidental
- detection. It must be admitted that the latter case is rarely met with
- in practice," said the lawyer, and stealing a glance at Alexei
- Alexandrovich he paused, as a man selling pistols, after enlarging
- on the advantages of each weapon, might await his customer's choice.
- But Alexei Alexandrovich said nothing, and therefore the lawyer went
- on: "The most usual and simple, the sensible course, I consider, is
- adultery by mutual consent. I should not permit myself to express it
- so, speaking with a man of no education," he said, "but I imagine that
- to you this is comprehensible."
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich was, however, so perturbed that he did not
- immediately comprehend all the reasonableness of adultery by mutual
- consent, and his eyes expressed this uncertainty; but the lawyer
- promptly came to his assistance.
-
- "People cannot go on living together- here you have a fact. And if
- both are agreed about it, the details and formalities become a
- matter of no importance. And at the same time this is the simplest and
- most certain method."
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich understood fully now. But he had religious
- scruples, which hindered the execution of such a plan.
-
- "That is out of the question in the present case," he said. "Only
- one alternative is possible: involuntary detection, supported by
- letters which I have."
-
- At the mention of letters the lawyer pursed up his lips, and gave
- utterance to a thin little compassionate and contemptuous sound.
-
- "Kindly consider," he began, "cases of that kind are, as you are
- aware, under ecclesiastical jurisdiction; the reverend fathers are
- fond of going into the minutest details in cases of that kind," he
- said, with a smile which betrayed his sympathy with the taste of the
- reverend fathers. "Letters may, of course, be a partial
- confirmation; but detection in the act there must be of the most
- direct kind- that is, by eyewitnesses. In fact, if you do me the honor
- to trust me with your confidence, you will do well to leave me the
- choice of the measures to be employed. If one wants the result, one
- must allow the means."
-
- "If it is so..." Alexei Alexandrovich began, suddenly turning white;
- but at that moment the lawyer rose and again went to the door to speak
- to the intruding clerk.
-
- "Tell her we don't haggle over fees!" he said, and returned to
- Alexei Alexandrovich.
-
- On his way back he caught, unobserved, another moth. "Nice state
- my rep curtains will be in by the summer!" he thought, frowning.
-
- "And so you were saying?..." he said.
-
- "I will communicate my decision to you by letter," said Alexei
- Alexandrovich, getting up, and he clutched at the table. After
- standing a moment in silence, he said: "From your words I may
- consequently conclude that a divorce may be obtained? I would ask
- you to let me know what your terms are."
-
- "It may be obtained if you give me complete liberty of action," said
- the lawyer, without answering his question. "When can I count on
- receiving word from you?" he asked moving toward the door, his eyes
- and his patent-leather shoes shining.
-
- "In a week's time. You will be kind enough to communicate to me your
- answer as to whether you will undertake to conduct the case, and on
- what terms."
-
- "Very good, sir."
-
- The lawyer bowed respectfully, let his client out of the door,
- and, left alone, gave himself up to his sense of amusement. He felt so
- mirthful that, contrary to his rule, he made a reduction in his
- terms to the haggling lady, and gave up catching moths, finally
- deciding that next winter he must have the furniture covered with
- velvet, like Sigonin's.
-
- VI.
-
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich had gained a brilliant victory at the sitting
- of the Commission of the 17th of August, but in the sequel this
- victory cut the ground from under his feet. The new commission for the
- inquiry into the condition of the native tribes on every aspect had
- been formed and despatched to its destination with an unusual speed
- and energy, inspired by Alexei Alexandrovich. Within three months a
- report was presented. The condition of the native tribes was
- investigated in its political, administrative, economic, ethnographic,
- material, and religious aspects. To all these questions there were
- answers admirably stated, and answers admitting no shade of doubt,
- since they were not a product of human thought, always liable to
- error, but were all the product of official activity. The answers were
- all based on official data furnished by governors and bishops, and
- founded on the reports of district magistrates and ecclesiastical
- superintendents, founded in their turn on the reports of local
- authorities and parish priests; and so all of these answers were
- unhesitating and certain. All such questions as, for instance, the
- cause of crop failures, why certain tribes adhered to their ancient
- beliefs, and so on- questions which, but for the convenient
- intervention of the official machine, are not, and cannot be solved
- for ages- received full, unhesitating solution. And this solution
- was in favor of Alexei Alexandrovich's contention. But Stremov, who
- had felt stung to the quick at the last sitting, had, on the reception
- of the commission's report, resorted to tactics which Alexei
- Alexandrovich had not anticipated. Stremov, carrying with him
- several other members, went over to Alexei Alexandrovich's side,
- and, not contenting himself with warmly defending the measure proposed
- by Karenin, proposed other measures, still more extreme, in the same
- direction. These measures, still stronger than Alexei
- Alexandrovich's fundamental idea, were passed by the commission, and
- then the aim of Stremov's tactics became apparent. Carried to an
- extreme, the measures seemed at once to be so absurd that the
- highest authorities, and public opinion, and intellectual ladies,
- and the newspapers, all at the same time fell foul of them, expressing
- their indignation both with the measures and their nominal father,
- Alexei Alexandrovich. Stremov drew back, affecting to have blindly
- followed Karenin, and to be astounded and distressed at what had
- been done. This meant the defeat of Alexei Alexandrovich. But in spite
- of failing health, in spite of his domestic griefs, he did not give
- in. There was a split in the Commission. Some members, with Stremov at
- their head, justified their mistake on the ground that they had put
- faith in the commission of revision, instituted by Alexei
- Alexandrovich, and maintained that the report of the commission was
- rubbish, and simply so much wastepaper. Alexei Alexandrovich, with a
- following of those who saw the danger of so revolutionary an
- attitude to official documents, persisted in upholding the
- statements obtained by the revising commission. In consequence of
- this, in the higher spheres, and even in society, all was chaos, and
- although everyone was interested, no one could tell whether the native
- tribes really were becoming impoverished and ruined, or whether they
- were in a flourishing condition. The position of Alexei Alexandrovich,
- owing to this, and partly owing to the contempt lavished on him for
- his wife's infidelity, became very precarious. And in this position he
- took an important resolution. To the astonishment of the Commission,
- he announced that he should ask permission to go himself to
- investigate the question on the spot. And having obtained
- permission, Alexei Alexandrovich prepared to set off to these remote
- provinces.
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich's departure created a great stir, the more so
- as just before he started he officially returned the posting fares
- allowed him for twelve horses to drive to his destination.
-
- "I think it very noble," Betsy said about this to the Princess
- Miaghkaia. "Why take money for posting horses when everyone knows that
- there are railways everywhere now?"
-
- But Princess Miaghkaia did not agree, and the Princess Tverskaia's
- opinion annoyed her indeed.
-
- "It's all very well for you to talk," said she, "when you have I
- don't know how many millions; but I am very glad when my husband
- goes on a revising tour in the summer. It's very good for him and
- pleasant traveling about, and it's a settled arrangement for me to
- keep a carriage and hired coach on the money."
-
- On his way to the remote provinces Alexei Alexandrovich stopped
- for three days at Moscow.
-
- The day after his arrival he went to call on the governor general.
- At the crossroads by Gazetny Lane, where there are always crowds of
- carriages and hired sleighs, Alexei Alexandrovich suddenly heard his
- name called out in such a loud and cheerful voice that he could not
- help looking round. At the corner of the pavement, in a short, stylish
- overcoat and a low-crowned fashionable hat, jauntily askew, with a
- smile that showed a gleam of white teeth and red lips, stood Stepan
- Arkadyevich, radiant, young, and beaming. He called him vigorously and
- urgently, and insisted on his stopping. He had one arm on the window
- of a carriage that was stopping at the corner, and out of the window
- were thrust the heads of a lady in a velvet hat, and two children.
- Stepan Arkadyevich was smiling and beckoning to his brother-in-law.
- The lady smiled a kindly smile too, and she too waved her hand to
- Alexei Alexandrovich. It was Dolly with her children.
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich did not want to see anyone in Moscow, and least
- of all his wife's brother. He raised his hat and would have driven on,
- but Stepan Arkadyevich told his coachman to stop, and ran across the
- snow to him.
-
- "Well, what a shame not to have let us know! Been here long? I was
- at Dussot's yesterday and saw 'Karenin' on the visitors' list, but
- it never entered my head that it was you," said Stepan Arkadyevich,
- sticking his head in at the window of the carriage, "or I should
- have looked you up. I am glad to see you!" he said, knocking one
- foot against the other to shake the snow off. "What a shame you did
- not let us know!" he repeated.
-
- "I had no time; I am very busy," Alexei Alexandrovich responded
- dryly.
-
- "Come to my wife- she does so want to see you."
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich unfolded the rug in which his frozen feet
- were wrapped, and getting out of his carriage made his way over the
- snow to Darya Alexandrovna.
-
- "Why, Alexei Alexandrovich, what are you cutting us like this
- for?" said Dolly smiling.
-
- "I was very busy. Delighted to see you!" he said in a tone clearly
- indicating that he was annoyed by it. "How are you?"
-
- "Tell me, how is my darling Anna?"
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich mumbled something and would have gone on. But
- Stepan Arkadyevich stopped him.
-
- "I tell you what we'll do tomorrow. Dolly, ask him to dinner.
- We'll ask Koznishev and Pestsov, so as to entertain him with our
- Moscow intellectuals."
-
- "Yes, please, do come," said Dolly; "we will expect you at five-
- or six o'clock, if you like. How is my darling Anna? How long..."
-
- "She is quite well," Alexei Alexandrovich mumbled, frowning.
- "Delighted!" and he moved away toward his carriage.
-
- "You will come?" Dolly called after him.
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich said something which Dolly could not catch in
- the noise of the moving carriages.
-
- "I shall come round tomorrow!" Stepan Arkadyevich shouted to him.
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich got into his carriage, and buried himself in it
- so as neither to see nor to be seen.
-
- "Queer fish!" said Stepan Arkadyevich to his wife, and, glancing
- at his watch, he made a motion of his hand before his face, indicating
- a caress to his wife and children, and walked jauntily along the
- pavement.
-
- "Stiva! Stiva!" Dolly called, reddening.
-
- He turned round.
-
- "I must get coats, you know, for Grisha and Tania. Give me the
- money."
-
- "Never mind; you tell them I'll pay the bill!" and he vanished,
- nodding genially to an acquaintance who drove by.
-
- VII.
-
-
- The next day was Sunday. Stepan Arkadyevich went to the Grand
- Theater to a rehearsal of the ballet, and gave Masha Chibisova, a
- pretty dancing girl who had been engaged through his protection, the
- coral necklace he had promised her the evening before, and, behind the
- scenes, in the dim daylight of the theater, managed to kiss her pretty
- little face, radiant over the present. Besides the gift of the
- necklace he wanted to arrange a meeting with her after the ballet.
- After explaining that he could not come at the beginning of the
- ballet, he promised he would come for the last act and take her to
- supper. From the theater Stepan Arkadyevich drove to Okhotny Riad,
- selected himself the fish and asparagus for dinner, and by twelve
- o'clock was at Dussot's, where he had to see three people, luckily all
- staying at the same hotel: Levin, who had recently come back from
- abroad and was staying there; the new head of his board who had just
- been promoted to that position, and had come on a tour of revision
- to Moscow; and his brother-in-law, Karenin, whom he must see, so as to
- be sure of bringing him to dinner.
-
- Stepan Arkadyevich liked dining, but still better he liked to give a
- dinner, small, but very choice, both as regards the food and drink and
- as regards the selection of guests. He particularly liked the
- program of that day's dinner. There would be fresh perch, asparagus,
- and la piece de resistance- first-rate, but quite plain, roast beef,
- and wines to suit: so much for the eating and drinking. Kitty and
- Levin would be of the party, and, so that this might not be
- obtrusively evident, there would be a girl cousin too, and young
- Shcherbatsky, and- la piece de resistance among the guests- Sergei
- Koznishev and Alexei Alexandrovich. Sergei Ivanovich was a Moscow man,
- and a philosopher; Alexei Alexandrovich a Peterburg man, and a
- practical politician. He was asking, too, the well-known eccentric
- enthusiast, Pestsov, a liberal, a great talker, a musician, a
- historian, and the most delightfully youthful person of fifty, who
- would be a sauce or garnish for Koznishev and Karenin. He would
- provoke them and set them off against one another.
-
- The second installment for the forest had been received from the
- merchant and was not yet exhausted; Dolly had been very amiable and
- good-humored of late, and the idea of the dinner pleased Stepan
- Arkadyevich from every point of view. He was in the most
- lighthearted mood. There were two circumstances a little unpleasant,
- but these two circumstances were drowned in the sea of good-humored
- gaiety which flooded the soul of Stepan Arkadyevich. These two
- circumstances were: first, that on meeting Alexei Alexandrovich the
- day before in the street Stiva had noticed that the latter was cold
- and reserved with him, and putting together the expression of Alexei
- Alexandrovich's face, and the fact that he had not come to see them,
- or let them know of his arrival, with the rumors he had heard about
- Anna and Vronsky, Stepan Arkadyevich guessed that something was
- wrong between the husband and wife.
-
- That was one disagreeable thing. The other slightly disagreeable
- fact was that the new head of his board, like all new heads, already
- had the reputation of a terrible person, who got up at six o'clock
- in the morning, worked like a horse, and insisted on his
- subordinates working in the same way. Moreover, this new head had
- the further reputation of being a bear in his manners, and was,
- according to all reports, a man of a class in all respects the
- opposite of that to which his predecessor had belonged, and to which
- Stepan Arkadyevich had hitherto belonged himself. On the previous
- day Stepan Arkadyevich had appeared at the office in a uniform, and
- the new chief had been very affable and had talked to him as to an
- acquaintance. Consequently Stepan Arkadyevich deemed it his duty to
- call upon him in his nonofficial dress. The thought that the new chief
- might not give him a warm reception was the other unpleasant thing.
- But Stepan Arkadyevich instinctively felt that everything would come
- round all right. "They're all human, all men, like us poor sinners;
- why be nasty and quarrelsome?" he thought as he went into the hotel.
-
- "Good day, Vassilii," he said, walking into the corridor with his
- hat cocked on one side, and addressing a footman he knew; "why, you've
- let your whiskers grow! Levin- number seven, eh? Take me up, please.
- And find out whether Count Anychkin" (this was the new head) "is
- receiving."
-
- "Yes, sir," Vassilii responded, smiling. "You've not been to see
- us for a long while."
-
- "I was here yesterday, but at the other entrance. Is this number
- seven?"
-
- Levin was standing with a peasant from Tver in the middle of the
- room, measuring a fresh bearskin, when Stepan Arkadyevich came in.
-
- "What! You killed him?" cried Stepan Arkadyevich. "Well done! A
- she-bear? How are you, Arkhip!"
-
- He shook hands with the peasant and sat down on a chair, without
- taking off his coat and hat.
-
- "Come, take off your coat and stay a little," said Levin, taking his
- hat.
-
- "No, I haven't time; I've only looked in for just a second,"
- answered Stepan Arkadyevich. He threw open his fur coat, but afterward
- did take it off, and sat on for a whole hour, talking to Levin about
- hunting and the most intimate subjects. "Come, tell me, please, what
- you did abroad. Where have you been?" said Stepan Arkadyevich, when
- the peasant had gone.
-
- "Oh, I stayed in Germany, in Prussia, in France, and in England- not
- in the capitals, but in the manufacturing towns- and saw a great
- deal that was new to me. And I'm glad I went."
-
- "Yes, I knew your idea of the solution of the labor question."
-
- "Not a bit: in Russia there can be no labor question. In Russia
- the question is that of the relation of the working people to the
- land; though the question exists there too- but there it's a matter of
- repairing what's been ruined, while with us..."
-
- Stepan Arkadyevich listened attentively to Levin.
-
- "Yes, yes!" he said. "It's very possible you're right. But I'm
- glad you're in good spirits, and are hunting bears, and working, and
- interested. Shcherbatsky told me another story- he met you: that you
- were in such a depressed state, talking of nothing but death..."
-
- "Well, what of it? I've not given up thinking of death," said Levin.
- "It's true that it's high time I was dead; and that all this is
- nonsense. It's the truth I'm telling you. I do value my idea and my
- work awfully; but really, do consider this: all this world of ours
- is nothing but a speck of mildew, which has grown up on a tiny planet.
- And yet we think that something great is possible to us- ideas,
- work! Grains of sand- that's all they are."
-
- "But all that's as old as the hills, my boy!"
-
- "It is old; but, do you know, when you grasp this fully, then
- somehow everything becomes of no consequence. When you understand that
- you will die tomorrow, if not today, and nothing will be left, then
- everything is so unimportant! And I consider my idea very important,
- but it turns out really to be just as unimportant, even if it were
- carried out, as outwitting that she-bear. So one goes on living,
- amusing oneself with hunting, with work- anything, so as not to
- think of death!"
-
- Stepan Arkadyevich smiled a subtle and affectionate smile as he
- listened to Levin.
-
- "Well, of course! Here you've come round to my point. Do you
- remember you attacked me for seeking enjoyment in life?
-
-
- 'Don't be, O moralist, severe...'"
-
-
- "No; all the same, what's fine in life is..." Levin hesitated.
- "Oh! I don't know. All I know is that we shall soon be dead."
-
- "Why so soon?"
-
- "And I know there's less charm in life, when one thinks of death-
- but there's more peace."
-
- "On the contrary, the finish is always the best. But I must be
- going," said Stepan Arkadyevich, getting up for the tenth time.
-
- "Oh, no, stay a bit!" said Levin, detaining him. "Now, when shall we
- see each other again? I'm going tomorrow."
-
- "I'm a fine fellow! Why, that's just what I came for! You simply
- must come to dinner with us today. Your brother's coming, and Karenin,
- my brother-in-law."
-
- "You don't mean to say he's here?" said Levin, and he wanted to
- inquire about Kitty. He had heard at the beginning of the winter
- that she was at Peterburg with her sister, the wife of the diplomat,
- and he did not know whether she had come back or not; but he changed
- his mind and did not ask. "Whether she's coming or not, I don't care,"
- he said to himself.
-
- "So you'll come?"
-
- "Of course."
-
- "At five o'clock, then, and wear a frock coat."
-
- And Stepan Arkadyevich got up and went down below to the new head of
- his department. Instinct had not misled Stepan Arkadyevich. The
- terrible new head turned out to be an extremely amenable person, and
- Stepan Arkadyevich lunched with him and stayed on, so that it was past
- three o'clock before he got to Alexei Alexandrovich.
-
- VIII.
-
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich, on coming back from church service, had
- spent the whole morning indoors. He had two pieces of business
- before him that morning; first, to receive and send on a deputation
- from the native tribes which was on its way to Peterburg, and which
- was now at Moscow; secondly, to write the promised letter to the
- lawyer. The deputation, though it had been summoned at Alexei
- Alexandrovich's instigation, was not without its discomforting and
- even dangerous aspect, and he was glad he had found it in Moscow.
- The members of this deputation had not the slightest conception of
- their duty and the part they were to play. They naively believed
- that it was their business to lay before the Commission their needs
- and the actual condition of things, and to ask assistance of the
- government, and utterly failed to grasp that some of their
- statements and requests supported the contention of the enemy's
- side, and so spoiled the whole business. Alexei Alexandrovich was
- busily engaged with them for a long while, drew up a program for
- them from which they were not to depart, and on dismissing them
- wrote a letter to Peterburg for the guidance of the deputation. He had
- his chief support in this affair in the Countess Lidia Ivanovna. She
- was a specialist in the matter of deputations, and no one knew
- better than she how to puff, and put them in the way they should go.
- Having completed this task, Alexei Alexandrovich wrote the letter to
- the lawyer. Without the slightest hesitation he gave him permission to
- act as he might judge best. In the letter he enclosed three of
- Vronsky's notes to Anna, which were in the portfolio he had taken
- away.
-
- Since Alexei Alexandrovich had left home with the intention of not
- returning to his family again, and since he had been at the lawyer's
- and had spoken, though only to one man, of his intention, since,
- moreover, he had translated the matter from the world of real life
- to the world of ink and paper, he had grown more and more used to
- his own intention, and by now distinctly perceived the feasibility
- of its execution.
-
- He was sealing the envelope to the lawyer, when he heard the loud
- tones of Stepan Arkadyevich's voice. Stepan Arkadyevich was
- disputing with Alexei Alexandrovich's servant, and insisting on
- being announced.
-
- "No matter," thought Alexei Alexandrovich, "so much the better. I
- will inform him at once of my position in regard to his sister, and
- explain why it is I can't dine with him."
-
- "Come in!" he said aloud, collecting his papers, and putting them
- under the blotting pad.
-
- "There, you see, you're talking nonsense, and he is at home!"
- responded Stepan Arkadyevich's voice, addressing the servant, who
- had refused to let him in, and, taking off his coat as he went,
- Oblonsky walked into the room. "Well, I'm awfully glad I've found you!
- So I hope..." Stepan Arkadyevich began cheerfully.
-
- "I cannot come," Alexei Alexandrovich said coldly, standing and
- not asking his visitor to sit down.
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich had thought to pass at once into those frigid
- relations in which he ought to stand with the brother of a wife
- against whom he was beginning a suit for divorce. But he had not taken
- into account the ocean of kindliness brimming over in the heart of
- Stepan Arkadyevich.
-
- Stepan Arkadyevich opened wide his clear, shining eyes.
-
- "Why can't you? What do you mean?" he asked in perplexity,
- speaking in French. "Oh, but it's a promise. And we're all counting on
- you."
-
- "I want to tell you that I can't dine at your house, because the
- terms of relationship which have existed between us must cease."
-
- "How? How do you mean? For what reason?" said Stepan Arkadyevich
- with a smile.
-
- "Because I am beginning an action for divorce against your sister,
- my wife. I ought to have..."
-
- But, before Alexei Alexandrovich had time to finish his sentence,
- Stepan Arkadyevich was behaving not at all as he had expected.
- Stepan Arkadyevich groaned and sank into an armchair.
-
- "No, Alexei Alexandrovich! What are you saying?" cried Oblonsky, and
- his suffering was apparent in his face.
-
- "It is so."
-
- "Excuse me, I can't, I can't believe it!"
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich sat down, feeling that his words had not had
- the effect he anticipated, and that it would be unavoidable for him to
- explain his position, and that, whatever explanations he might make,
- his relations with his brother-in-law would remain unchanged.
-
- "Yes, I am brought to the painful necessity of seeking a divorce,"
- he said.
-
- "I will say one thing, Alexei Alexandrovich. I know you for an
- excellent, upright man; I know Anna- excuse me, I can't change my
- opinion of her- for a good, an excellent woman; and so you must excuse
- me if I cannot believe it. There is some misunderstanding," said he.
-
- "Oh, if it were merely a misunderstanding!..."
-
- "Pardon, I understand," interposed Stepan Arkadyevich. "But of
- course... One thing: you must not act in haste. You must not, you must
- not act in haste!"
-
- "I am not acting in haste," Alexei Alexandrovich said coldly, "but
- one cannot ask advice of anyone in such a matter. I have quite made up
- my mind."
-
- "This is awful!" said Stepan Arkadyevich. "I would do one thing,
- Alexei Alexandrovich. I beseech you- do it!" he said. "No action has
- yet been taken, if I understand rightly. Before you take advice, see
- my wife, talk to her. She loves Anna like a sister, she loves you, and
- she's a wonderful woman. For God's sake, talk to her! Do me that
- favor, I beseech you!"
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich pondered, and Stepan Arkadyevich looked at
- him sympathetically, without interrupting his silence.
-
- "You will go to see her?"
-
- "I don't know. That was just why I have not been to see you. I
- imagine our relations must change."
-
- "Why so? I don't see that. Allow me to believe that, apart from
- our connection, you have for me, at least in part, the same friendly
- feeling I have always had for you... and sincere esteem," said
- Stepan Arkadyevich, pressing his hand. "Even if your worst
- suppositions were correct, I don't- and never would- take on myself to
- judge either side, and I see no reason why our relations should be
- affected. But now, do this, come and see my wife."
-
- "Well, we look at the matter differently," said Alexei Alexandrovich
- coldly. "However, we won't discuss it."
-
- "No; why shouldn't you come today to dine, anyway? My wife's
- expecting you. Please, do come. And, above all, talk it over with her.
- She's a wonderful woman. For God's sake, on my knees, I implore you!"
-
- "If you so much wish it, I will come," said Alexei Alexandrovich,
- sighing.
-
- And, anxious to change the conversation, he inquired about what
- interested them both- the new head of Stepan Arkadyevich's board, a
- man not yet old, who had suddenly been promoted to so high a position.
-
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich had previously felt no liking for Count
- Anychkin, and had always differed from him in his opinions. But now,
- from a feeling readily comprehensible to officials- that hatred felt
- by one who has suffered a defeat in the service for one who has
- received a promotion- he could not endure him.
-
- "Well, have you seen him?" said Alexei Alexandrovich with a
- malignant smile.
-
- "Of course; he was at our sitting yesterday. He seems to know his
- work capitally, and to be very energetic."
-
- "Yes, but what is his energy directed to?" said Alexei
- Alexandrovich. "Is he aiming at doing anything, or simply doing
- again what's been done? It's the great misfortune of our government-
- this paper administration, of which he's a worthy representative."
-
- "Really, I don't know what fault one could find with him. His policy
- I don't know, but one thing is certain- he's a very fine fellow,"
- answered Stepan Arkadyevich. "I've just been seeing him, and he's
- really a fine fellow. We lunched together, and I taught him how to
- make- you know that drink- wine and oranges. It's so cooling. And it's
- a wonder he didn't know it. He liked it awfully. No, really, he's a
- fine fellow."
-
- Stepan Arkadyevich glanced at his watch.
-
- "Why, good heavens, it's four already, and I've still to go to
- Dolgovushin's! So please come round to dinner. You can't imagine how
- you will grieve my wife and me if you don't."
-
- The way in which Alexei Alexandrovich saw his brother-in-law out was
- very different from the manner in which he had met him.
-
- "I've promised, and I'll come," he answered wearily.
-
- "Believe me, I appreciate it, and I hope you won't regret it,"
- answered Stepan Arkadyevich, smiling.
-
- And, putting on his coat as he went, he patted the footman on the
- head with his coat sleeve, chuckled, and went out.
-
- "At five o'clock, and wear your frock coat, please," he shouted once
- more, returning at the door.
-
- IX.
-
-
- It was past five, and several guests had already arrived, before the
- host himself got home. He went in together with Sergei Ivanovich
- Koznishev and with Pestsov, both of whom had reached the street door
- at the same moment. These were the two leading representatives of
- the Moscow intellectuals, as Oblonsky had called them. Both were men
- respected for their character and their intelligence. They respected
- each other, but were in complete and hopeless disagreement upon almost
- every subject, not because they belonged to opposite parties, but
- precisely because they were of the same party (their enemies refused
- to see any distinction between their views); but, in that party,
- each had his own special shade of opinion. And since no difference
- is less easily overcome than the difference of opinion about
- semiabstract questions, they never agreed on any opinion, and, indeed,
- had long been accustomed to jeer without anger at each other's
- incorrigible aberrations.
-
- They were just going in at the door, talking of the weather, when
- Stepan Arkadyevich overtook them. In the drawing room there were
- already sitting Prince Alexander Dmitrievich Shcherbatsky, young
- Shcherbatsky, Turovtsin, Kitty, and Karenin.
-
- Stepan Arkadyevich saw immediately that things were not going well
- in the drawing room without him. Darya Alexandrovna, in her best
- gray silk gown, obviously worried about the children who were to
- have their dinner by themselves in the nursery, and by her husband's
- absence, was not equal to the task of making the party mix without
- him. All were sitting like so many priests' daughters on a visit (so
- the old Prince expressed it), obviously wondering why they were there,
- and pumping up remarks simply to avoid being silent. Turovtsin-
- goodhearted man- felt unmistakably like a fish out of water, and the
- smile with which his thick lips greeted Stepan Arkadyevich said, as
- plainly as words: "Well, old boy, you have popped me down in a learned
- set! A drinking party, and the Chateau des Fleurs, would be more in my
- line!" The old Prince sat in silence, his bright little eyes
- watching Karenin with a sidelong look; and Stepan Arkadyevich saw that
- he had already formed a sharp remark to sum up that politician of whom
- guests had been invited to partake, as though he were a sturgeon.
- Kitty was looking at the door, calling up all her energies to keep her
- from blushing at the entrance of Konstantin Levin. Young Shcherbatsky,
- who had not been introduced to Karenin, was trying to look as though
- he were not in the least embarrassed by it. Karenin himself had
- followed the Peterburg. etiquette for a dinner with ladies present and
- was wearing evening dress and a white tie. Stepan Arkadyevich saw by
- his face that he had come simply to keep his promise, and was
- performing a disagreeable duty in being present at this gathering.
- He was indeed the person chiefly responsible for the chill benumbing
- all the guests before Stepan Arkadyevich came in.
-
- On entering the drawing room Stepan Arkadyevich apologized,
- explaining that he had been detained by that Prince who was always the
- scapegoat for all his absences and unpunctualities, and in one
- moment he had made all the guests acquainted with each other, and,
- bringing together Alexei Alexandrovich and Sergei Koznishev, had
- started them on a discussion of the Russification of Poland, into
- which they immediately plunged with Pestsov. Slapping Turovtsin on the
- shoulder, he whispered something comic in his ear, and set him down by
- his wife and the old Prince. Then he told Kitty she was looking very
- pretty that evening, and presented Shcherbatsky to Karenin. In a
- moment he had so kneaded together the social dough that the drawing
- room became very lively, and there was a merry buzz of voices.
- Konstantin Levin was the only person who had not arrived. But this was
- so much the better, as, going into the dining room, Stepan Arkadyevich
- found to his horror that the port and sherry had been procured from
- Depre, and not from Leve, and, directing that the coachman should be
- sent off as speedily as possible to Leve's he started back to the
- drawing room.
-
- In the dining room he was met by Konstantin Levin.
-
- "I'm not late?"
-
- "You can never help being late!" said Stepan Arkadyevich, taking his
- arm.
-
- "Have you a lot of people? Who's here?" asked Levin, unable to
- help blushing, as he knocked the snow off his cap with his glove.
-
- "All our own set. Kitty's here. Come along, I'll introduce you to
- Karenin."
-
- Stepan Arkadyevich, for all his liberal views, was well aware that
- to meet Karenin was sure to be felt a flattering distinction, and so
- treated his best friends to this honor. But at that instant Konstantin
- Levin was not in a condition to feel all the gratification of making
- such an acquaintance. He had not seen Kitty since that memorable
- evening when he met Vronsky- not counting, that is, the moment when he
- had had a glimpse of her on the highroad. He had known at the bottom
- of his heart that he would see her here today. But, to keep his
- thoughts free, he had tried to persuade himself that he did not know
- it. Now when he heard that she was here, he was suddenly conscious
- of such delight, and at the same time of such dread, that his breath
- failed him and he could not utter what he wanted to say.
-
- "What is she like, what is she like? As she used to be, or as she
- was in the carriage? What if Darya Alexandrovna told the truth? Why
- shouldn't it be the truth?" he thought.
-
- "Oh, please, introduce me to Karenin," he brought out with an
- effort, and with a desperately determined step he walked into the
- drawing room and beheld her.
-
- She was not the same as she used to be, nor was she as she had
- been in the carriage; she was quite different.
-
- She was scared, shy, shamefaced, and because of all this, still more
- charming. She saw him the very instant he walked into the room. She
- had been expecting him. She was delighted, and so confused at her
- own delight that there was a moment, the moment when he went up to her
- sister and glanced again at her, when she, and he, and Dolly, who
- saw it all, thought she would break down and begin to cry. She
- crimsoned, turned white, crimsoned again, and grew faint, waiting with
- quivering lips for him to come to her. He went up to her, bowed, and
- held out his hand without speaking. Except for the slight quiver of
- her lips and the moisture in her eyes, making them brighter, her smile
- was almost calm as she said:
-
- "How long it is since we've seen each other!" and, with desperate
- determination, with her cold hand squeezed his.
-
- "You've not seen me, but I've seen you," said Levin, with a
- radiant smile of happiness. "I saw you when you were driving from
- the railway station to Ergushovo."
-
- "When?" she asked, wondering.
-
- "You were driving to Ergushovo," said Levin, feeling as if he
- would sob with the rapture that was flooding his heart.- "And how
- dared I associate a thought of anything not innocent with this
- touching creature? And, yes, I do believe what Darya Alexandrovna told
- me is true," he thought.
-
- Stepan Arkadyevich took him by the arm and led him away to Karenin.
-
- "Let me introduce you." He mentioned their names.
-
- "Very glad to meet you again," said Alexei Alexandrovich coldly,
- shaking hands with Levin.
-
- "You are acquainted?" Stepan Arkadyevich asked in surprise.
-
- "We spent three hours together in the train," said Levin smiling,
- "but got out, just as in a masquerade, quite mystified- at least I
- was."
-
- "Oh, so that's it! Come along, please," said Stepan Arkadyevich,
- pointing in the direction of the dining room.
-
- The men went into the dining room and went up to the table for
- hors d'oeuvres, laid with six sorts of vodka and as many kinds of
- cheese, some with little silver spades and some without, caviar,
- herrings, preserves of various kinds, and plates with slices of French
- bread.
-
- The men stood round the strong-smelling spirits and salt delicacies,
- and the discussion of the Russification of Poland between Koznishev,
- Karenin and Pestsov, died down in anticipation of dinner.
-
- Sergei Ivanovich was unequaled in his skill in winding up the most
- heated and serious argument by some unexpected pinch of Attic salt
- that changed the disposition of his opponent. He did this now.
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich had been maintaining that the Russification
- of Poland could only be accomplished as a result of greater
- principles, which ought to be introduced by the Russian government.
-
- Pestsov insisted that one country can absorb another only when it is
- the more densely populated.
-
- Koznishev admitted both points, but with limitations. As they were
- going out of the drawing room to conclude the argument, Koznishev said
- smiling:
-
- "So, then, for the Russification of our foreign populations there is
- but one method- to bring up as many children as one can. My brother
- and I are terribly at fault, I see. You married men- especially you,
- Stepan Arkadyevich- are the real patriots: what number have you
- reached?" he said, smiling genially at their host and holding out a
- tiny wineglass to him.
-
- Everyone laughed, and Stepan Arkadyevich with particular good humor.
-
- "Oh, yes, that's the best method!" he said, munching cheese and
- filling the wineglass with a special sort of vodka. The conversation
- dropped at the jest.
-
- "This cheese is not bad. Shall I give you some?" said the master
- of the house. "Why, have you been going in for gymnastics again?" he
- asked Levin, pinching his muscle with his left hand. Levin smiled,
- bent his arm, and under Stepan Arkadyevich's fingers the muscles
- swelled up like a sound cheese, hard as a knob of iron, through the
- fine cloth of the coat.
-
- "What biceps! A perfect Samson!"
-
- "I imagine great strength is needed for hunting bears," observed
- Alexei Alexandrovich, who had the mistiest notions about the chase. He
- cut off and spread with cheese a wafer of bread fine as a spiderweb.
-
- Levin smiled.
-
- "Not at all. Quite the contrary- a child can kill a bear," he
- said, with a slight bow moving aside for the ladies, who were
- approaching the hors d'oeuvres table.
-
- "You have killed a bear, I've been told!" said Kitty, trying
- assiduously to catch with her fork a perverse mushroom that would slip
- away, and shaking the lace over her white arm. "Are there bears on
- your place?" she added, turning her charming little head to him and
- smiling.
-
- There was apparently nothing extraordinary in what she said, but
- what unutterable meaning there was for him in every sound, in every
- turn of her lips, her eyes, her hand as she said it! There was
- entreaty for forgiveness, and trust in him, and tenderness- soft,
- timid tenderness- and promise, and hope, and love for him, which he
- could not but believe in, and which suffocated him with happiness.
-
- "No, we've been hunting in the Tver province. It was coming back
- from there that I met your beau-frere in the train, or your
- beau-frere's brother-in-law," he said with a smile. "It was an amusing
- meeting."
-
- And he began telling with droll good humor how, after not sleeping
- all night, he had, wearing a fur-lined, full-skirted coat, got into
- Alexei Alexandrovich's compartment.
-
- "The conductor, forgetting the proverb, would have chucked me out on
- account of my attire; but thereupon I began expressing my feelings
- in elevated language, and... you, too," he said, addressing Karenin
- and forgetting his name, "at first would have ejected me on the ground
- of my coat, but afterward you took my part, for which I am extremely
- grateful."
-
- "The rights of passengers generally to choose their seats are too
- ill-defined," said Alexei Alexandrovich, rubbing the tips of his
- fingers on his handkerchief.
-
- "I saw you were in uncertainty about me," said Levin, smiling
- good-naturedly, "but I made haste to plunge into intellectual
- conversation to smooth over the defects of my attire."
-
- Sergei Ivanovich, while he kept a conversation with their hostess,
- had one ear for his brother, and he glanced askance at him. "What is
- the matter with him today? Why such a conquering hero?" he thought. He
- did not know that Levin was feeling as though he had grown wings.
- Levin knew she was listening to his words and that she was glad to
- listen to him. And this was the only thing that interested him. Not in
- that room only, but in the whole world, there existed for him only
- himself, with enormously increased importance and dignity in his own
- eyes, and she. He felt himself on a pinnacle that made him giddy,
- and far away down below were all those kind, excellent Karenins,
- Oblonskys, and all the world.
-
- Quite without attracting notice, without glancing at them, as though
- there were no other places left, Stepan Arkadyevich put Levin and
- Kitty side by side.
-
- "Oh, you may as well sit there," he said to Levin.
-
- The dinner was as choice as the china, of which Stepan Arkadyevich
- was a connoisseur. The soupe Marie-Louise was a splendid success;
- the tiny patties eaten with it melted in the mouth and were
- irreproachable. The two footmen and Matvei, in white cravats, did
- their duty with the dishes and wines unobtrusively, quietly, and
- dexterously. On the material side the dinner was a success; it was
- no less so on the immaterial. The conversation, at times general and
- at times between individuals, never paused, and toward the end the
- company was so lively that the men rose from the table without
- stopping speaking, and even Alexei Alexandrovich became lively.
-
- X.
-
-
- Pestsov liked threshing an argument out to the end, and was not
- satisfied with Sergei Ivanovich's words, especially as he felt the
- injustice of his view.
-
- "I did not mean," he said over the soup, addressing Alexei
- Alexandrovich, "mere density of population alone, but in conjunction
- with fundamental ideas, and not by means of principles."
-
- "It seems to me," Alexei Alexandrovich said languidly, and with no
- haste, "that that's the same thing. In my opinion, influence over
- another people is only possible to the people which has the higher
- development, which..."
-
- "But that's just the question," Pestsov broke in in his bass. He was
- always in a hurry to speak, and seemed always to put his whole soul
- into whatever he was saying; "of what are we to make higher
- development consist? The English, the French, the Germans- which is at
- the highest stage of development? Which of them will nationalize the
- other? We see the Rhine provinces have been turned French, yet the
- Germans are not at a lower stage!" he shouted. "There is another law
- at work there!"
-
- "I fancy that the greater influence is always on the side of true
- civilization," said Alexei Alexandrovich, slightly lifting his
- eyebrows.
-
- "But what are we to lay down as the outward signs of true
- civilization?" said Pestsov.
-
- "I imagine such signs are generally very well known," said Alexei
- Alexandrovich.
-
- "But are they fully known?" Sergei Ivanovich put in with a subtle
- smile. "It is the accepted view now that real culture must be purely
- classical; but we see most intense disputes on each side of the
- question, and there is no denying that the opposite camp has strong
- points in its favor."
-
- "You are for the classics, Sergei Ivanovich. Will you take red
- wine?" said Stepan Arkadyevich.
-
- "I am not expressing my own opinion of either form of culture,"
- Sergei Ivanovich said, holding out his glass with a smile of
- condescension, as to a child. "I only say that both sides have
- strong arguments to support them," he went on, addressing Alexei
- Alexandrovich. "My sympathies are classical from education, but in
- this discussion I am personally unable to arrive at a conclusion. I
- see no distinct grounds for classical studies being given a
- pre-eminence over scientific studies."
-
- "The natural sciences have just as great an educational value,"
- put in Pestsov. "Take astronomy, take botany, or zoology, with its
- system of general principles."
-
- "I cannot quite agree with that," responded Alexei Alexandrovich.
- "It seems to me that one must admit that the very process of
- studying the forms of language has a peculiarly favorable influence on
- intellectual development. Moreover, it cannot be denied that the
- influence of the classical authors is in the highest degree moral,
- while, unfortunately, with the study of the natural sciences are
- associated the false and noxious doctrines which are the curse of
- our day."
-
- Sergei Ivanovich would have said something, but Pestsov
- interrupted him in his rich bass. He began warmly contesting the
- justice of this view. Sergei Ivanovich waited serenely to speak,
- obviously with a convincing reply ready.
-
- "But," said Sergei Ivanovich, smiling subtly, and addressing
- Karenin, "one must allow that to weigh all the advantages and
- disadvantages of classical and scientific studies is a difficult task,
- and the question which form of education was to be preferred would not
- have been so quickly and conclusively decided if there had not been in
- favor of classical education, as you expressed it just now, its moral-
- disons le mot- antinihilist influence."
-
- "Undoubtedly."
-
- "If it had not been for the distinctive property of antinihilistic
- influence on the side of classical studies, we should have
- considered the subject more, have weighed the arguments on both
- sides," said Sergei Ivanovich with a subtle smile, "we should have
- given elbowroom to both tendencies. But now we know that these
- little pills of classical learning possess the medicinal property of
- antinihilism, and we boldly prescribe them to our patients.... But
- what if they had no such medicinal property?" he added his pinch of
- Attic salt.
-
- At Sergei Ivanovich's little pills everyone laughed; Turovtsin in
- especial roared loudly and jovially, glad at last to have found
- something to laugh at- all he ever looked for in listening to
- conversation.
-
- Stepan Arkadyevich had not made a mistake in inviting Pestsov.
- With Pestsov intellectual conversation never flagged for an instant.
- Directly Sergei Ivanovich had concluded the conversation with his
- jest, Pestsov promptly started a new one.
-
- "I can't agree even," said he, "that the government had that aim.
- The government obviously is guided by abstract considerations, and
- remains indifferent to the influence its measures may exercise. The
- education of women, for instance, would naturally be regarded as
- likely to be harmful, but the government opens schools and
- universities for women."
-
- And the conversation at once passed to the new subject of the
- education of women.
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich expressed the idea that the education of
- women is apt to be confounded with the emancipation of women, and that
- it is only so that it can be considered dangerous.
-
- "I consider, on the contrary, that the two questions are inseparably
- connected together," said Pestsov; "it is a vicious circle. Woman is
- deprived of rights from lack of education, and the lack of education
- results from the absence of rights. We must not forget that the
- subjection of women is so complete, and dates from such distant
- ages, that we are often unwilling to recognize the gulf that separates
- them from us," said he.
-
- "You mentioned rights," said Sergei Ivanovich, waiting till
- Pestsov had finished, "meaning the right of sitting on juries, of
- voting, of presiding at councils, the right of entering the civil
- service, of sitting in parliament...."
-
- "Undoubtedly."
-
- "But if women, as a rare exception, can occupy such positions, it
- seems to me you are wrong in using the expression 'rights'. It would
- be more correct to say duties. Every man will agree that in doing
- the duty of a juryman, a witness, a telegraph clerk, we feel we are
- performing duties. And, therefore, it would be correct to say that
- women are seeking duties, and quite legitimately. And one can but
- sympathize with this desire to assist in the general labor of man."
-
- "Quite so," Alexei Alexandrovich assented. "The question, I imagine,
- is simply whether they are fitted for such duties."
-
- "They will most likely be perfectly fitted," said Stepan
- Arkadyevich, "when education has become general among them. We see
- this..."
-
- "How about the proverb?" said the Prince, who had a long while
- been intent on the conversation, his mocking little eyes twinkling. "I
- can say it before my daughters: her hair is long, but her wit is
- short...."
-
- "Just what they thought of the Negroes before their emancipation!"
- said Pestsov angrily.
-
- "What seems strange to me is that women should seek fresh duties,"
- said Sergei Ivanovich, "while we see, unhappily, that men usually
- try to avoid them."
-
- "Duties are bound up with rights- power, money, honor; those are
- what women are seeking," said Pestsov.
-
- "Just as though I should seek the right to be a wet nurse, and
- feel injured because women are paid for the work, while no one will
- take me," said the old Prince.
-
- Turovtsin exploded in a loud roar of laughter, and Sergei
- Ivanovich regretted that he had not made this comparison. Even
- Alexei Alexandrovich smiled.
-
- "Yes, but a man can't nurse a baby," said Pestsov, "while a
- woman..."
-
- "No, there was an Englishman who did suckle his baby on board ship,"
- said the old Prince, feeling this freedom in conversation
- permissible before his own daughters.
-
- "There are as many such Englishmen as there would be women
- officials," said Sergei Ivanovich.
-
- "Yes, but what is a girl to do who has no family?" put in Stepan
- Arkadyevich, thinking of Masha Chibisova, whom he had had in his
- mind all along, in sympathizing with Pestsov and supporting him.
-
- "If the story of such a girl were thoroughly sifted, you would
- find she had abandoned a family- her own or a sister's, where she
- might have found a woman's duties," Darya Alexandrovna broke in
- unexpectedly, in a tone of exasperation, probably suspecting what sort
- of girl Stepan Arkadyevich had in mind.
-
- "But we take our stand on principle, on the ideal," replied
- Pestsov in his sonorous bass. "Woman desires to have the right to be
- independent, educated. She is oppressed, humiliated by the
- consciousness of her disabilities."
-
- "And I'm oppressed and humiliated that they won't engage me at the
- Foundling Asylum," the old Prince said again, to the huge delight of
- Turovtsin, who in his mirth dropped his asparagus with the thick end
- in the sauce.
-
- XI.
-
-
- Everyone took part in the conversation except Kitty and Levin. At
- first, when they were talking of the influence that one people has
- on another, there rose to Levin's mind what he had to say on the
- subject. But these ideas, once of such importance in his eyes,
- seemed to come into his brain as in a dream, and had now not the
- slightest interest for him. It even struck him as strange that they
- should be so eager to talk of what was of no use to anyone. Kitty,
- too, one would have supposed, should have been interested in what they
- were saying of the rights and education of women. How often she had
- mused on the subject, thinking of her friend abroad, Varenka, of her
- painful state of dependence; how often she had wondered about
- herself as to what would become of her if she did not marry, and how
- often she had argued with her sister about it! But now it did not
- interest her at all. She and Levin had a conversation of their own,
- yet not a conversation, but a sort of mysterious communication,
- which brought them every moment nearer, and stirred in both a sense of
- glad terror before the unknown into which they were entering.
-
- At first Levin, in answer to Kitty's question how he could have seen
- her last year in the carriage, told her that he had been coming home
- from the mowing along the highroad and had met her.
-
- "It was very, very early in the morning. You were probably only just
- awake. Your maman was asleep in her corner. It was an exquisite
- morning. I was walking along wondering who it could be in the
- four-in-hand. It was a splendid set of four horses with bells, and
- in a second you flashed by, and I saw you at the window- you were
- sitting, like this; holding the strings of your cap in both hands, and
- in awfully deep thought about something," he said, smiling. "How I
- should like to know what you were thinking about then! Something
- important?"
-
- "Wasn't I dreadfully untidy?" she wondered, but seeing the smile
- of ecstasy these reminiscences called up, she felt that the impression
- she had made had been very good. She blushed and laughed with delight:
-
- "Really I don't remember."
-
- "How nicely Turovtsin laughs!" said Levin, admiring his humid eyes
- and heaving chest.
-
- "Have you known him long?" asked Kitty.
-
- "Oh, everyone knows him!"
-
- "And I see you think he's a horrid man?"
-
- "Not horrid, but there's nothing in him."
-
- "Oh, you're wrong! And you must give up thinking so directly!"
- said Kitty. "I used to have a very poor opinion of him too, but he's
- an awfully fine and wonderfully goodhearted man. He has a heart of
- gold."
-
- "How could you find out what sort of heart he has?"
-
- "We are great friends. I know him very well. Last winter, soon
- after... you came to see us," she said, with a guilty and at the
- same time a confiding smile, "all Dolly's children had scarlatina, and
- he happened to come to see her. And only fancy," she said in a
- whisper, "he felt so sorry for her that he stayed and began to help
- her look after the children. Yes, and for three weeks he stopped
- with them, and looked after the children like a nurse."
-
- "I am telling Konstantin Dmitrievich about Turovtsin and the
- scarlatina," she said, bending over to her sister.
-
- "Yes, it was wonderful, noble!" said Dolly, glancing toward
- Turovtsin, who had become aware they were talking of him, and
- smiling gently to him. Levin glanced once more at Turovtsin, and
- wondered how it was he had not realized all this man's goodness
- before.
-
- "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, and I'll never think ill of people again!" he
- said gaily, genuinely expressing what he felt at the moment.
-
- XII.
-
-
- Connected with the conversation that had sprung up on the rights
- of women there were certain questions as to the inequality of rights
- in marriage, improper to discuss before the ladies. Pestsov had
- several times during dinner touched upon these questions, but Sergei
- Ivanovich and Stepan Arkadyevich carefully drew him off them.
-
- When they rose from the table and the ladies had gone out, Pestsov
- did not follow them, but, addressing Alexei Alexandrovich, began to
- expound the chief ground of inequality. The inequality in marriage, in
- his opinion, lay in the fact that the infidelity of the wife and
- infidelity of the husband are punished unequally, both by the law
- and by public opinion.
-
- Stepan Arkadyevich went hurriedly up to Alexei Alexandrovich and
- offered him a cigar.
-
- "No, I don't smoke," Alexei Alexandrovich answered calmly, and, as
- though purposely wishing to show that he was not afraid of the
- subject, he turned to Pestsov with a chilly smile.
-
- "I imagine that such a view has a foundation in the very nature of
- things," he said, and would have gone on to the drawing room. But at
- this point Turovtsin broke suddenly and unexpectedly into the
- conversation, addressing Alexei Alexandrovich.
-
- "You heard, perhaps, about Priachnikov?" said Turovtsin, warmed up
- by the champagne he had drunk, and long waiting for an opportunity
- to break the silence that had weighed on him. "Vassia Priachnikov," he
- said, with a good-natured smile on his moist, red lips, addressing
- himself principally to the most important guest, Alexei Alexandrovich,
- "they told me today he fought a duel with Kvitsky at Tver, and has
- killed him."
-
- Just as it always seems that one bruises oneself on a sore place, so
- Stepan Arkadyevich felt now that the conversation would by ill luck
- fall at any moment on Alexei Alexandrovich's sore spot. He would again
- have got his brother-in-law away, but Alexei Alexandrovich himself
- inquired, with curiosity:
-
- "What did Priachnikov fight about?"
-
- "His wife. Acted like a man, he did! Called him out and shot him!"
-
- "Ah!" said Alexei Alexandrovich indifferently, and, lifting his
- eyebrows, he went into the drawing room.
-
- "How glad I am you have come," Dolly said with a frightened smile,
- meeting him in the outer drawing room. "I must talk to you. Let's
- sit here."
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich, with the same expression of indifference,
- due to his lifted eyebrows, sat down beside Darya Alexandrovna, and
- smiled affectedly.
-
- "It's fortunate," said he, "especially as I meant to ask you to
- excuse me, and to be taking leave. I have to start tomorrow."
-
- Darya Alexandrovna was firmly convinced of Anna's innocence, and she
- felt herself growing pale and her lips quivering with anger at this
- frigid, unfeeling man, who was so calmly intending to ruin her
- innocent friend.
-
- "Alexei Alexandrovich," she said, with desperate resolution
- looking him in the face, "I asked you about Anna; you made me no
- answer. How is she?"
-
- "She is, I believe, quite well, Darya Alexandrovna," replied
- Alexei Alexandrovich, without looking at her.
-
- "Alexei Alexandrovich, forgive me, I have no right... But I love
- Anna as a sister, and esteem her; I beg, I beseech you to tell me what
- is wrong between you? What fault do you find with her?"
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich frowned, and, almost closing his eyes,
- dropped his head.
-
- "I presume that your husband has told you the grounds on which I
- consider it necessary to change my attitude to Anna Arkadyevna?" he
- said, without looking her in the face, but eying with displeasure
- Shcherbatsky, who was walking across the drawing room.
-
- "I don't believe it, I don't believe it- I can't believe it!"
- Dolly said, clasping her bony hands before her with a vigorous
- gesture. She rose quickly and laid her hand on Alexei
- Alexandrovich's sleeve. "We shall be disturbed here. Come this way,
- please."
-
- Dolly's agitation had an effect on Alexei Alexandrovich. He got up
- and submissively followed her to the schoolroom. They sat down at a
- table covered with an oilcloth cut in slits by penknives.
-
- "I don't- I don't believe it!" Dolly said, trying to catch his
- glance, still avoiding her.
-
- "One cannot disbelieve facts, Darya Alexandrovna," said he, with
- an emphasis on the word facts.
-
- "But what has she done?" said Darya Alexandrovna. "What,
- precisely, has she done?"
-
- "She has forsaken her duty, and deceived her husband. That's what
- she has done," said he.
-
- "No, no, it can't be! No, for God's sake, you are mistaken," said
- Dolly, putting her hands to her temples and closing her eyes.
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich smiled coldly, with his lips alone, meaning
- to signify to her and himself the firmness of his conviction; but this
- warm defense, though it could not shake him, reopened his wound. He
- began to speak with greater heat.
-
- "It is extremely difficult to be mistaken when a wife herself
- informs her husband of the fact- informs him that eight years of her
- life, and a son, are all a mistake, and that she wants to begin life
- anew," he said angrily, with a snort.
-
- "Anna and sin- I cannot connect them, I cannot believe it!"
-
- "Darya Alexandrovna," he said, now looking straight into Dolly's
- kindly, troubled face, and feeling that his tongue was being
- loosened in spite of himself, "I would give a great deal for doubt
- to be still possible. When I doubted, I was miserable, but it was
- better than now. When I doubted, I had hope; but now there is no hope,
- and still I doubt everything. I am in such doubt of everything that
- I even hate my son, and sometimes do not believe he is my son. I am
- very unhappy."
-
- He had no need to say that. Darya Alexandrovna had seen that as soon
- as he glanced into her face; and she felt sorry for him, and her faith
- in the innocence of her friend began to waver.
-
- "Oh, this is awful, awful! But can it be true that you are
- resolved on a divorce?"
-
- "I am resolved on extreme measures. There is nothing else for me
- to do."
-
- "Nothing else to do, nothing else to do..." she replied, with
- tears in her eyes. "Oh no, don't say there's nothing else to do!"
- she said.
-
- "What is horrible in a misfortune of this kind is that one cannot,
- as in any other- in loss, in death- bear one's trouble in peace, but
- that one must act," said he, as though guessing her thought. "One must
- get out of the humiliating position in which one is placed; one
- can't live a trois."
-
- "I understand, I quite understand that," said Dolly, and her head
- sank. She was silent for a little, thinking of herself, of her own
- grief in her family, and all at once, with an impulsive movement,
- she raised her head and clasped her hands with an imploring gesture.
- "But wait a little! You are a Christian. Think of her! What will
- become of her, if you cast her off?"
-
- "I have thought, Darya Alexandrovna- I have thought a great deal,"
- said Alexei Alexandrovich. His face turned red in patches, and his dim
- eyes looked straight before him. Darya Alexandrovna at that moment
- pitied him with all her heart. "That indeed was what I did when she
- herself made known to me my humiliation; I left everything as of
- old. I gave her a chance to reform, I tried to save her. And with what
- result? She would not regard the least request- that she should
- observe decorum," he said, getting heated. "One may save anyone who
- does not want to be ruined; but if the whole nature is so corrupt,
- so depraved, that ruin itself seems to her salvation, what's to be
- done?"
-
- "Anything, only not divorce!" answered Darya Alexandrovna.
-
- "But what is anything?"
-
- "No, it is awful! She will be no one's wife; she will be lost!"
-
- "What can I do?" said Alexei Alexandrovich, raising his shoulders
- and his eyebrows. The recollection of his wife's last act had so
- incensed him that he had become frigid, as at the beginning of the
- conversation. "I am very grateful for your sympathy, but I must be
- going," he said, getting up.
-
- "No, wait a minute. You must not ruin her. Wait a little; I will
- tell you about myself. I was married, and my husband deceived me; in
- anger and jealousy I would have thrown up everything, I would
- myself... But I came to myself again; and who did it? Anna saved me.
- And here I am living on. The children are growing up, my husband has
- come back to his family, and feels his fault, is growing purer,
- better, and I live on... I have forgiven it, and you ought to
- forgive!"
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich heard her, but her words had no effect on him
- now. All the hatred of that day when he had resolved on a divorce
- had sprung up again in his soul. He shook himself, and said in a
- shrill loud voice:
-
- "Forgive I cannot, and do not wish to, and I regard it as wrong. I
- have done everything for this woman, and she has trodden it all in the
- mud to which she is kin. I am not a spiteful man, I have never hated
- anyone, but I hate her with my whole soul, and I cannot even forgive
- her, because I hate her too much for all the wrong she has done me!"
- he said, with tears of hatred in his voice.
-
- "Love those that hate you..." Darya Alexandrovna whispered,
- timorously.
-
- Alexei Alexandrovich smiled contemptuously. That he knew long ago,
- but it could not be applied to his case.
-
- "Love those that hate you, but to love those one hates is
- impossible. Forgive me for having troubled you. Everyone has enough to
- bear in his own grief!" And, regaining his self-possession, Alexei
- Alexandrovich quietly took leave and went away.
-
- XIII.
-
-
- When they rose from the table, Levin would have liked to follow
- Kitty into the drawing room; but he was afraid she might dislike this,
- as too obviously paying her attention. He remained in the little
- ring of men, taking part in the general conversation, and, without
- looking at Kitty, he was aware of her movements, her looks, and the
- place where she was in the drawing room.
-
- He did at once, and without the smallest effort, keep the promise he
- had made her- always to think well of all men, and to like everyone
- always. The conversation fell on the village commune, in which Pestsov
- saw a sort of special principle, called by him the choral principle.
- Levin did not agree with Pestsov, nor with his brother, who had a
- special attitude of his own, both admitting yet not admitting the
- significance of the Russian commune. But he talked to them, simply
- trying to reconcile and soften their differences. He was not in the
- least interested in what he said himself, and even less so in what
- they said; all he wanted was that they and everyone should be happy
- and contented. He knew now the one thing of importance; and that one
- thing was at first there, in the drawing room, and then began moving
- across, and came to a standstill at the door. Without turning round he
- felt her eyes fixed on him, and her smile, and he could not help
- turning round. She was standing in the doorway with Shcherbatsky,
- looking at Levin.
-
- "I thought you were going toward the piano," said he, going up to
- her. "That's something I miss in the country- music."
-
- "No; we only came to fetch you, and I thank you," she said,
- rewarding him with a smile that was like a gift, "for coming. What
- do they want to argue for? No one ever convinces anyone, you know."
-
- "Yes; that's true," said Levin; "it generally happens that one
- argues warmly simply because one can't make out what one's opponent
- wants to prove."
-
- Levin had often noticed in discussions between the most
- intelligent people that after enormous efforts, and an enormous
- expenditure of logical subtleties and words, the disputants finally
- arrived at the realization that what they had so long been
- struggling to prove to one another had long ago, from the beginning of
- the argument, been known to both, but that they liked different
- things, and would not define what they liked for fear of its being
- attacked. He had often had the experience of suddenly grasping in a
- discussion what it was his opponent liked and at once liking it too,
- and immediately he found himself agreeing, and then all arguments fell
- away as useless. Sometimes, too, he had experienced the opposite,
- expressing at last what he liked himself, which he was devising
- arguments to defend, and, chancing to express it well and genuinely,
- he had found his opponent at once agreeing and ceasing to dispute
- his position. He tried to say this.
-
- She knit her brow, trying to understand. But directly he began to
- illustrate his meaning, she understood at once.
-
- "I know: one must find out what he is arguing for, what is
- precious to him, then one can..."
-
- She had completely guessed and expressed his badly expressed idea.
- Levin smiled joyfully; he was struck by this transition from the
- confused, verbose discussion with Pestsov and his brother to this
- laconic, clear, almost wordless communication of the most complex
- ideas.
-
- Shcherbatsky moved away from them, and Kitty, going up to a card
- table, sat down, and, taking up the chalk, began drawing diverging
- circles over the new green cloth.
-
- They began again on the subject that had been started at dinner- the
- liberty and occupations of women. Levin was of the opinion of Darya
- Alexandrovna that a girl who did not marry should find a woman's
- duties in a family. He supported this view by the fact that no
- family can get on without women to help; that in every family, poor or
- rich, there are and must be nurses, either relations or hired.
-
- "No," said Kitty, blushing, but looking at him all the more
- bravely with her truthful eyes; "a girl may be so circumstanced that
- she cannot live in the family without humiliation, while she
- herself..."
-
- At the hint he understood her.
-
- "Oh, yes," he said. "Yes, yes, yes- you're right; you're right!"
-
- And he saw all that Pestsov had been maintaining at dinner about the
- liberty of woman, simply from getting a glimpse of the terror of an
- old maid's existence and its humiliation in Kitty's heart; and
- loving her, he felt that terror and humiliation, and at once gave up
- his arguments.
-
- A silence followed. She was still drawing with the chalk on the
- table. Her eyes were shining with a soft light. Under the influence of
- her mood he felt in all his being a continually growing tension of
- happiness.
-
- "Ah! I've scribbled all over the table!" she said, and, laying
- down the chalk, she made a movement as though to get up.
-
- "What! Shall I be left alone- without her?" he thought with
- horror, and he took the chalk. "Wait a minute," he said, sitting
- down to the table. "I've long wanted to ask you one thing."
-
- He looked straight into her caressing, though frightened eyes.
-
- "Please, ask it."
-
- "Here," he said; and he wrote the initial letters, w, y, t, m: i, c,
- n, b, d, t, m, n, o, t. These letters meant, "When you told me: it
- could never be, did that mean never, or then?" There seemed no
- likelihood that she could make out this complicated sentence; but he
- looked at her as though his life depended on her understanding the
- words.
-
- She glanced at him seriously, then leaned her puckered brow on her
- hands and began to read. Once or twice she stole a look at him, as
- though asking him, "Is it what I think it is?"
-
- "I understand," she said, flushing.
-
- "What is this word?" he said, pointing to the n that stood for
- never.
-
- "It means never," she said; "but that's not true!"
-
- He quickly rubbed out what he had written, gave her the chalk, and
- stood up. She wrote, t, i, c, n, a, d.
-
- Dolly was completely comforted in the depression caused by her
- conversation with Alexei Alexandrovich when she caught sight of the
- two figures: Kitty with the chalk in her hand, with a shy and happy
- smile looking upward at Levin, and his handsome figure bending over
- the table with glowing eyes fastened one minute on the table and the
- next on her. He was suddenly radiant: he had understood. It meant,
- "Then I could not answer differently."
-
- He glanced at her questioningly, timidly.
-
- "Only then?"
-
- "Yes," her smile answered.
-
- "And n... And now?" he asked.
-
- "Well, read this. I'll tell you what I should like- should like so
- much!" She wrote the initial letters, i, y, c, f, a, f, w, h. This
- meant, "If you could forget and forgive what happened."
-
- He snatched the chalk with nervous, trembling fingers, and
- breaking it, wrote the initial letters of the following phrase, "I
- have nothing to forget and to forgive; I have never ceased to love
- you."
-
- She glanced at him with a smile that did not waver.
-
- "I understand," she said in a whisper.
-
- He sat down and wrote a long phrase. She understood it all, and
- without asking him, "Is it this?" took the chalk and at once answered.
-
- For a long while he could not understand what she had written, and
- often looked into her eyes. He was stupefied with happiness. He
- could not supply the words she had meant; but in her charming eyes,
- beaming with happiness, he saw all he needed to know. And he wrote
- three letters. But he had hardly finished writing when she read them
- over her arm, and herself finished and wrote the answer, "Yes."
-
- "You're playing secretaire?" said the old Prince. "But we must
- really be getting along if you want to be in time at the theater."
-
- Levin got up and escorted Kitty to the door.
-
- In their conversation everything had been said; it had been said
- that she loved him, and that she would tell her father and mother that
- he would come tomorrow morning.
-